1 00:00:06,893 --> 00:00:08,025 - [leaves rustling] - [birds chirping] 2 00:00:12,420 --> 00:00:14,118 ["Your Love Is King" by Sade playing] 3 00:00:33,137 --> 00:00:36,662 ♪ Your love is king ♪ 4 00:00:36,705 --> 00:00:38,901 ♪ Crown you in my heart ♪ 5 00:00:38,925 --> 00:00:42,537 ♪ Your love is king ♪ 6 00:00:42,581 --> 00:00:44,104 ♪ Never need to part ♪ 7 00:00:44,148 --> 00:00:48,195 ♪ Your kisses ring... ♪ 8 00:00:48,239 --> 00:00:50,782 Feel like we should maybe slow down a little bit. 9 00:00:50,806 --> 00:00:53,002 ♪ Touching the very part of me ♪ 10 00:00:53,026 --> 00:00:55,202 ♪ It's making my soul sing ♪ 11 00:00:55,246 --> 00:00:58,007 ♪ Tearing the very heart of me... ♪ 12 00:00:58,031 --> 00:01:00,555 EARN: Supposed to be a turn-off soon. 13 00:01:00,599 --> 00:01:02,340 ♪ Your love is king... ♪ 14 00:01:02,383 --> 00:01:05,014 VAN: You don't think we missed it? 15 00:01:05,038 --> 00:01:06,518 EARN: Nah, I think we're good. 16 00:01:08,824 --> 00:01:11,020 ♪ You're the ruler of my heart ♪ 17 00:01:11,044 --> 00:01:12,717 ♪ Your kisses ring... ♪ 18 00:01:12,741 --> 00:01:14,352 EARN: Here he is. 19 00:01:14,395 --> 00:01:16,093 ♪ Round and round and round my. ♪ 20 00:01:25,189 --> 00:01:27,016 OWNER: Hey, Earn. [Chuckles] 21 00:01:27,060 --> 00:01:29,410 - Welcome, welcome. You made it. - Thank you, thank you. 22 00:01:29,497 --> 00:01:30,977 Hey, I'm gonna ask that you come down here 23 00:01:31,064 --> 00:01:32,718 at five miles per hour. 24 00:01:32,761 --> 00:01:34,609 You know, there's kids and dogs running around, 25 00:01:34,633 --> 00:01:35,851 sometimes deer. 26 00:01:35,938 --> 00:01:38,376 Yeah, yeah. Sorry. 27 00:01:38,419 --> 00:01:40,615 So, when you pass this road, 28 00:01:40,639 --> 00:01:41,857 just look on either side for signs 29 00:01:41,944 --> 00:01:43,250 to point you where you need to go. 30 00:01:43,294 --> 00:01:44,425 I got you booked for entire grounds. 31 00:01:44,512 --> 00:01:46,253 Great. 32 00:01:46,297 --> 00:01:48,734 - Oh, is that the birthday girl? - Yeah, 33 00:01:48,777 --> 00:01:51,539 that's-that's Lottie. This is Van. 34 00:01:51,563 --> 00:01:53,434 Hi. 35 00:01:53,521 --> 00:01:56,263 Beautiful family. Well, I hope y'all enjoy. 36 00:01:56,307 --> 00:02:00,417 Need anything, don't hesitate to holler at me or my wife. 37 00:02:00,441 --> 00:02:02,051 - VAN: Thank you, bye. - All right, thank you. 38 00:02:02,095 --> 00:02:03,357 OWNER: Happy birthday. 39 00:02:08,014 --> 00:02:09,363 - Very nice. - Yeah. 40 00:02:11,670 --> 00:02:13,411 Here, you want to carry one of these? 41 00:02:13,454 --> 00:02:16,544 Take the best one. 42 00:02:16,588 --> 00:02:18,435 - Ooh, purple. - [giggles] 43 00:02:18,459 --> 00:02:20,157 That's Prince's favorite color. 44 00:02:23,769 --> 00:02:25,094 What do you think are the chances that 45 00:02:25,118 --> 00:02:27,575 that guy's gonna kill us in our sleep? 46 00:02:27,599 --> 00:02:29,253 Honestly? 47 00:02:31,777 --> 00:02:33,170 Eight. Eight percent. 48 00:02:35,172 --> 00:02:36,738 You think eight percent? 49 00:02:38,175 --> 00:02:39,959 Sounds high. 50 00:02:49,969 --> 00:02:51,057 It's a big tarp. 51 00:02:51,144 --> 00:02:53,494 Yeah. 52 00:02:53,581 --> 00:02:54,756 I got, uh... 53 00:02:56,497 --> 00:02:59,805 I got a really awesome tent. 54 00:02:59,848 --> 00:03:02,349 It's, like, the most expensive one in REI. 55 00:03:02,373 --> 00:03:05,352 The... the guy was like, this is the best one they had. 56 00:03:05,376 --> 00:03:08,161 Like, uh, I think it's, like, a 12-person. 57 00:03:08,205 --> 00:03:10,119 Like, uh... 58 00:03:10,163 --> 00:03:11,706 It's for how many people? 59 00:03:11,730 --> 00:03:14,167 12 person, and you can split the rooms, 60 00:03:14,211 --> 00:03:15,734 and it has, like, a porch, too. 61 00:03:15,821 --> 00:03:18,693 We're gonna be freezing. 62 00:03:18,737 --> 00:03:20,391 What? 63 00:03:22,654 --> 00:03:24,917 'Cause if you don't have enough body heat to insulate 64 00:03:24,960 --> 00:03:27,528 the... space... 65 00:03:27,615 --> 00:03:28,877 It'll be fine, though. 66 00:03:30,314 --> 00:03:32,141 Okay. 67 00:03:32,185 --> 00:03:33,534 -It'll be fine. I'm-I'm excited. -I'm-I'm sorry. 68 00:03:33,621 --> 00:03:36,058 - No, no, no. Okay. - I didn't know. 69 00:03:36,102 --> 00:03:38,844 - It looks really nice. I mean... - Okay. You're... 70 00:03:38,887 --> 00:03:40,759 - [laughs] - very welcome. 71 00:03:40,846 --> 00:03:43,085 We're gonna... I'm gonna get... 72 00:03:43,109 --> 00:03:45,633 It's kind of big. [Laughs] 73 00:03:45,720 --> 00:03:47,679 - Let's find the corners. - Hey, Lottie, you want to-you want to help us? 74 00:03:47,766 --> 00:03:49,333 No. 75 00:03:52,553 --> 00:03:54,425 EARN: Huh. 76 00:03:54,468 --> 00:03:56,296 What's going on with her? 77 00:03:56,340 --> 00:03:58,037 VAN: She's just tired. 78 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:00,996 She'll be fine. 79 00:04:02,041 --> 00:04:04,130 [birds calling] 80 00:04:33,942 --> 00:04:35,553 Can you hand me those? 81 00:04:35,596 --> 00:04:37,139 - Um, this? - Yeah. 82 00:04:37,163 --> 00:04:38,120 - Yeah. - Thank you. 83 00:04:38,164 --> 00:04:39,383 No problem. 84 00:04:47,391 --> 00:04:48,957 So, have you... 85 00:04:49,044 --> 00:04:51,395 thought more about L.A.? 86 00:04:58,489 --> 00:04:59,838 [clears throat] I mean... 87 00:05:01,753 --> 00:05:04,408 Yeah, I've thought about it a lot, actually. 88 00:05:11,937 --> 00:05:13,330 We were gonna talk about it a little later. 89 00:05:16,507 --> 00:05:19,423 Yeah. Whenever you want. 90 00:05:22,426 --> 00:05:23,340 [grunts] 91 00:05:26,081 --> 00:05:29,171 Those ones, I think, go by the door. 92 00:05:29,215 --> 00:05:31,304 [hammering] 93 00:05:32,740 --> 00:05:33,567 Hmm. 94 00:05:35,787 --> 00:05:37,005 Are we missing a pole? 95 00:05:39,356 --> 00:05:42,228 EARN: Doesn't quite look right. 96 00:05:43,882 --> 00:05:45,449 VAN: What do you think? 97 00:05:51,672 --> 00:05:52,934 She loves it. 98 00:05:55,459 --> 00:05:57,417 Which room you gonna sleep in? 99 00:05:57,461 --> 00:05:58,984 LOTTIE: Hm... this one. 100 00:05:59,027 --> 00:06:01,203 VAN: Ooh. 101 00:06:01,247 --> 00:06:03,423 Which one's Daddy gonna sleep in? 102 00:06:03,467 --> 00:06:04,685 LOTTIE: He can sleep outside. 103 00:06:04,729 --> 00:06:07,166 Outside? 104 00:06:09,908 --> 00:06:11,475 I'll get my toothbrush. 105 00:06:24,966 --> 00:06:27,055 [liquid pouring] 106 00:06:33,932 --> 00:06:35,499 [sighs] 107 00:06:55,301 --> 00:06:57,129 I peed. 108 00:06:57,172 --> 00:06:59,740 [chuckles] That's great. 109 00:06:59,827 --> 00:07:01,568 That's exactly what we were supposed to do. 110 00:07:12,971 --> 00:07:14,451 [indistinct chatter, laughter] 111 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:31,337 This river's too high. 112 00:07:33,644 --> 00:07:36,405 - We can't cross it. - I think we can... 113 00:07:36,429 --> 00:07:37,865 We can make it across here. 114 00:07:37,909 --> 00:07:40,215 I think there's a lo-log underneath there. 115 00:07:40,259 --> 00:07:42,542 We could hop to that rock. 116 00:07:42,566 --> 00:07:45,656 Oh... you think she can cross that? 117 00:07:45,699 --> 00:07:47,982 We're just gonna get wet. 118 00:07:48,006 --> 00:07:50,443 - It's too high. - We'll get wet up to here, but 119 00:07:50,530 --> 00:07:52,401 - she can get on my shoulders. - Earn. No. 120 00:07:52,445 --> 00:07:53,533 She can get on my shoulders. 121 00:07:53,577 --> 00:07:54,491 Come on, Lottie, let's go. 122 00:07:56,710 --> 00:07:59,428 We can't cross this. 123 00:07:59,452 --> 00:08:01,280 - You don't think so? - No. 124 00:08:04,588 --> 00:08:07,349 - Maybe... - That... that-that's all gonna collapse. 125 00:08:07,373 --> 00:08:08,722 It's all gonna collapse. 126 00:08:25,391 --> 00:08:27,175 [both laugh] 127 00:08:27,262 --> 00:08:29,482 That's not true. 128 00:08:29,526 --> 00:08:31,615 - Is it? - Not in Europe. [Laughs] 129 00:08:31,702 --> 00:08:33,399 - All right. - It's hard there. 130 00:08:41,059 --> 00:08:42,190 EARN: You enjoying your birthday, Lottie? 131 00:08:44,279 --> 00:08:46,194 Do we have any other snacks? 132 00:08:46,281 --> 00:08:49,696 Yeah, I think we do. 133 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:51,199 - It's like I'm not here. - I don't really like my birthday. 134 00:08:52,984 --> 00:08:54,551 Since when? 135 00:08:58,076 --> 00:09:00,924 What kind of six-year-old doesn't enjoy their birthday? 136 00:09:00,948 --> 00:09:02,863 You know how she is when she's in her moods. 137 00:09:06,388 --> 00:09:08,216 You can't catch anything? 138 00:09:10,871 --> 00:09:13,284 Don't worry, we're gonna go catch fish later, 139 00:09:13,308 --> 00:09:16,877 and then tonight we're gonna try to catch a snipe. 140 00:09:16,964 --> 00:09:18,618 A snipe? 141 00:09:18,662 --> 00:09:20,751 Yeah. We're gonna go snipe hunting. 142 00:09:20,794 --> 00:09:22,840 What's a snipe? 143 00:09:22,883 --> 00:09:25,407 It's this really rare creature. 144 00:09:25,451 --> 00:09:27,409 It's nearly extinct. 145 00:09:27,453 --> 00:09:28,976 And it only comes out at night 146 00:09:29,020 --> 00:09:32,066 when the moon is out, and it's really crazy long, 147 00:09:32,110 --> 00:09:34,416 and it has red eyes. 148 00:09:34,460 --> 00:09:37,289 But only the coolest and the smartest can catch it. 149 00:09:37,332 --> 00:09:39,117 Did you ever catch it? 150 00:09:39,204 --> 00:09:41,095 No, but maybe with your help I can. 151 00:09:41,119 --> 00:09:43,208 I want to catch it. 152 00:09:43,251 --> 00:09:44,731 Yeah, we're gonna try. 153 00:09:49,997 --> 00:09:51,651 Are y... 154 00:09:51,695 --> 00:09:52,957 are you pranking our daughter? 155 00:09:54,654 --> 00:09:56,700 You don't know what a snipe hunt is? 156 00:09:56,787 --> 00:09:58,329 - No. - It's, like, a tradition. 157 00:09:58,353 --> 00:10:00,225 I did it at Girl Scouts. 158 00:10:00,268 --> 00:10:01,487 You were in Girl Scouts? 159 00:10:01,574 --> 00:10:03,532 - I did not know that. - Yeah. 160 00:10:03,576 --> 00:10:06,013 I did it for just a summer, when I was eight. 161 00:10:06,057 --> 00:10:08,102 I didn't like being trapped camping with people 162 00:10:08,146 --> 00:10:10,907 I didn't vibe with, so... 163 00:10:10,931 --> 00:10:12,909 - [insects chittering] - [birds singing] 164 00:10:12,933 --> 00:10:14,718 [conversation continuing indistinctly in distance] 165 00:10:53,408 --> 00:10:56,194 VAN: ...I think, is actually a bird 166 00:10:56,281 --> 00:10:58,849 that's hard to catch, or something like that, 167 00:10:58,936 --> 00:11:00,720 and it turned into this folklore, 168 00:11:00,764 --> 00:11:02,853 so, you could, in the end, 169 00:11:02,896 --> 00:11:04,115 we could tell her it's a bird. 170 00:11:04,202 --> 00:11:05,420 EARN: Okay. 171 00:11:06,987 --> 00:11:08,835 - VAN: You want to... - I have no problem with 172 00:11:08,859 --> 00:11:11,078 doing it. It sounds... sounds like it could be, uh, fun. 173 00:11:11,122 --> 00:11:13,840 You know, cool, it's just, when you-when you 174 00:11:13,864 --> 00:11:15,537 - first hear "snipe hunt"... - Mm-hmm. 175 00:11:15,561 --> 00:11:17,650 It sounds like a racist, 176 00:11:17,737 --> 00:11:19,759 - like, mob. - Oh, my God. 177 00:11:19,783 --> 00:11:22,196 Like, "Let's get the snipe. 178 00:11:22,220 --> 00:11:24,570 - You're so silly. - He's taking our jobs." 179 00:11:24,657 --> 00:11:26,180 - [laughs] - LOTTIE: Hey! 180 00:11:26,224 --> 00:11:27,529 Oh. 181 00:11:27,573 --> 00:11:29,986 - Lottie. You... - EARN: Wow. 182 00:11:30,010 --> 00:11:32,404 - VAN: Maybe put him down. - Yeah, put him down. 183 00:11:32,447 --> 00:11:33,579 - Yeah, maybe put him dow... - I don't want to, though. 184 00:11:33,666 --> 00:11:37,626 Lottie. This is nature, okay? 185 00:11:37,670 --> 00:11:41,630 That toad is not for you, okay? 186 00:11:41,674 --> 00:11:43,632 LOTTIE: I want to hold it, though. 187 00:11:43,676 --> 00:11:44,677 - I want it to stay. - Yeah. 188 00:11:44,764 --> 00:11:46,786 But it let you take a look at him, 189 00:11:46,810 --> 00:11:49,464 and then it wanted to go. 190 00:11:49,551 --> 00:11:53,425 You should feel lucky that you got to hold it, okay? 191 00:11:53,468 --> 00:11:55,340 Come on. I have some raspberries. 192 00:11:55,383 --> 00:11:56,733 Come on. 193 00:12:02,129 --> 00:12:04,020 EARN: You know, I know this little girl. 194 00:12:04,044 --> 00:12:07,613 Her name is, uh, Shottie. 195 00:12:07,700 --> 00:12:09,615 And, um, 196 00:12:09,702 --> 00:12:12,792 she has a dad named Shmad. 197 00:12:12,836 --> 00:12:15,577 And, um... 198 00:12:15,621 --> 00:12:17,405 all they do is eat ice cream 199 00:12:17,492 --> 00:12:19,601 in Opposite World. 200 00:12:19,625 --> 00:12:21,821 LOTTIE: What? 201 00:12:21,845 --> 00:12:23,257 EARN: All they do is eat ice cream, 202 00:12:23,281 --> 00:12:24,935 and they get thinner. 203 00:12:24,978 --> 00:12:27,459 LOTTIE: That's, like, totally the opposite 204 00:12:27,502 --> 00:12:29,698 of what you're supposed to do. 205 00:12:29,722 --> 00:12:30,636 - EARN: What would be the... - You're sup... 206 00:12:30,723 --> 00:12:32,725 you're supposed to not have. 207 00:12:32,812 --> 00:12:34,683 - Ice cream. - Ice cream all the time, 208 00:12:34,727 --> 00:12:37,425 and when you do, you're supposed to get fat. 209 00:12:37,512 --> 00:12:39,732 - EARN: Really? - Yeah. 210 00:12:39,776 --> 00:12:41,299 EARN: Is that why I'm so fat? 211 00:12:41,386 --> 00:12:44,041 - I eat ice cream, like, every day. - [laughs] 212 00:12:44,084 --> 00:12:45,279 - [Van chuckles] - EARN: Like, for breakfast. 213 00:12:45,303 --> 00:12:47,044 - LOTTIE: No, you don't. - I do. 214 00:12:47,087 --> 00:12:49,437 [squeals, laughs] 215 00:12:49,524 --> 00:12:51,483 [grunts] 216 00:12:51,526 --> 00:12:53,180 You guys good? 217 00:12:53,224 --> 00:12:54,399 - VAN: Yeah, we're good. - LOTTIE: Yeah. 218 00:12:54,442 --> 00:12:55,966 EARN: All right. 219 00:12:56,053 --> 00:12:59,143 - VAN: I love how calm it is. - EARN: Yeah, it's great. 220 00:12:59,186 --> 00:13:00,318 - LOTTIE: Oh, that actually is cool. - VAN: It's really cool. 221 00:13:10,632 --> 00:13:12,896 LOTTIE: I wish grandma and grandpa were here. 222 00:13:16,769 --> 00:13:18,249 VAN: Hmm. 223 00:13:20,860 --> 00:13:23,863 - Yeah, that makes sense. - VAN: Yeah. 224 00:13:23,907 --> 00:13:26,866 You know, we'll make sure that, um, 225 00:13:26,910 --> 00:13:29,323 they celebrate with us this weekend. 226 00:13:29,347 --> 00:13:30,435 - VAN: Yeah. - Yeah. 227 00:13:30,478 --> 00:13:32,437 VAN: Are you just missing them 228 00:13:32,524 --> 00:13:34,308 or you wish they were doing your birthday with you? 229 00:13:34,352 --> 00:13:35,135 - LOTTIE: Both. - Both. 230 00:13:35,179 --> 00:13:36,397 Both. 231 00:13:39,705 --> 00:13:41,794 Well, I think it's... 232 00:13:41,881 --> 00:13:44,101 kind of cool that we're all... 233 00:13:44,144 --> 00:13:46,451 - VAN: Together. Yeah. - Together. Yeah. 234 00:13:46,494 --> 00:13:48,235 VAN: That's special. 235 00:13:48,279 --> 00:13:49,802 That's special, too, right? I mean, 236 00:13:49,889 --> 00:13:51,693 - it doesn't happen all the time. - LOTTIE: Mm-hmm. 237 00:13:51,717 --> 00:13:53,066 Yeah. 238 00:14:12,738 --> 00:14:14,348 EARN: Am I starving, 239 00:14:14,392 --> 00:14:17,047 or is this incredible? 240 00:14:17,090 --> 00:14:19,092 It's really good. 241 00:14:24,184 --> 00:14:25,969 I think we should talk more about L.A. 242 00:14:28,841 --> 00:14:32,149 Yeah. We probably should. 243 00:14:32,192 --> 00:14:33,517 LOTTIE: Mom. 244 00:14:33,541 --> 00:14:36,153 The moon is out. 245 00:14:36,196 --> 00:14:38,111 VAN: Oh, it is. 246 00:14:40,505 --> 00:14:43,943 Baby, why don't we go looking for snipes tomorrow, hm? 247 00:14:43,987 --> 00:14:44,901 I think it's a little late now. 248 00:14:54,649 --> 00:14:56,651 VAN: Here, take the pillowcase, 249 00:14:56,738 --> 00:14:58,653 put it on the ground, and open it up. 250 00:14:58,697 --> 00:15:01,395 Do you have a marshmallow? 251 00:15:01,439 --> 00:15:03,745 - Just one? - Yeah. 252 00:15:03,789 --> 00:15:06,072 And you're gonna take the marshmallow, 253 00:15:06,096 --> 00:15:07,880 you're gonna put it inside the pillowcase 254 00:15:07,967 --> 00:15:10,665 all the way to the end, okay? 255 00:15:10,752 --> 00:15:13,190 Now, you're gonna take the lantern, 256 00:15:13,233 --> 00:15:15,192 you're gonna put it next to the opening, 257 00:15:15,235 --> 00:15:17,237 so that when the snipe walks in, you can see it. 258 00:15:18,760 --> 00:15:21,415 You need to find a stick. Here. 259 00:15:21,459 --> 00:15:23,940 - And then you're gonna make this sound. - [scraping] 260 00:15:26,246 --> 00:15:28,161 That's gonna lure the snipe, okay? 261 00:15:29,989 --> 00:15:31,773 And the snipe should just walk in on its own 262 00:15:31,817 --> 00:15:33,664 to get the marshmallow bait. 263 00:15:33,688 --> 00:15:35,884 You know what you're gonna do when it does that? 264 00:15:35,908 --> 00:15:38,215 You're gonna take your foot, 265 00:15:38,258 --> 00:15:40,304 you're gonna stomp on the pillowcase, 266 00:15:40,347 --> 00:15:41,261 trap the snipe in there, and then you're gonna 267 00:15:41,348 --> 00:15:43,457 hit it on the head, okay? 268 00:15:43,481 --> 00:15:44,917 Okay. 269 00:15:44,961 --> 00:15:46,179 VAN: Here. 270 00:15:48,051 --> 00:15:50,183 Good job. All right, baby, have fun. 271 00:15:52,272 --> 00:15:54,250 LOTTIE: Where are you going? 272 00:15:54,274 --> 00:15:57,451 Aw. Baby, you have to hunt the snipe alone. 273 00:15:57,495 --> 00:15:58,452 If there's too many people around, 274 00:15:58,496 --> 00:16:00,106 the snipe's not gonna come. 275 00:16:00,150 --> 00:16:02,500 But don't worry, we're right over there, okay? 276 00:16:18,646 --> 00:16:19,996 [sighs] 277 00:16:32,660 --> 00:16:34,227 What? 278 00:16:36,316 --> 00:16:38,101 You, what? [Chuckles] 279 00:16:41,669 --> 00:16:43,584 L.A. 280 00:16:45,978 --> 00:16:47,240 You gonna come with me? 281 00:16:50,548 --> 00:16:52,028 Is that why you did all this? 282 00:16:53,333 --> 00:16:54,465 What do you mean? 283 00:16:57,076 --> 00:16:58,643 You know, it feels a little manipulative 284 00:16:58,686 --> 00:17:01,037 to rent out an entire campground. 285 00:17:06,216 --> 00:17:08,914 I-I just wanted to make Lottie's birthday special. 286 00:17:21,144 --> 00:17:22,275 Can I ask you a question? 287 00:17:25,931 --> 00:17:28,281 What's so great about Atlanta... 288 00:17:30,588 --> 00:17:32,285 ...that you can't leave it behind? 289 00:17:36,594 --> 00:17:39,901 I mean, it'd be my choice to stay. 290 00:17:39,945 --> 00:17:43,035 That's not what it's about, though. 291 00:17:43,079 --> 00:17:46,430 I'm afraid that... 292 00:17:46,473 --> 00:17:49,259 it's about you not wanting to be alone when you go there, 293 00:17:49,302 --> 00:17:51,609 and that you're scared of that. 294 00:17:51,696 --> 00:17:54,394 And I'm... not just your security blanket. 295 00:18:00,748 --> 00:18:01,836 LOTTIE: Got him! 296 00:18:01,880 --> 00:18:03,838 What? 297 00:18:03,882 --> 00:18:07,277 I got the snipe. 298 00:18:07,320 --> 00:18:10,497 Uh... what did it look like? 299 00:18:10,584 --> 00:18:14,022 Long, with red eyes, and I hit it with the stick 300 00:18:14,066 --> 00:18:15,154 - when I caught it. - [creature chittering] 301 00:18:15,198 --> 00:18:17,722 Uh, okay, okay, 302 00:18:17,765 --> 00:18:19,593 Lottie, um... 303 00:18:19,637 --> 00:18:21,180 listen. 304 00:18:21,204 --> 00:18:23,293 When I count to three, 305 00:18:23,380 --> 00:18:26,383 you're going to put the lamp down very slowly, 306 00:18:26,426 --> 00:18:28,404 drop the bag, and run to Mommy, okay? 307 00:18:28,428 --> 00:18:31,170 - Okay. - VAN: Okay. 308 00:18:31,214 --> 00:18:35,043 One, two... 309 00:18:35,087 --> 00:18:36,654 -three. Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, -Go, go, go, go, 310 00:18:36,741 --> 00:18:38,003 - go, go. - Come, come, come. 311 00:18:38,090 --> 00:18:40,136 Baby, are you okay? 312 00:18:42,703 --> 00:18:44,227 Hold this. 313 00:18:45,663 --> 00:18:48,666 Earn... 314 00:18:48,753 --> 00:18:51,234 - Please be careful. - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 315 00:19:04,725 --> 00:19:05,987 [screeches] 316 00:19:06,031 --> 00:19:07,791 - Aah! - Oh, my God. 317 00:19:07,815 --> 00:19:09,208 Oh! Oh! 318 00:19:09,252 --> 00:19:11,993 - What was that? - What was that? 319 00:19:12,037 --> 00:19:13,797 It was a snipe. 320 00:19:13,821 --> 00:19:16,302 I got him. 321 00:19:22,700 --> 00:19:24,025 VAN and EARN: ♪ Happy birth... ♪ 322 00:19:24,049 --> 00:19:26,312 Shh! No singing, please. 323 00:19:37,149 --> 00:19:39,064 VAN: Happy birthday, baby. 324 00:19:39,151 --> 00:19:42,633 EARN: Happy birthday. So big. 325 00:19:42,720 --> 00:19:44,374 [Van chuckles] 326 00:19:53,731 --> 00:19:55,211 [river burbling] 327 00:19:57,038 --> 00:19:58,431 [insects chittering] 328 00:20:01,217 --> 00:20:03,306 [loon calling] 329 00:20:18,451 --> 00:20:20,192 [shivering, teeth chattering] 330 00:20:23,761 --> 00:20:25,763 VAN: Earn. 331 00:20:25,806 --> 00:20:28,307 EARN: Yeah? 332 00:20:28,331 --> 00:20:31,875 VAN: Is that your teeth chattering? 333 00:20:31,899 --> 00:20:33,336 EARN: Maybe. 334 00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,751 VAN: I... I think you should just get in with us. 335 00:20:37,775 --> 00:20:39,472 This is really sad. 336 00:20:51,005 --> 00:20:52,703 [grunts softly] 337 00:20:52,790 --> 00:20:54,270 [sighs] 338 00:20:55,793 --> 00:20:57,011 [Van grunts] 339 00:21:01,451 --> 00:21:03,366 [both sigh] 340 00:21:07,935 --> 00:21:09,913 Her feet are cold. 341 00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:12,592 - Her feet? - Yeah. 342 00:21:12,679 --> 00:21:15,116 Yeah... 343 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:16,814 It's those sharp toenails. 344 00:21:16,857 --> 00:21:18,946 I know. Talons. 345 00:21:19,033 --> 00:21:20,513 [sighs] 346 00:21:28,086 --> 00:21:29,609 [grunts] 347 00:21:31,611 --> 00:21:32,525 Lottie? 348 00:21:35,746 --> 00:21:38,139 Lottie, do you want some more s'mores? 349 00:21:38,183 --> 00:21:41,380 What are you doing? 350 00:21:41,404 --> 00:21:43,841 Testing to see if she's awake. 351 00:21:52,763 --> 00:21:55,287 You know, when I go... 352 00:21:57,637 --> 00:22:00,466 ...I-I wouldn't have to be alone. 353 00:22:03,774 --> 00:22:06,274 You know, I'm not... 354 00:22:06,298 --> 00:22:08,822 I'm not saying that to be cocky. 355 00:22:08,866 --> 00:22:10,955 I have a good job, and a... 356 00:22:10,998 --> 00:22:13,087 cool job. 357 00:22:13,131 --> 00:22:15,525 I'm not terrible-looking. 358 00:22:17,527 --> 00:22:19,267 And I'm not tied to anything 359 00:22:19,311 --> 00:22:20,660 that would turn someone off from me. 360 00:22:22,749 --> 00:22:25,186 And you'd be here, raising our kid. 361 00:22:25,230 --> 00:22:27,972 And I'd see you every, you know, 362 00:22:28,015 --> 00:22:30,366 couple of months, maybe once or twice a year. 363 00:22:32,324 --> 00:22:35,109 If I didn't want to be alone, 364 00:22:35,153 --> 00:22:37,111 I wouldn't have to be. 365 00:22:37,198 --> 00:22:38,243 I could find someone. 366 00:22:40,201 --> 00:22:42,116 You know, someone new, but... 367 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:44,467 it-it's not about that. 368 00:22:48,122 --> 00:22:51,101 Then what is it about? Is it, like, a... 369 00:22:51,125 --> 00:22:53,040 a co-parenting arrangement 370 00:22:53,127 --> 00:22:54,477 - or... - No. I, uh... 371 00:22:56,479 --> 00:22:58,263 I want to be a family. 372 00:23:01,135 --> 00:23:02,615 I want us to be a family. 373 00:23:04,617 --> 00:23:07,272 I mean, look at Lottie. 374 00:23:07,359 --> 00:23:09,492 I mean, she's fucking amazing. 375 00:23:11,494 --> 00:23:14,255 She's the physical manifestation of what happens 376 00:23:14,279 --> 00:23:16,020 when we get together. 377 00:23:16,063 --> 00:23:18,239 I mean, she's smart, 378 00:23:18,283 --> 00:23:21,242 she's kind, she's sensitive, and she's intuitive. 379 00:23:21,286 --> 00:23:23,070 - Mm-hmm. - She's... 380 00:23:23,157 --> 00:23:26,117 the best... parts of 381 00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:27,858 both of us. I'm just... 382 00:23:30,513 --> 00:23:31,470 I... 383 00:23:31,514 --> 00:23:34,517 I know you love Lottie, and... 384 00:23:36,388 --> 00:23:38,782 ...I know you'll miss her. 385 00:23:41,262 --> 00:23:43,351 I'm fighting for you, Van. 386 00:23:43,395 --> 00:23:45,092 You know me. I don't fight for anything. 387 00:23:50,097 --> 00:23:51,882 Van, look at me. 388 00:23:56,974 --> 00:23:58,454 I love you. 389 00:24:04,111 --> 00:24:06,418 I can't just pack up my whole life 390 00:24:06,505 --> 00:24:07,593 'cause you love me as Lottie's mom. 391 00:24:15,209 --> 00:24:16,752 That's not... 392 00:24:16,776 --> 00:24:18,778 enough... 393 00:24:18,865 --> 00:24:20,345 for me. 394 00:24:40,757 --> 00:24:42,715 Do you think I just see you as Lottie's mom? 395 00:24:45,370 --> 00:24:48,199 Do you not realize how... 396 00:24:48,242 --> 00:24:49,853 in love with you I am? 397 00:24:53,509 --> 00:24:55,946 How much I think about you? 398 00:25:00,907 --> 00:25:03,170 I've dreamed about you every night since Amsterdam. 399 00:25:07,261 --> 00:25:11,048 I do see you as a woman. 400 00:25:11,135 --> 00:25:14,225 I still want you. 401 00:25:14,268 --> 00:25:16,183 I desire you, Van. 402 00:25:23,713 --> 00:25:25,628 When I think about the fact that... 403 00:25:25,715 --> 00:25:28,195 that you are also the mother of my child... 404 00:25:34,593 --> 00:25:35,638 ...I could just fucking burst. 405 00:25:38,075 --> 00:25:41,620 I've never felt that way about anything. 406 00:25:41,644 --> 00:25:43,622 I wasn't able... 407 00:25:43,646 --> 00:25:45,778 I wasn't able to feel that before. 408 00:25:48,215 --> 00:25:50,280 And I'll love you forever 409 00:25:50,304 --> 00:25:52,132 because of that, no matter what. 410 00:25:59,226 --> 00:26:01,228 I mean, what else are we doing this for... 411 00:26:03,317 --> 00:26:06,190 ...if not for that feeling? 412 00:26:06,233 --> 00:26:07,670 What else is there? 413 00:26:07,757 --> 00:26:08,801 You know what I mean? 414 00:26:12,762 --> 00:26:14,328 I do. 415 00:26:17,331 --> 00:26:19,682 It's... a little... 416 00:26:21,335 --> 00:26:22,859 ...Kanye being passionate, 417 00:26:22,902 --> 00:26:25,165 but I do know what you mean. 418 00:26:39,049 --> 00:26:41,486 I don't want to find someone new. 419 00:26:41,573 --> 00:26:44,334 Not because it's... 420 00:26:44,358 --> 00:26:47,666 it isn't time-consuming, and... 421 00:26:47,710 --> 00:26:49,799 you know, annoying, 422 00:26:49,842 --> 00:26:52,366 which it is. 423 00:26:52,453 --> 00:26:53,846 It's because... 424 00:26:56,719 --> 00:26:59,417 I... I just want to do this with you. 425 00:27:04,161 --> 00:27:06,729 Okay? I just want to do this with you. 426 00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:12,038 Will you go to L.A. with me, 427 00:27:12,082 --> 00:27:13,736 so we can be a family? 428 00:27:17,304 --> 00:27:18,610 Like, a for-real family? 429 00:27:27,097 --> 00:27:29,403 Okay... Okay. 430 00:27:29,447 --> 00:27:32,624 [inhales, exhales] 431 00:27:32,668 --> 00:27:34,060 Okay. 432 00:27:34,104 --> 00:27:35,888 [sniffles] 433 00:27:39,413 --> 00:27:40,676 Are you cold? 434 00:27:42,286 --> 00:27:44,244 - Yeah, I'm freezing. - Okay. 435 00:27:55,778 --> 00:27:57,649 [shivers] 436 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:00,783 [sighs] 437 00:28:02,219 --> 00:28:04,700 I love you, too. 438 00:28:06,919 --> 00:28:08,138 I know. 439 00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:12,142 I know. 440 00:28:14,231 --> 00:28:15,449 Me too. 441 00:28:26,896 --> 00:28:28,941 [birds chirping] 442 00:28:34,251 --> 00:28:35,165 [Earn grunts softly] 443 00:28:40,823 --> 00:28:42,738 I think there's a slant. 444 00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,744 - [grunts] - [grunts] 445 00:28:50,484 --> 00:28:52,878 - I think we slid down. - [groans] 446 00:29:00,059 --> 00:29:02,583 [yelps] 447 00:29:02,627 --> 00:29:03,541 [Van grunts] 448 00:29:08,502 --> 00:29:09,765 Mm! 449 00:29:11,288 --> 00:29:12,419 Now you spit. 450 00:29:15,640 --> 00:29:17,598 Supposed to rain today. 451 00:29:17,642 --> 00:29:20,055 What? 452 00:29:20,079 --> 00:29:21,840 When? 453 00:29:21,864 --> 00:29:23,648 [rain falling] 454 00:29:27,870 --> 00:29:29,654 [thunder rumbling] 455 00:29:31,612 --> 00:29:34,224 Leave it. We'll-we'll get another. 456 00:29:36,530 --> 00:29:40,143 Okay. Come on. 457 00:29:40,186 --> 00:29:42,512 - Baby, come on, let's go. - Yeah, let's get in the car. 458 00:29:42,536 --> 00:29:44,016 [indistinct chatter, laughter] 459 00:29:48,891 --> 00:29:50,457 - Got it? - Yeah. 460 00:30:03,079 --> 00:30:04,471 ["Love Is Stronger Than Pride" by Sade playing] 461 00:30:13,916 --> 00:30:17,702 ♪ I won't pretend ♪ 462 00:30:17,789 --> 00:30:21,053 ♪ I'm good at forgiving ♪ 463 00:30:24,143 --> 00:30:27,103 ♪ But I can't hate you ♪ 464 00:30:27,146 --> 00:30:29,583 ♪ Though I have tried ♪ 465 00:30:35,372 --> 00:30:38,070 ♪ I still really, really love you ♪ 466 00:30:40,812 --> 00:30:43,641 ♪ Love is stronger than pride ♪ 467 00:30:46,165 --> 00:30:49,081 ♪ I still really, really love you ♪ 468 00:30:57,742 --> 00:31:00,223 ♪ I won't pretend ♪ 469 00:31:02,703 --> 00:31:06,098 ♪ That I intend to stop living ♪ 470 00:31:08,709 --> 00:31:11,103 ♪ I won't pretend ♪ 471 00:31:12,975 --> 00:31:16,108 ♪ I'm good at forgiving ♪ 472 00:31:18,763 --> 00:31:21,809 ♪ But I can't hate you ♪ 473 00:31:21,853 --> 00:31:24,769 ♪ Although I have tried ♪ 474 00:31:30,209 --> 00:31:33,343 ♪ I still really, really love you ♪ 475 00:31:35,780 --> 00:31:38,565 ♪ Love is stronger than pride ♪ 476 00:31:40,437 --> 00:31:43,657 ♪ I still really, really love you. ♪ 477 00:31:55,365 --> 00:31:57,019 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH