1 00:00:07,690 --> 00:00:10,520 [theme music playing] 2 00:00:10,544 --> 00:00:17,544 ReEncoded By Dr.XJ | PSA PSArips.com 3 00:00:27,880 --> 00:00:30,680 [Hannah] You're going to tell me this one's no big deal... 4 00:00:31,340 --> 00:00:33,460 but let me tell you about being lonely. 5 00:00:37,550 --> 00:00:39,470 Humans are a social species. 6 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:43,610 We rely on connections to survive. 7 00:00:47,480 --> 00:00:50,730 Even the most basic social interactions help keep us alive. 8 00:00:51,490 --> 00:00:52,780 [cheering] 9 00:00:56,280 --> 00:00:59,070 Statistics prove the subjective feeling of loneliness 10 00:00:59,160 --> 00:01:02,500 can increase the likelihood of premature death by 26%. 11 00:01:04,250 --> 00:01:06,630 If it sounds like I'm quoting from a school textbook... 12 00:01:08,340 --> 00:01:09,340 I am. 13 00:01:10,500 --> 00:01:12,290 Too bad nobody bothered to read it. 14 00:01:14,930 --> 00:01:16,640 And let me tell you... 15 00:01:17,300 --> 00:01:19,630 there's all kinds of ways to feel lonely. 16 00:01:21,810 --> 00:01:23,940 -[door closes] -[Lainie] Matt, I was gonna do that. 17 00:01:24,180 --> 00:01:25,850 I thought I'd get you started. 18 00:01:25,940 --> 00:01:28,070 Your workday seems to be getting longer and longer. 19 00:01:31,730 --> 00:01:33,360 Any news from Clay this morning? 20 00:01:33,860 --> 00:01:35,190 I heard the stirrings. 21 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:36,360 Some, uh... 22 00:01:37,070 --> 00:01:38,820 thumps and mutterings and such. 23 00:01:39,700 --> 00:01:41,540 We need to get him back to Dr. Ellman. 24 00:01:41,950 --> 00:01:44,950 He won't take the meds, but the talk therapy was always helpful. 25 00:01:45,040 --> 00:01:46,170 [toaster oven dings] 26 00:01:47,830 --> 00:01:52,210 Aah! Feel like it was more helpful for you to have him doing it. 27 00:01:53,840 --> 00:01:54,850 Yes. 28 00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:57,500 It was helpful to know that he was talking to somebody. 29 00:01:59,180 --> 00:02:00,390 What's wrong with that? 30 00:02:01,220 --> 00:02:03,260 Not everyone shares your passionate belief 31 00:02:03,350 --> 00:02:05,110 that all problems can be solved with words. 32 00:02:05,390 --> 00:02:08,010 Christ's sakes, Matt, you have a PhD in literature. 33 00:02:08,100 --> 00:02:11,060 -Your whole life is about words. -And how they complicate everything. 34 00:02:11,150 --> 00:02:13,660 He is in trouble, and we need to help him. 35 00:02:13,860 --> 00:02:16,620 He's acting out, yes. We don't know that he's in trouble. 36 00:02:16,740 --> 00:02:18,740 There's a reason the school's sending out so many e-mails. 37 00:02:18,820 --> 00:02:20,690 "Contagion." "Suicide clusters." 38 00:02:20,780 --> 00:02:23,700 A girl died, Lainie, and he said he barely knew her. 39 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:26,920 Hannah Baker didn't just die. 40 00:02:27,330 --> 00:02:29,950 She slit her wrists and bled out in a bathtub. 41 00:02:34,670 --> 00:02:35,750 [Lainie] Clay. 42 00:02:37,220 --> 00:02:38,560 I have to go to school. 43 00:02:38,840 --> 00:02:40,210 I haven't made your lunch yet. 44 00:02:40,430 --> 00:02:41,430 I'll buy lunch. 45 00:02:46,430 --> 00:02:48,850 [Hannah] I'm not talking the garden variety 46 00:02:48,940 --> 00:02:50,480 lonely in a crowd lonely. 47 00:02:55,650 --> 00:02:57,560 That's everyone, every day. 48 00:03:23,850 --> 00:03:27,600 And it's not that "when will I find love" kind of lonely. 49 00:03:28,430 --> 00:03:31,350 Or that "the popular kids are mean to me" kind of lonely. 50 00:03:32,560 --> 00:03:34,270 The popular kids are always mean. 51 00:03:35,650 --> 00:03:37,070 That's how they get popular. 52 00:03:38,440 --> 00:03:40,270 I know. Ironic. 53 00:03:41,280 --> 00:03:42,580 Old news. 54 00:03:42,660 --> 00:03:43,750 [banging] 55 00:03:49,040 --> 00:03:49,920 Hey! 56 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,920 -Hey, what the hell? What are you doing? -I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 57 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:54,090 What the hell? 58 00:03:54,380 --> 00:03:55,670 I can't get it open. 59 00:03:55,750 --> 00:03:56,790 Why do you want to? 60 00:03:57,340 --> 00:03:59,090 Because it's my locker. 61 00:03:59,170 --> 00:04:01,920 I'm new, but I can't get the combination to work. 62 00:04:04,890 --> 00:04:06,520 Sorry, I'm sorry. Uh... 63 00:04:07,890 --> 00:04:10,150 This locker used to belong to a friend of mine. 64 00:04:19,690 --> 00:04:21,110 Um, thank you. 65 00:04:27,910 --> 00:04:29,920 [Hannah] The kind of lonely I'm talking about 66 00:04:30,160 --> 00:04:32,080 is when you feel you've got nothing left. 67 00:04:34,330 --> 00:04:35,330 Nothing. 68 00:04:36,330 --> 00:04:37,500 And no one. 69 00:04:41,010 --> 00:04:43,560 Like you're drowning, and no one will throw you a line. 70 00:04:45,180 --> 00:04:46,470 [girl] Why did you do it? 71 00:04:48,930 --> 00:04:50,140 Why did you do it? 72 00:04:52,600 --> 00:04:53,760 Do what? 73 00:04:54,060 --> 00:04:55,180 What you did to Hannah. 74 00:04:56,190 --> 00:04:57,690 That was really fucked up. 75 00:04:58,440 --> 00:04:59,480 What did you say? 76 00:05:00,110 --> 00:05:01,780 I said thanks for helping me. 77 00:05:01,860 --> 00:05:03,060 That was really nice. 78 00:05:08,120 --> 00:05:09,410 Oh. Sure. 79 00:05:09,620 --> 00:05:11,330 Which way is the science wing? 80 00:05:12,580 --> 00:05:14,290 Uh, out those doors. Take a left. 81 00:05:17,380 --> 00:05:20,800 [Hannah] Well, when the subject of this tape worked his sneaky magic... 82 00:05:22,050 --> 00:05:23,430 that's how I was feeling. 83 00:05:25,340 --> 00:05:27,340 And when you're that kind of lonely, 84 00:05:27,430 --> 00:05:28,890 you reach for anything... 85 00:05:29,430 --> 00:05:31,440 no matter how silly it may seem. 86 00:05:31,680 --> 00:05:33,680 [girl] I'm sick of it, you know? 87 00:05:33,770 --> 00:05:37,150 Just because I don't have her skinny-ass body doesn't mean I'm fat! 88 00:05:38,480 --> 00:05:41,350 [Hannah] And communications class could be supremely silly... 89 00:05:42,230 --> 00:05:43,230 as you know. 90 00:05:43,320 --> 00:05:44,620 Maybe she should try a diet. 91 00:05:45,070 --> 00:05:47,360 Seriously, Pratters? Jesus! 92 00:05:47,450 --> 00:05:50,370 I'm just saying, all right, if you're getting fat-shamed, then... 93 00:05:50,870 --> 00:05:51,870 you know, don't be fat. 94 00:05:51,950 --> 00:05:53,240 [Mrs. Bradley] Mr. Pratters! 95 00:05:53,580 --> 00:05:55,380 Pratter's, that's like someone saying to you, 96 00:05:55,460 --> 00:05:57,050 "Don't be an idiot and a dickwad." 97 00:05:57,290 --> 00:05:59,160 -Can't help it. -Exactly. Thank you. 98 00:06:00,170 --> 00:06:01,380 Totally not on your side, dude. 99 00:06:04,970 --> 00:06:05,970 [bell rings] 100 00:06:06,050 --> 00:06:08,720 [Mrs. Bradley] All right, people, so remember the compliment bags. 101 00:06:09,300 --> 00:06:12,050 Um, it's always best to give a compliment face to face, 102 00:06:12,140 --> 00:06:13,770 but sometimes it's easier to be anonymous. 103 00:06:13,850 --> 00:06:14,850 All right. See you tomorrow. 104 00:06:26,990 --> 00:06:28,200 I always feel stupid. 105 00:06:28,950 --> 00:06:29,990 Looking? 106 00:06:30,200 --> 00:06:31,200 Yeah. 107 00:06:31,370 --> 00:06:32,370 Yeah. 108 00:06:32,530 --> 00:06:34,490 These are the stupidest, most embarrassing things 109 00:06:34,580 --> 00:06:36,500 that I check every day, no matter what. 110 00:06:36,580 --> 00:06:37,590 Right. 111 00:06:40,460 --> 00:06:43,760 [Hannah] Sometimes the silly things can mean more than anyone knows. 112 00:06:44,210 --> 00:06:45,210 Get a good one? 113 00:06:46,590 --> 00:06:47,890 Nothing earthshaking. 114 00:06:47,970 --> 00:06:49,060 You? 115 00:06:49,630 --> 00:06:50,630 Nada. 116 00:06:52,760 --> 00:06:54,300 It's kind of soul-crushing, you know? 117 00:06:59,100 --> 00:07:01,140 Seriously? He's Zach Dempsey. 118 00:07:01,230 --> 00:07:02,740 Does he really need compliments? 119 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:06,600 [Hannah] We all need it. 120 00:07:07,610 --> 00:07:08,820 Human contact. 121 00:07:09,360 --> 00:07:10,900 And communications class, 122 00:07:10,990 --> 00:07:13,250 crazy as it was, was human contact for me. 123 00:07:14,620 --> 00:07:16,830 Until someone in that class cut my lifeline... 124 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:19,030 someone who is known for being sweet. 125 00:07:20,620 --> 00:07:21,870 I'll tell you who it is... 126 00:07:22,420 --> 00:07:23,920 but you're going to have to wait. 127 00:07:24,590 --> 00:07:25,720 Just like I did. 128 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:29,920 You don't look so good. 129 00:07:30,510 --> 00:07:32,140 I think I'm listening to my tape. 130 00:07:33,850 --> 00:07:35,810 You're finally gonna get what you deserve. 131 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:37,480 It's about time. 132 00:07:38,980 --> 00:07:39,810 What? 133 00:07:39,890 --> 00:07:41,930 I said let me know if you need to talk. 134 00:07:42,020 --> 00:07:43,140 Any time. 135 00:07:46,650 --> 00:07:47,660 Yeah, thanks. 136 00:07:52,070 --> 00:07:54,780 [Hannah] I'm going to play mind games with you, 137 00:07:54,870 --> 00:07:56,830 just like you played with me. 138 00:07:58,290 --> 00:07:59,790 No. No, I-I didn't. 139 00:08:01,000 --> 00:08:02,130 No, I didn't. 140 00:08:02,210 --> 00:08:04,210 ["The Great Longing" playing] 141 00:08:09,460 --> 00:08:11,590 [Hannah] It happened after Valentine's Day... 142 00:08:12,180 --> 00:08:15,350 when you really feel that lack of human contact. 143 00:08:23,310 --> 00:08:25,850 Especially when you make contact with the wrong human. 144 00:08:25,940 --> 00:08:27,740 Get off me! Don't touch me! 145 00:08:27,820 --> 00:08:28,700 Get off! 146 00:08:29,690 --> 00:08:30,980 Hey, what the fuck! 147 00:08:31,070 --> 00:08:31,990 Get away from me. 148 00:08:35,740 --> 00:08:37,320 That's a whole new level of lonely. 149 00:08:37,410 --> 00:08:38,750 [door opens] 150 00:08:39,910 --> 00:08:41,120 But through it all... 151 00:08:42,120 --> 00:08:44,700 you still want to believe there are good guys in the world. 152 00:08:45,790 --> 00:08:48,710 ♪ I and I ♪ 153 00:08:49,460 --> 00:08:51,880 ♪ Hold nothing as real ♪ 154 00:08:53,170 --> 00:08:55,710 ♪ As what you believe... ♪ 155 00:08:55,800 --> 00:08:57,590 [Hannah] You were kind that night. 156 00:08:57,680 --> 00:09:00,480 You just sat there, letting me ignore you... 157 00:09:01,310 --> 00:09:02,900 until it was almost comical. 158 00:09:04,640 --> 00:09:07,390 ♪ You know the world over ♪ 159 00:09:08,690 --> 00:09:10,980 ♪ It's people struggling... ♪ 160 00:09:15,740 --> 00:09:17,370 I'm sorry about Marcus. 161 00:09:21,490 --> 00:09:22,490 He just... 162 00:09:22,910 --> 00:09:23,870 [clears throat] 163 00:09:26,420 --> 00:09:27,670 He can just be such a dick. 164 00:09:29,340 --> 00:09:30,260 You know? 165 00:09:38,140 --> 00:09:39,430 Want to see a cool trick? 166 00:09:40,680 --> 00:09:41,800 Bryce Walker taught me. 167 00:09:41,890 --> 00:09:42,890 [Hannah sighs] 168 00:09:50,820 --> 00:09:52,110 See, the thing is... 169 00:09:53,110 --> 00:09:55,700 you gotta get the positioning just... 170 00:09:56,650 --> 00:09:57,650 right. 171 00:09:58,360 --> 00:09:59,360 [clatters] 172 00:10:00,580 --> 00:10:04,170 I swear, Bryce has a magnet face. He can keep, like, five on at once. 173 00:10:04,450 --> 00:10:06,410 It's... crazy. 174 00:10:07,830 --> 00:10:08,910 Okay. 175 00:10:09,460 --> 00:10:10,800 You two want to order some food? 176 00:10:12,550 --> 00:10:13,380 [Zach] Hannah? 177 00:10:14,960 --> 00:10:16,210 Do you want anything? 178 00:10:17,470 --> 00:10:19,060 I mean, after all, it's... 179 00:10:20,800 --> 00:10:22,130 it's still Dollar Valentine. 180 00:10:26,600 --> 00:10:28,350 I think we're just gonna take the check. 181 00:10:29,060 --> 00:10:30,520 [man chuckles] Are you kidding? 182 00:10:30,610 --> 00:10:31,690 What's a couple of milkshakes? 183 00:10:31,980 --> 00:10:34,560 After the way you played on Saturday, it's on me. 184 00:10:35,780 --> 00:10:37,660 Thanks, man, that's uh, that's really nice. 185 00:10:54,630 --> 00:10:55,680 Listen. 186 00:10:58,720 --> 00:10:59,600 Take it easy. 187 00:11:00,430 --> 00:11:01,390 Okay? 188 00:11:03,300 --> 00:11:04,680 You'll feel better tomorrow. 189 00:11:13,900 --> 00:11:15,740 [Hannah] You were so sweet. 190 00:11:16,730 --> 00:11:18,940 Just like Kat said, once upon a time. 191 00:11:20,910 --> 00:11:21,910 So sweet. 192 00:11:24,080 --> 00:11:26,710 Well, welcome to your tape, Zach. 193 00:11:27,160 --> 00:11:29,280 -Yo. -Yo, Big "Z"! 194 00:11:29,710 --> 00:11:32,260 Yo, dude! There he is! 195 00:11:32,710 --> 00:11:34,970 [Hannah] For those who aren't Zach, you can relax. 196 00:11:36,210 --> 00:11:37,380 For now, at least. 197 00:11:39,130 --> 00:11:40,250 As for you, Zach... 198 00:11:41,090 --> 00:11:43,840 I wonder if you ever felt what it's like to be lonely. 199 00:11:44,930 --> 00:11:46,140 Like I did that day. 200 00:11:48,430 --> 00:11:52,020 Is it even possible to know when you're one of the most popular jocks 201 00:11:52,100 --> 00:11:55,600 and not one of those kids who sits alone in the cafeteria, 202 00:11:55,690 --> 00:11:57,100 hiding behind a book? 203 00:12:02,160 --> 00:12:03,660 Have you ever noticed us? 204 00:12:05,700 --> 00:12:06,990 I can't get my strength! 205 00:12:09,290 --> 00:12:10,960 Take a handful, boys. 206 00:12:11,040 --> 00:12:12,420 Start passing these babies out. 207 00:12:12,500 --> 00:12:13,630 Fuck me! 208 00:12:15,040 --> 00:12:16,910 How many of these did Daddy make you? 209 00:12:17,170 --> 00:12:18,500 Enough to win the election. 210 00:12:20,170 --> 00:12:21,540 Hey, I'll be right back, guys. 211 00:12:30,270 --> 00:12:31,110 Hey. 212 00:12:33,520 --> 00:12:34,360 Hey. 213 00:12:35,520 --> 00:12:36,770 Uh. What you reading? 214 00:12:37,730 --> 00:12:38,560 A book. 215 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:41,400 [clears throat] 216 00:12:41,820 --> 00:12:42,780 Um... 217 00:12:44,030 --> 00:12:46,320 -Listen, about last night-- -It's okay. 218 00:12:46,910 --> 00:12:47,790 I'm over it. 219 00:12:50,500 --> 00:12:51,420 Okay, this... 220 00:12:52,370 --> 00:12:53,660 this isn't about Marcus. 221 00:12:57,920 --> 00:13:00,340 I never got the chance to say something. 222 00:13:02,970 --> 00:13:04,060 The thing is... 223 00:13:05,550 --> 00:13:07,470 you were the Valentine I was hoping for. 224 00:13:08,890 --> 00:13:09,890 What? 225 00:13:10,180 --> 00:13:12,720 I was hoping that I'd get your name on my... 226 00:13:14,190 --> 00:13:16,230 you know, the valentine list thing. 227 00:13:17,190 --> 00:13:18,280 Because I'm easy. 228 00:13:18,610 --> 00:13:19,450 No. 229 00:13:20,360 --> 00:13:21,490 Seriously, no. 230 00:13:23,030 --> 00:13:23,950 Look... 231 00:13:24,610 --> 00:13:25,860 The whole night... 232 00:13:26,700 --> 00:13:28,250 with Marcus and everything... 233 00:13:29,450 --> 00:13:31,570 I couldn't believe you were on his list and not mine. 234 00:13:32,080 --> 00:13:33,080 Zach... 235 00:13:33,500 --> 00:13:35,840 I don't know if you're doing this on a dare or whatever. 236 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:37,170 It's not a dare. 237 00:13:37,880 --> 00:13:38,760 It's not. 238 00:13:39,540 --> 00:13:40,420 I just... 239 00:13:43,550 --> 00:13:47,100 I know you think every guy likes you because you've got this great ass. 240 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:50,770 But I like you for so much more than that. 241 00:13:56,020 --> 00:13:57,980 Oh, my God, you're such an idiot. 242 00:13:58,940 --> 00:13:59,780 What? 243 00:14:00,150 --> 00:14:01,110 What'd I say? 244 00:14:01,190 --> 00:14:02,980 The fact that you don't even know. 245 00:14:03,070 --> 00:14:04,370 I meant it as a compliment. 246 00:14:04,440 --> 00:14:06,190 Zach, walk away. 247 00:14:06,280 --> 00:14:07,830 Come on, I know why you're pissed at Marcus-- 248 00:14:07,910 --> 00:14:10,120 -Zach, go. -If you just gave me a chance-- 249 00:14:10,200 --> 00:14:11,160 Leave me alone! 250 00:14:21,880 --> 00:14:22,760 Yeah. 251 00:14:24,260 --> 00:14:26,050 Okay. Sorry. 252 00:14:29,930 --> 00:14:31,430 This shit that happens to you... 253 00:14:32,430 --> 00:14:34,010 I think some of it you bring on yourself. 254 00:14:34,470 --> 00:14:35,550 Is that what you think? 255 00:14:36,060 --> 00:14:37,690 Thanks for the insight, genius. 256 00:14:37,940 --> 00:14:38,860 I was... 257 00:14:40,690 --> 00:14:41,900 I was trying to be nice. 258 00:14:41,980 --> 00:14:42,980 Well, you failed. 259 00:14:44,230 --> 00:14:45,230 Well, fuck you. 260 00:14:50,990 --> 00:14:52,740 Dude, seriously. 261 00:14:53,870 --> 00:14:55,830 What's the point of even attempting with that girl? 262 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:57,750 Yeah, been there, forgot that. 263 00:14:58,210 --> 00:15:00,170 Don't you need every vote, Marcus? 264 00:15:00,250 --> 00:15:01,380 I don't need that one! 265 00:15:01,460 --> 00:15:03,170 Guys, leave Zach alone. 266 00:15:03,840 --> 00:15:07,260 He's just desperate to lose it before his dad has to buy him a hooker. 267 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:08,540 [all laugh] 268 00:15:08,800 --> 00:15:10,310 You get back here, young man! 269 00:15:10,380 --> 00:15:11,380 Zachy! 270 00:15:11,470 --> 00:15:12,480 Poor Zach! 271 00:15:12,550 --> 00:15:13,550 Yo, Zachy! 272 00:15:14,260 --> 00:15:16,180 [Hannah] You said something stupid, Zach... 273 00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:17,640 and I yelled at you. 274 00:15:18,270 --> 00:15:19,270 Big deal. 275 00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:23,770 You should have let it go. 276 00:15:25,320 --> 00:15:26,450 But you didn't let it go. 277 00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:29,980 You didn't like that someone told you no. 278 00:15:30,950 --> 00:15:33,500 'Cause guys like you get anything you want, right? 279 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:40,370 [Matt] You're home early. 280 00:15:44,290 --> 00:15:45,120 Hey. 281 00:15:45,710 --> 00:15:47,170 Come sit with me a minute. 282 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:02,970 This isn't a talk, is it? 283 00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:04,690 No talk. 284 00:16:05,730 --> 00:16:07,600 We'll communicate through semaphores. 285 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:12,700 I can see how you'd think I'd be the one person to laugh at that, but... 286 00:16:13,950 --> 00:16:14,950 Where's your bike? 287 00:16:17,120 --> 00:16:18,120 Uh... 288 00:16:18,620 --> 00:16:21,130 I uh... messed up the crank... 289 00:16:21,960 --> 00:16:24,050 so I left it with Tony, to fix it. 290 00:16:27,420 --> 00:16:28,330 Listen. 291 00:16:29,630 --> 00:16:31,460 About what you heard this morning. 292 00:16:31,590 --> 00:16:32,960 I didn't hear anything. 293 00:16:33,470 --> 00:16:35,640 Well, if you did... 294 00:16:37,390 --> 00:16:38,310 your mom and I... 295 00:16:40,890 --> 00:16:42,510 we disagree on some things. 296 00:16:42,850 --> 00:16:44,470 I didn't hear anything, Dad. 297 00:16:45,730 --> 00:16:46,600 Honest. 298 00:16:47,270 --> 00:16:49,270 She thinks maybe you're having nightmares again. 299 00:16:54,950 --> 00:16:55,950 And if you are... 300 00:16:56,660 --> 00:16:58,750 and if you want to talk to someone about them, 301 00:16:58,830 --> 00:17:01,000 someone who doesn't share your DNA... 302 00:17:01,620 --> 00:17:03,080 I'll... I'll let you know. 303 00:17:07,750 --> 00:17:09,790 Look, I hated high school. 304 00:17:11,210 --> 00:17:12,590 I couldn't wait to get out. 305 00:17:13,340 --> 00:17:15,130 It was hell for me. 306 00:17:17,550 --> 00:17:18,670 I was a target... 307 00:17:20,220 --> 00:17:21,640 more than once. 308 00:17:24,100 --> 00:17:24,970 Shit. 309 00:17:25,770 --> 00:17:26,770 I'm sorry, Dad. 310 00:17:27,190 --> 00:17:28,190 But I survived. 311 00:17:29,820 --> 00:17:30,990 And look at me now. 312 00:17:31,480 --> 00:17:32,980 I'm a paragon of manhood. 313 00:17:35,070 --> 00:17:36,900 With a fucking beautiful family. 314 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:40,960 Yeah. 315 00:17:41,790 --> 00:17:42,830 You did all right. 316 00:17:44,870 --> 00:17:46,040 What I'm saying... 317 00:17:47,330 --> 00:17:48,620 I had things to hang on to. 318 00:17:48,710 --> 00:17:50,090 I had chess club, 319 00:17:50,170 --> 00:17:51,180 I had Knowledge Bowl-- 320 00:17:51,250 --> 00:17:53,000 See, now you're embarrassing yourself, Dad. 321 00:17:53,510 --> 00:17:54,720 Do you have something? 322 00:17:55,680 --> 00:17:58,100 Does anything bring you joy? 323 00:17:59,930 --> 00:18:00,980 Or just relief? 324 00:18:03,680 --> 00:18:06,810 Your mom and I would feel so much better if you had something... 325 00:18:09,060 --> 00:18:11,480 if you took more of an interest in, you know... 326 00:18:12,270 --> 00:18:13,770 school activities. 327 00:18:15,700 --> 00:18:16,740 You know... 328 00:18:18,490 --> 00:18:21,080 I was actually thinking of going to the basketball game tonight... 329 00:18:21,700 --> 00:18:22,740 believe it or not. 330 00:18:24,330 --> 00:18:25,420 I have, uh... 331 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:28,120 a friend playing. 332 00:18:41,720 --> 00:18:44,050 [Hannah] Maybe you think you deserve everything you get... 333 00:18:45,350 --> 00:18:46,360 and more. 334 00:18:47,390 --> 00:18:49,890 Maybe you're just used to hearing the cheers of the crowd. 335 00:18:51,190 --> 00:18:52,570 [crowd cheering] 336 00:19:09,290 --> 00:19:10,240 Clay. 337 00:19:11,460 --> 00:19:12,590 What are you doing here? 338 00:19:13,380 --> 00:19:15,760 It's a basketball game. I'm here to show some school spirit. 339 00:19:17,010 --> 00:19:17,890 That's great. 340 00:19:18,300 --> 00:19:19,260 Great, Clay. 341 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:20,930 I'm glad you're, you know... 342 00:19:22,010 --> 00:19:23,090 feeling better. 343 00:19:23,350 --> 00:19:24,270 Hey. 344 00:19:25,560 --> 00:19:26,440 How's it going? 345 00:19:27,310 --> 00:19:28,860 Everything's great, Marcus. 346 00:19:29,560 --> 00:19:31,310 What the fuck are you doing here, dude? 347 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:32,530 What's your play now? 348 00:19:33,310 --> 00:19:34,310 [Tyler] Hey, guys. 349 00:19:35,110 --> 00:19:36,240 Can I get a picture? 350 00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:38,620 Nothing's going on, Tyler. Just go away. 351 00:19:38,690 --> 00:19:40,900 I seriously just wanted a picture for the yearbook. 352 00:19:41,110 --> 00:19:43,190 If they knew the kind of pictures you really took! 353 00:19:43,280 --> 00:19:44,280 [Mr. Porter] Hey. 354 00:19:44,370 --> 00:19:46,080 These T-shirts look great. 355 00:19:46,580 --> 00:19:48,460 Uh, I'm glad you approve, Mr. Porter. 356 00:19:48,790 --> 00:19:51,170 I appreciate all the hard work you guys put into it. 357 00:19:51,420 --> 00:19:52,510 [Marcus] Mr. Down... 358 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,080 would you get a picture of us for the yearbook? 359 00:19:56,170 --> 00:19:57,170 Yeah. 360 00:19:58,010 --> 00:19:58,840 Yeah. 361 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,170 [clock buzzes] 362 00:20:00,260 --> 00:20:01,560 [audience cheers] 363 00:20:04,890 --> 00:20:05,890 [whistle blows] 364 00:20:16,770 --> 00:20:19,190 Clay, what are you doing? Get off the court. 365 00:20:19,610 --> 00:20:21,400 Jensen, get off the fucking court. 366 00:20:21,490 --> 00:20:22,740 [audience booing] 367 00:20:24,490 --> 00:20:25,610 What the hell, Jensen? 368 00:20:25,700 --> 00:20:26,960 Game's about to start. 369 00:20:29,450 --> 00:20:30,530 -[whistle blows] -[crowd erupts] 370 00:20:30,620 --> 00:20:32,620 Hey, you! Get off the court! 371 00:20:35,170 --> 00:20:36,050 [whistle continues] 372 00:20:36,130 --> 00:20:37,630 Get off the court. Go. 373 00:20:37,710 --> 00:20:39,500 Hey, skinny kid, get the hell off the court. 374 00:20:44,640 --> 00:20:46,060 Clay, you okay? 375 00:20:47,390 --> 00:20:48,440 Do you care? 376 00:20:52,180 --> 00:20:53,560 Where the hell's Jessica? 377 00:20:54,350 --> 00:20:55,350 She texted me. 378 00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:57,280 She was babysitting her brothers 379 00:20:57,360 --> 00:20:59,570 and had to wait till her mom got home to leave. 380 00:21:00,530 --> 00:21:01,910 Well, we can't wait for her. 381 00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:04,820 Okay, ladies, let's go! 382 00:21:04,910 --> 00:21:06,330 [girls cheering] 383 00:21:07,370 --> 00:21:10,670 [Hannah] Maybe you can't imagine what it feels like to be on the sidelines, Zach... 384 00:21:11,950 --> 00:21:13,160 like most of us are. 385 00:21:13,250 --> 00:21:14,300 [buzzer] 386 00:21:19,630 --> 00:21:20,970 [bell rings] 387 00:21:21,670 --> 00:21:24,960 You can't imagine why a little piece of paper could mean so much. 388 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,840 Um, everybody, before you leave, 389 00:21:31,930 --> 00:21:35,430 we've added an anonymous class discussion bag to the racks. 390 00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:38,150 We're gonna check it every Friday and talk it over. 391 00:21:41,610 --> 00:21:43,320 You got another bunny? 392 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:45,690 I wish I would get one. 393 00:21:45,780 --> 00:21:47,120 Still don't know who they're from? 394 00:21:51,700 --> 00:21:53,530 You got, like, six compliments today. 395 00:21:53,790 --> 00:21:56,630 I got a cartoon and a campaign flyer from Courtney. 396 00:21:56,710 --> 00:21:57,800 Yeah. 397 00:21:58,670 --> 00:22:01,720 You do realize shilling for votes is not a compliment, Courtney. 398 00:22:02,710 --> 00:22:04,210 I'm sorry you feel that way, Skye, 399 00:22:04,300 --> 00:22:07,560 but I'm proud of my efforts, and I wanted to share that with the class. 400 00:22:09,350 --> 00:22:10,560 [laughing] 401 00:22:21,020 --> 00:22:22,440 [crowd cheering] 402 00:22:25,940 --> 00:22:26,940 [Tyler] Hey, Clay. 403 00:22:28,490 --> 00:22:29,790 Go away, Tyler. 404 00:22:30,530 --> 00:22:32,070 You know, I get that a lot. 405 00:22:32,490 --> 00:22:34,280 Especially lately. But today I'm on... 406 00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:37,530 official yearbook business. 407 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:42,540 Why are you even talking to me? 408 00:22:43,840 --> 00:22:45,720 Because I want to see what you're gonna do next. 409 00:22:46,300 --> 00:22:48,810 You really messed Courtney up. Not as much as you did to me. 410 00:22:49,510 --> 00:22:50,510 Still... 411 00:22:51,220 --> 00:22:52,340 the cemetery? 412 00:22:52,810 --> 00:22:53,810 That's cold. 413 00:22:56,140 --> 00:22:57,680 Does everybody know about that? 414 00:22:58,600 --> 00:23:00,430 Everybody knows about everything. 415 00:23:00,900 --> 00:23:02,280 They know about your nightmares. 416 00:23:02,360 --> 00:23:04,280 They know you beat off to Hannah's picture. 417 00:23:04,780 --> 00:23:06,280 And they know what you did to her. 418 00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:10,360 What is it? 419 00:23:11,780 --> 00:23:12,950 What did I do? 420 00:23:14,830 --> 00:23:15,830 What? 421 00:23:19,000 --> 00:23:20,000 Clay? 422 00:23:23,710 --> 00:23:24,710 Heads up. 423 00:23:29,170 --> 00:23:30,920 Jensen, come on, throw the damn ball. 424 00:23:32,390 --> 00:23:33,390 Clay. 425 00:23:33,470 --> 00:23:34,630 [heart beating] 426 00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:37,150 -Clay. -[player] Come on! 427 00:23:37,470 --> 00:23:39,470 Come on, what are you waiting for? 428 00:23:40,230 --> 00:23:41,780 Throw the ball, dipshit. 429 00:23:43,770 --> 00:23:45,480 Jesus, Clay, what the fuck? 430 00:23:47,610 --> 00:23:48,620 [Tyler] Clay. 431 00:23:50,280 --> 00:23:51,120 Clay. 432 00:23:52,410 --> 00:23:54,460 -Clay. -[player] We got a game, man! 433 00:23:54,620 --> 00:23:56,250 Throw it in, loser! 434 00:23:57,620 --> 00:23:58,750 [crowd laughing] 435 00:23:59,540 --> 00:24:00,920 Thanks for making me do that. 436 00:24:01,120 --> 00:24:02,200 [whistle blows] 437 00:24:07,420 --> 00:24:08,630 Uh-uh. No way. 438 00:24:09,170 --> 00:24:11,090 You've been late to practice twice this week. 439 00:24:11,380 --> 00:24:13,380 Now you miss most of first quarter? 440 00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:15,810 I'm sorry, I didn't know I was going to be so late. 441 00:24:16,220 --> 00:24:18,640 Jess, look, you got a problem, 442 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,470 come to me, we'll work it out. 443 00:24:20,930 --> 00:24:23,310 But I'm sorry, you're out of today's game. 444 00:24:23,480 --> 00:24:24,570 [buzzer] 445 00:24:35,320 --> 00:24:36,490 [Bryce] Yo, Jess. 446 00:24:36,620 --> 00:24:37,750 You're not leaving, are you? 447 00:24:37,830 --> 00:24:39,330 I'm benched for the game. 448 00:24:39,580 --> 00:24:41,880 Or didn't the entire gym just hear that? 449 00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:43,540 Well, if you're benched, take a seat. 450 00:24:43,620 --> 00:24:45,700 -Make some room, you guys. -[Jess] I don't know. 451 00:24:46,540 --> 00:24:48,960 Come on, you don't want to miss your boyfriend's big game. 452 00:24:49,670 --> 00:24:50,670 And... 453 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,420 we're having fun up there. 454 00:25:00,100 --> 00:25:01,310 [Bryce] Milady. 455 00:25:01,390 --> 00:25:04,350 [Hannah] Maybe you don't know what it's like to need a lifeline, Zach. 456 00:25:05,270 --> 00:25:06,270 [bell rings] 457 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:16,830 The day after you insulted me in the cafeteria, 458 00:25:16,910 --> 00:25:18,830 my compliment bag was empty. 459 00:25:21,330 --> 00:25:22,710 Not even a cute bunny. 460 00:25:23,580 --> 00:25:24,540 [bell rings] 461 00:25:25,210 --> 00:25:27,460 By the end of the second week, I knew something was up. 462 00:25:36,180 --> 00:25:38,730 Maybe I should have let it go, but I didn't. 463 00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:40,810 I wrote you a letter. 464 00:25:41,310 --> 00:25:42,730 I poured my heart out, 465 00:25:42,810 --> 00:25:44,690 opening up about personal things 466 00:25:44,770 --> 00:25:46,940 I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone: 467 00:25:47,190 --> 00:25:49,030 How hard life was getting... 468 00:25:49,570 --> 00:25:51,030 how lonely I felt... 469 00:25:51,480 --> 00:25:54,650 and how those stupid compliments actually meant something to me. 470 00:26:04,160 --> 00:26:05,370 And then I set my trap. 471 00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:21,140 [bell rings] 472 00:26:56,720 --> 00:26:59,350 I was hoping once you read the letter, you'd get it, 473 00:26:59,430 --> 00:27:02,770 you'd realize how much I needed those silly things you were stealing from me. 474 00:27:06,810 --> 00:27:08,900 But I guess I wasn't even worth a reaction. 475 00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:14,400 Why me, Zach? 476 00:27:15,860 --> 00:27:16,950 Why me? 477 00:27:27,410 --> 00:27:28,490 [cheering] 478 00:27:30,290 --> 00:27:32,290 Wow, that's double digits already. 479 00:27:39,050 --> 00:27:40,100 [crowd cheers] 480 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:55,400 Jeez. 481 00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,310 Zach is on fire tonight. 482 00:28:02,320 --> 00:28:03,320 Whoo! 483 00:28:05,280 --> 00:28:07,610 [chanting] Zach! Zach! Zach! Zach! 484 00:28:20,170 --> 00:28:21,500 [chanting continues] Zach! Zach! 485 00:28:24,590 --> 00:28:28,890 Oh-ho-ho-ho! Yeah! 486 00:28:39,280 --> 00:28:40,280 Stop it! 487 00:28:40,360 --> 00:28:41,440 Stop! Stop it! 488 00:28:41,530 --> 00:28:43,160 Stop playing! Stop the game! Stop! 489 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,030 Stop it! Stop, stop! 490 00:28:54,420 --> 00:28:55,710 [student] Is he crazy? 491 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:10,970 [Hannah] Why me, Zach? 492 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:12,800 Why me? 493 00:29:31,290 --> 00:29:32,500 [scraping] 494 00:29:41,460 --> 00:29:43,040 [Skye] Stickin' it to the man! 495 00:29:44,170 --> 00:29:47,550 Or, you know, one particular man who's rich enough and fucked-up enough 496 00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:49,940 to get his asshole son a $60,000 car. 497 00:29:50,680 --> 00:29:52,050 Skye, what are you... 498 00:29:52,350 --> 00:29:53,650 Are you at the game? 499 00:29:54,060 --> 00:29:55,110 God, no! 500 00:29:57,310 --> 00:29:58,430 Sculpture studio. 501 00:29:58,810 --> 00:30:01,730 It's the only time I can get the welding rig away from the shop boys. 502 00:30:04,440 --> 00:30:05,570 Were you at the game? 503 00:30:07,490 --> 00:30:08,500 I was. 504 00:30:09,280 --> 00:30:11,740 But it was so bad, you had to leave before halftime? 505 00:30:15,910 --> 00:30:16,910 I can't... 506 00:30:18,830 --> 00:30:20,160 I can't do this anymore. 507 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:22,920 This goddamn school, 508 00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:24,210 it's a terrible place. 509 00:30:24,710 --> 00:30:27,090 You're just now coming to this realization? 510 00:30:28,300 --> 00:30:30,800 Where have you been for the past three years? 511 00:30:32,430 --> 00:30:33,590 Oh, that's right, 512 00:30:33,680 --> 00:30:35,050 pining after a pretty dead girl. 513 00:30:37,730 --> 00:30:38,650 Why are you so mean? 514 00:30:40,440 --> 00:30:41,900 I thought we were friends. 515 00:30:43,530 --> 00:30:44,530 Were. 516 00:30:45,530 --> 00:30:46,780 We were friends. 517 00:30:48,410 --> 00:30:49,580 What happened? 518 00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:52,290 I didn't understand it. 519 00:30:52,870 --> 00:30:54,080 I still don't. 520 00:30:54,450 --> 00:30:56,370 Yeah, well, welcome to the world. 521 00:30:56,460 --> 00:30:57,670 Well, I hate it. 522 00:30:58,370 --> 00:30:59,370 Me too. 523 00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:09,470 I like this new... angry, Audi-keying Clay. 524 00:31:11,010 --> 00:31:12,090 He's got spunk. 525 00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:15,980 I think I'm losing my shit. 526 00:31:16,770 --> 00:31:18,150 Shit's overrated. 527 00:31:19,230 --> 00:31:20,230 Lose it. 528 00:31:24,940 --> 00:31:26,860 I'm gonna be in so much trouble. 529 00:31:27,740 --> 00:31:29,330 Not if no one knows you did it. 530 00:31:30,450 --> 00:31:31,500 You won't tell? 531 00:31:31,870 --> 00:31:33,660 Please, why would I tell? 532 00:31:36,620 --> 00:31:38,530 I think it needs a question mark. 533 00:31:48,170 --> 00:31:49,210 [scraping] 534 00:31:57,390 --> 00:31:58,430 [buzzer] 535 00:31:59,480 --> 00:32:00,480 Oh, shit. 536 00:32:00,850 --> 00:32:02,270 Halftime. I should go. 537 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:03,600 I'll see you around? 538 00:32:03,900 --> 00:32:05,150 Seems likely. 539 00:32:09,820 --> 00:32:10,830 Hey, Clay. 540 00:32:12,320 --> 00:32:13,320 Stay angry. 541 00:32:16,490 --> 00:32:17,990 [Hannah] I was feeling desperate, 542 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:20,040 so I texted someone I thought was a friend. 543 00:32:21,080 --> 00:32:22,740 His Audi? You... 544 00:32:23,250 --> 00:32:25,080 you don't fuck with another dude's car. 545 00:32:25,170 --> 00:32:26,510 I know. I know. I just... 546 00:32:28,710 --> 00:32:29,960 I listened to his tape. 547 00:32:31,800 --> 00:32:33,340 And he just got away with everything. 548 00:32:33,430 --> 00:32:35,430 And he scored, like, 30 points tonight. 549 00:32:35,510 --> 00:32:37,430 You keyed his car 'cause he scored 30 points? 550 00:32:37,510 --> 00:32:39,760 No, because it's not fair, Tony. 551 00:32:40,730 --> 00:32:42,150 It's not fucking fair. 552 00:32:45,900 --> 00:32:47,450 Those tapes are messing me up. 553 00:32:49,110 --> 00:32:51,530 -They're doing shit to my head. -I get it. I get it. 554 00:32:52,110 --> 00:32:53,190 I don't think you do. 555 00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:55,030 I do. Believe me. 556 00:32:55,320 --> 00:32:56,900 This is all so easy for you. 557 00:32:57,240 --> 00:32:58,910 You don't know what you're talking about. 558 00:32:58,990 --> 00:33:00,160 Then tell me. 559 00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:04,340 You seem like a tall vanilla latte. 560 00:33:05,290 --> 00:33:06,290 I mean, for a drink. 561 00:33:08,840 --> 00:33:09,840 Thanks. 562 00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:11,000 I was just leaving. 563 00:33:12,510 --> 00:33:13,510 Clay. 564 00:33:14,430 --> 00:33:16,180 You're going to get through this. 565 00:33:19,100 --> 00:33:20,230 I don't know if I will. 566 00:33:24,100 --> 00:33:25,350 He's one intense dude. 567 00:33:27,270 --> 00:33:28,810 He's just going through some shit. 568 00:33:29,690 --> 00:33:30,900 Yeah, clearly. 569 00:33:31,740 --> 00:33:32,740 And so are you. 570 00:33:37,030 --> 00:33:38,400 Just tell me one thing: 571 00:33:39,660 --> 00:33:41,500 Tell me all this is not about a guy. 572 00:33:43,910 --> 00:33:44,990 No, it's not. 573 00:33:46,420 --> 00:33:47,420 It's about a girl. 574 00:33:55,880 --> 00:33:57,510 [Hannah] I texted you, Jessica. 575 00:33:57,930 --> 00:33:59,390 And you said you'd come. 576 00:34:00,140 --> 00:34:01,390 And then you didn't. 577 00:34:15,900 --> 00:34:17,110 Want me to clear these? 578 00:34:17,450 --> 00:34:18,830 No, I'm waiting for someone. 579 00:34:20,950 --> 00:34:21,780 Clay? 580 00:34:22,370 --> 00:34:23,630 No, why? 581 00:34:25,290 --> 00:34:27,000 Just seen you around with him. 582 00:34:28,170 --> 00:34:29,170 Not here. 583 00:34:30,500 --> 00:34:31,500 No. 584 00:34:32,750 --> 00:34:33,750 Not here. 585 00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:39,760 I get it, Jess. 586 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:42,550 I gave you a ride home. 587 00:34:42,970 --> 00:34:44,590 That didn't make us friends again. 588 00:34:49,350 --> 00:34:51,180 So I guess I didn't have any friends... 589 00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:53,530 at all... 590 00:34:54,570 --> 00:34:55,410 anymore. 591 00:36:04,350 --> 00:36:05,350 [knocking at door] 592 00:36:05,430 --> 00:36:06,970 [Matt] Clay! Wake up! 593 00:36:07,140 --> 00:36:08,510 You need to come downstairs. 594 00:36:13,310 --> 00:36:14,600 [knocking] 595 00:36:14,690 --> 00:36:15,860 Clay? 596 00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:20,060 Okay, coming. 597 00:36:20,150 --> 00:36:21,230 Now, please. 598 00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:28,360 [Lainie] Clay. 599 00:36:29,450 --> 00:36:31,740 You remember Zach's mom, Mrs. Dempsey. 600 00:36:31,870 --> 00:36:34,290 She stopped by because something happened 601 00:36:34,380 --> 00:36:37,260 to Zach's car during the game last night and... 602 00:36:37,550 --> 00:36:39,930 she wants to ask you if you know anything about it. 603 00:36:44,090 --> 00:36:47,720 [Mrs. Bradley] Okay, it's time to look at our anonymous class discussion bag 604 00:36:47,810 --> 00:36:49,600 and see what we have this week. 605 00:36:50,020 --> 00:36:51,060 [clears throat] 606 00:36:51,850 --> 00:36:54,100 "Mrs. Bradley has nice ankles." 607 00:36:54,310 --> 00:36:55,560 [all laugh] 608 00:36:55,900 --> 00:36:59,070 Well, I'm not sure that it's appropriate to objectify 609 00:36:59,150 --> 00:37:01,610 anyone in this way, and certainly not a teacher, 610 00:37:01,690 --> 00:37:04,360 but, uh, in so far as this was meant as a compliment, 611 00:37:04,450 --> 00:37:05,450 thank you. 612 00:37:05,570 --> 00:37:07,400 They're real nice ankles, Mrs. B. 613 00:37:07,490 --> 00:37:09,860 -[students chuckle] -[Mrs. Bradley] Moving on. 614 00:37:14,370 --> 00:37:17,080 "What if the only way not to feel bad 615 00:37:17,210 --> 00:37:20,210 is to stop feeling anything at all, forever?" 616 00:37:25,220 --> 00:37:26,770 Wow. Okay, um... 617 00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:28,690 This is serious. 618 00:37:28,760 --> 00:37:31,680 This is someone who's in a great deal of pain. 619 00:37:32,230 --> 00:37:34,110 Who would like to open our discussion? 620 00:37:34,190 --> 00:37:36,440 Any initial feelings...? 621 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,600 [Hannah] You had to know I wrote that note, Zach. 622 00:37:40,020 --> 00:37:41,230 And you said nothing. 623 00:37:41,530 --> 00:37:43,370 [Courtney] I think whoever wrote this 624 00:37:43,440 --> 00:37:44,900 is just looking for attention. 625 00:37:45,150 --> 00:37:46,650 Or maybe it's, like, 626 00:37:46,740 --> 00:37:47,750 a call for help. 627 00:37:47,820 --> 00:37:50,070 [Courtney] But then, why not sign their name? 628 00:37:50,620 --> 00:37:51,880 'Cause it's anonymous. 629 00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,630 Maybe it's just a joke, like someone's just fucking... 630 00:37:55,250 --> 00:37:56,710 Sorry. Messing with us. 631 00:37:57,210 --> 00:37:58,800 -Something. -[Skye] That's idiotic. 632 00:37:59,290 --> 00:38:00,460 It's not a joke. 633 00:38:01,420 --> 00:38:02,750 How do you know, Skye? 634 00:38:03,010 --> 00:38:04,720 Because who would joke about that? 635 00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:06,880 Why don't you tell us, Skye. You see what it was written on? 636 00:38:07,510 --> 00:38:08,760 Don't you work at Monet's? 637 00:38:08,850 --> 00:38:09,680 So? 638 00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,390 I don't have a monopoly over the napkins there, asshole. 639 00:38:12,600 --> 00:38:15,320 Okay, okay, let's not call people out, all right? 640 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:17,180 Whoever wrote it was in pain. 641 00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:21,270 So what? They're in pain, I'm in pain. High school's painful. Get over it. 642 00:38:21,360 --> 00:38:22,530 [Mrs. Bradley] Okay, enough. 643 00:38:22,610 --> 00:38:25,700 I think it was very brave of this person to tell us 644 00:38:25,780 --> 00:38:26,910 how they're feeling, 645 00:38:26,990 --> 00:38:29,660 and I want them to know that they are not alone. 646 00:38:29,950 --> 00:38:33,420 There are lots of excellent resources for people struggling... 647 00:38:33,830 --> 00:38:35,590 [Hannah] You let everyone think it was Skye. 648 00:38:37,080 --> 00:38:38,750 Why didn't you speak up? 649 00:38:39,290 --> 00:38:40,250 [Matt] I'm sorry, but... 650 00:38:40,540 --> 00:38:43,040 what makes you think our son had anything to do with this? 651 00:38:43,300 --> 00:38:45,350 He was at the game, acting strangely. 652 00:38:46,090 --> 00:38:49,260 The ref had to kick him off the court because he was trying to harass my son. 653 00:38:49,390 --> 00:38:51,680 [Lainie] But nobody saw who keyed the car? 654 00:38:51,760 --> 00:38:52,880 [Mrs. Dempsey] Kids get jealous. 655 00:38:52,970 --> 00:38:55,300 [Lainie] I'm asking you if anyone saw who keyed the car. 656 00:38:55,390 --> 00:38:57,470 -I don't think he was jealous. -You hush! 657 00:38:57,940 --> 00:39:01,070 Look, I came here as a courtesy. I could have called the police. 658 00:39:01,150 --> 00:39:02,650 -Well, maybe you should. -Lainie. 659 00:39:02,730 --> 00:39:03,560 No. 660 00:39:03,820 --> 00:39:06,620 Maybe they should let the authorities figure out who did this 661 00:39:06,690 --> 00:39:09,860 instead of coming here pointing fingers and accusing our son of vandalism. 662 00:39:09,950 --> 00:39:10,790 I did it. 663 00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:13,120 Just because our son doesn't drive an expensive car-- 664 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:14,950 -That's not the point here. -I did it! 665 00:39:18,370 --> 00:39:19,370 I did it, okay? 666 00:39:23,960 --> 00:39:27,090 Karen, Zach, why don't you come inside, we'll sort this out. 667 00:39:30,550 --> 00:39:33,050 I'd like to talk to Zach for a minute, if I could. 668 00:39:33,510 --> 00:39:34,590 Absolutely not. 669 00:39:34,760 --> 00:39:35,840 Mom, please? 670 00:39:37,680 --> 00:39:38,850 Two minutes. 671 00:39:45,980 --> 00:39:46,980 Look, I... 672 00:39:47,780 --> 00:39:49,160 I told her to forget about it. 673 00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:52,410 I didn't want to come here or anything like that. 674 00:39:53,530 --> 00:39:54,530 I'm glad you did. 675 00:39:55,370 --> 00:39:57,960 Let's go inside and explain to your mom why I keyed your car. 676 00:39:58,040 --> 00:39:59,420 No, Clay, please. 677 00:39:59,870 --> 00:40:01,240 -Don't. -Why not? 678 00:40:01,500 --> 00:40:02,670 Because. 679 00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:05,330 Well, do your folks know? 680 00:40:06,460 --> 00:40:07,790 About you and Hannah? 681 00:40:14,430 --> 00:40:15,350 Why'd you do it? 682 00:40:15,680 --> 00:40:17,300 I didn't think that she'd react like that. 683 00:40:18,310 --> 00:40:19,440 I mean, come on, Clay. 684 00:40:20,440 --> 00:40:22,190 You knew her as well as anybody else. 685 00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:23,740 That girl was too much. 686 00:40:24,560 --> 00:40:25,980 You knew she needed help. 687 00:40:27,030 --> 00:40:30,580 -When Mrs. Bradley read that note-- -I freaked, okay? 688 00:40:32,490 --> 00:40:33,490 That letter. 689 00:40:35,950 --> 00:40:37,660 That shit was heavy, and... 690 00:40:40,830 --> 00:40:42,240 I didn't know what to do. 691 00:40:43,460 --> 00:40:44,630 So you threw it away. 692 00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:45,790 No. 693 00:40:46,250 --> 00:40:47,960 No, I didn't. Hannah lied about that. 694 00:40:49,260 --> 00:40:52,010 Maybe that's what she saw, I don't know. I freaked out. 695 00:40:56,470 --> 00:40:57,800 But I never threw it away. 696 00:41:00,480 --> 00:41:01,480 Holy shit. 697 00:41:01,770 --> 00:41:02,900 [Matt] Boys. 698 00:41:03,480 --> 00:41:04,480 Coming. 699 00:41:12,490 --> 00:41:13,580 I'm sorry, Clay. 700 00:41:16,870 --> 00:41:18,000 I'll always be sorry. 701 00:41:26,380 --> 00:41:27,510 Do you want to read it? 702 00:41:33,300 --> 00:41:34,640 I don't think I could. 703 00:41:38,890 --> 00:41:40,520 I don't think I ever could. 704 00:41:51,070 --> 00:41:53,120 [Hannah] See, I have this theory, Zach. 705 00:41:56,070 --> 00:41:58,190 I have this theory that you're lonely too. 706 00:41:58,280 --> 00:41:59,860 [bell rings] 707 00:42:01,870 --> 00:42:03,170 Could that be possible? 708 00:42:05,120 --> 00:42:08,700 What kind of lonely could the great Zach Dempsey possibly feel? 709 00:42:10,460 --> 00:42:12,040 Dempsey, what the fuck? 710 00:42:12,130 --> 00:42:13,580 We gonna take a long lunch or what? 711 00:42:14,010 --> 00:42:15,430 Uh, yeah, I don't know. 712 00:42:15,970 --> 00:42:17,640 Come on, man, we need you. 713 00:42:18,550 --> 00:42:20,510 More than that, we need your wheels. 714 00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:21,600 [laughs] 715 00:42:21,680 --> 00:42:22,800 I gotta go to bio, guys. 716 00:42:22,890 --> 00:42:25,560 Why, so you can cry about a frog again, you fuckin' pussy? 717 00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,010 I didn't cry. Fuck you, man. 718 00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:30,320 Maybe that kind where you think no one truly sees you. 719 00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:33,440 I know that kind of lonely. 720 00:42:34,740 --> 00:42:35,740 Do you? 721 00:42:40,160 --> 00:42:41,290 [Matt] "Why me?" 722 00:42:41,450 --> 00:42:44,240 Why... why would Clay write that? 723 00:42:46,160 --> 00:42:49,290 Clearly, someone has singled him out somehow. 724 00:42:49,580 --> 00:42:52,420 For what? Why would anyone possibly pick on a kid like that? 725 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:54,920 He said something to me the other night. 726 00:42:55,010 --> 00:42:57,220 He said, "What if I'm the bully?" 727 00:42:58,630 --> 00:42:59,920 That's not possible. 728 00:43:01,350 --> 00:43:02,390 Are you sure? 729 00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:06,640 Clay. 730 00:43:07,270 --> 00:43:09,400 Your mom and I talked, and... 731 00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:12,780 in addition to paying for the damages to the car... 732 00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:16,030 we do think there needs to be some kind of... 733 00:43:17,200 --> 00:43:18,450 grounding situation. 734 00:43:19,780 --> 00:43:20,780 Okay. 735 00:43:20,990 --> 00:43:22,570 For at least two weeks. 736 00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:26,040 Okay. 737 00:43:28,160 --> 00:43:29,160 Okay. 738 00:43:30,210 --> 00:43:31,300 Um... 739 00:43:31,790 --> 00:43:33,710 I finished my half of this project. 740 00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:37,540 I have to give these tapes to Tony by today. 741 00:43:39,430 --> 00:43:40,640 Could someone drive me? 742 00:43:42,010 --> 00:43:42,880 [Justin] So... 743 00:43:43,220 --> 00:43:44,380 disappeared last night. 744 00:43:46,020 --> 00:43:47,860 Yeah. That game got sad. 745 00:43:48,350 --> 00:43:49,930 Zach's good. Whoo-hoo. 746 00:43:50,020 --> 00:43:51,110 Who cares? 747 00:43:51,190 --> 00:43:52,240 We left early. 748 00:43:54,020 --> 00:43:55,060 Who's "we"? 749 00:43:55,980 --> 00:43:57,770 Me and Bryce and some other guys. 750 00:43:58,820 --> 00:44:00,450 You couldn't have texted me? 751 00:44:00,950 --> 00:44:02,370 Bryce said he texted you. 752 00:44:02,450 --> 00:44:04,250 Yeah, he texted me to come over, 753 00:44:04,330 --> 00:44:05,540 not that you were there. 754 00:44:05,660 --> 00:44:07,490 I mean, I texted you like four times. 755 00:44:07,580 --> 00:44:08,790 You couldn't have hit me back? 756 00:44:09,830 --> 00:44:12,120 You are so not one to ask that, by the way. 757 00:44:12,830 --> 00:44:14,080 I was in the hot tub, okay? 758 00:44:14,170 --> 00:44:16,010 I didn't have my phone. What's the problem? 759 00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:18,840 You can live at Bryce's, but I can't hang out there? 760 00:44:18,920 --> 00:44:20,170 I don't live there now. 761 00:44:26,010 --> 00:44:27,010 [car door closes] 762 00:44:31,850 --> 00:44:32,850 They're all yours. 763 00:44:34,060 --> 00:44:35,060 I'm done. 764 00:44:35,730 --> 00:44:36,890 Take 'em. Share 'em. 765 00:44:36,980 --> 00:44:38,690 Release 'em to the world. I don't give a shit. 766 00:44:39,030 --> 00:44:40,280 Really? You... 767 00:44:40,990 --> 00:44:42,080 you don't give a shit? 768 00:44:42,240 --> 00:44:43,240 I can't... 769 00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:44,320 I can't anymore. 770 00:44:46,160 --> 00:44:48,670 I can't listen. I can't hear it in her voice. 771 00:44:50,710 --> 00:44:52,380 People are just mean, Tony. 772 00:44:52,870 --> 00:44:54,080 They're messed up. 773 00:44:55,710 --> 00:44:57,870 Zach didn't throw away the letter, you know that? 774 00:44:59,090 --> 00:45:00,430 No, I didn't know that. 775 00:45:00,590 --> 00:45:01,800 He showed it to me. 776 00:45:03,050 --> 00:45:04,510 Asked if I wanted to read it. 777 00:45:06,390 --> 00:45:07,440 And I couldn't... 778 00:45:09,310 --> 00:45:10,600 read it because... 779 00:45:12,600 --> 00:45:14,350 it's starting to make sense to me... 780 00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:16,860 why she did what she did. 781 00:45:18,900 --> 00:45:20,280 I can help you through this. 782 00:45:20,940 --> 00:45:22,520 Can you tell me why I'm on the tapes? 783 00:45:23,780 --> 00:45:26,200 You have to listen. It's what Hannah wanted. 784 00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:28,150 Yeah, yeah, I know. What Hannah wanted. 785 00:45:28,580 --> 00:45:30,580 What you're so sure of, but you won't say how. 786 00:45:34,370 --> 00:45:35,370 Huh? 787 00:45:39,800 --> 00:45:40,800 Fine. 788 00:45:40,880 --> 00:45:41,920 Forget you, then. 789 00:45:42,260 --> 00:45:43,600 Let me help you. 790 00:45:44,720 --> 00:45:46,970 What, like you've been helping me so far? 791 00:45:47,220 --> 00:45:48,430 No, thanks. 792 00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,050 But look on the bright side... 793 00:45:51,890 --> 00:45:53,260 you don't have to follow me anymore. 794 00:45:55,770 --> 00:45:58,520 [Hannah] No one knows what's really going on in another person's life. 795 00:45:59,820 --> 00:46:02,990 And you never know how what you do will affect someone else. 796 00:46:03,110 --> 00:46:04,400 Hey, Bryce, what's up? 797 00:46:04,860 --> 00:46:06,190 Hey, Jensen. 798 00:46:08,030 --> 00:46:09,280 And if that goes for me, 799 00:46:09,580 --> 00:46:11,080 it must go for everyone. 800 00:46:13,540 --> 00:46:14,710 Even cheerleaders. 801 00:46:15,580 --> 00:46:16,870 [Clay] Hey, Sheri. 802 00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:18,540 How was the rest of your weekend? 803 00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:19,970 Sorry, what? 804 00:46:20,040 --> 00:46:21,250 You were great at the game. 805 00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:28,630 Jessica. Hey, how are you? 806 00:46:29,970 --> 00:46:30,970 Hey, Clay. 807 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,770 Hey, Justin, good game the other night. 808 00:46:41,020 --> 00:46:42,230 What the fuck is going on? 809 00:46:42,570 --> 00:46:43,740 Who knows anymore? 810 00:46:45,900 --> 00:46:47,270 [P.A. screeches] 811 00:46:47,610 --> 00:46:49,610 [student on P.A.] Can I have your attention, please? 812 00:46:50,700 --> 00:46:52,620 [Hannah's recording over P.A.] Hey, it's Hannah. 813 00:46:53,700 --> 00:46:54,910 Hannah Baker. 814 00:46:56,410 --> 00:46:57,790 That's right. 815 00:46:58,120 --> 00:47:01,160 Don't adjust your... whatever device you're hearing this on. 816 00:47:02,090 --> 00:47:02,930 It's me. 817 00:47:03,840 --> 00:47:05,470 Live and in stereo. 818 00:47:07,050 --> 00:47:08,600 No return engagements, 819 00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:09,810 no encore... 820 00:47:10,340 --> 00:47:13,590 [student over P.A.] ...a huge congrats to our Tiger team for Saturday's win. 821 00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:15,970 A special shout-out to Zach Dempsey, 822 00:47:16,060 --> 00:47:18,520 who crushed it with 28 points. 823 00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:20,060 In other athletic news, 824 00:47:20,150 --> 00:47:22,030 the Lady Tigers won their game 825 00:47:22,110 --> 00:47:24,200 by a score of 54-32. 826 00:47:27,400 --> 00:47:28,770 Thought you said this wasn't a test. 827 00:47:29,860 --> 00:47:31,440 'Cause this looks like a test. 828 00:47:31,620 --> 00:47:33,660 It's not, Mr. Pratters, I assure you. 829 00:47:33,740 --> 00:47:36,780 It is a character-building questionnaire that assesses 830 00:47:36,870 --> 00:47:38,780 personal strengths and weaknesses. 831 00:47:58,350 --> 00:47:59,720 Excuse me, Mrs. Bradley? 832 00:47:59,890 --> 00:48:00,970 Yes, Clay. 833 00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:03,850 How important was it to you to help Hannah Baker? 834 00:48:06,650 --> 00:48:09,360 Extremely important to me, Clay. Why do you ask? 835 00:48:11,990 --> 00:48:14,330 Remember that note you got in your bag last year? 836 00:48:15,990 --> 00:48:17,950 The one about not feeling anything anymore? 837 00:48:22,370 --> 00:48:23,540 It was from Hannah. 838 00:48:25,710 --> 00:48:28,080 Okay, uh, why do you think that is? 839 00:48:28,170 --> 00:48:29,290 [door opens] 840 00:48:30,510 --> 00:48:31,510 -Mrs. Bradley? -Yes? 841 00:48:31,590 --> 00:48:33,670 Sorry to interrupt, but I need Mr. Jensen. 842 00:48:34,300 --> 00:48:35,590 [Mrs. Bradley] Okay, Mr. Porter. 843 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:38,270 Clay, we can continue this discussion at another time. 844 00:48:40,230 --> 00:48:42,020 I have to say, I'm a little surprised. 845 00:48:42,940 --> 00:48:43,980 What? Why? 846 00:48:44,310 --> 00:48:45,520 I know it's been a few weeks, 847 00:48:45,610 --> 00:48:48,240 but you seem like the type of kid to follow through on a promise. 848 00:48:49,360 --> 00:48:50,400 [Courtney] Don't worry, Clay. 849 00:48:50,740 --> 00:48:52,410 I almost forgot too. 850 00:48:53,490 --> 00:48:54,580 Forgot what? 851 00:48:54,660 --> 00:48:57,410 Courtney and Clay, these are our new foreign exchange students 852 00:48:57,490 --> 00:48:59,320 joining us this semester. 853 00:48:59,540 --> 00:49:03,840 This is Jhene, Fynn, Mahla and Deep. 854 00:49:04,000 --> 00:49:06,630 Uh, Courtney and Clay will be helping you out. 855 00:49:06,710 --> 00:49:09,500 They are on the Honor Board and they'll be giving you the tour. 856 00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,140 The insider's tour! 857 00:49:11,380 --> 00:49:13,800 All the secrets that you need to know. 858 00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:18,090 Okay, great. 859 00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:22,650 [Clay] So as you can see, 860 00:49:22,730 --> 00:49:25,530 it's one of the finest high school parking lots in the world. 861 00:49:26,020 --> 00:49:27,390 Oh, and right here is the library, 862 00:49:27,480 --> 00:49:31,150 where you can find books and tables and chairs and all that stuff... 863 00:49:31,570 --> 00:49:32,830 state-of-the-art computers, 864 00:49:32,900 --> 00:49:34,900 at least if the art was ten years ago... 865 00:49:35,240 --> 00:49:36,370 and friendly librarians. 866 00:49:36,530 --> 00:49:39,360 Not super bright always, but friendly. 867 00:49:42,870 --> 00:49:44,410 Oh, wait, everyone. 868 00:49:44,670 --> 00:49:47,340 It's Justin Foley and Zach Dempsey, 869 00:49:47,420 --> 00:49:49,380 star basketball players here at Liberty High. 870 00:49:49,460 --> 00:49:51,790 Hey, Justin, where's my bike? 871 00:49:52,210 --> 00:49:53,340 Justin stole my bike. 872 00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:55,380 What the fuck? What are you doing? 873 00:49:55,470 --> 00:49:57,470 I'm giving our new foreign exchange students a tour. 874 00:49:57,550 --> 00:49:59,930 Figured they should know who owns the school, right, you guys? 875 00:50:00,010 --> 00:50:01,010 Clay. 876 00:50:01,140 --> 00:50:02,430 Right, right. Moving on. 877 00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:03,560 Where were we? 878 00:50:03,640 --> 00:50:04,640 Right. The auditorium. 879 00:50:04,730 --> 00:50:06,320 Oh, oh, but before we go... 880 00:50:07,100 --> 00:50:09,020 I want to show you something super cool. 881 00:50:09,570 --> 00:50:11,450 -Okay? -Clay, cut it out. 882 00:50:12,150 --> 00:50:13,690 Look at these lockers. 883 00:50:14,280 --> 00:50:15,830 They all look alike, right? 884 00:50:17,870 --> 00:50:18,700 Not this one. 885 00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:22,320 This one is special. 886 00:50:23,250 --> 00:50:25,170 It belonged to a girl who killed herself. 887 00:50:25,370 --> 00:50:26,580 Clay, come on. 888 00:50:26,670 --> 00:50:29,590 You see all these "don't kill yourself" posters up on the wall? 889 00:50:29,710 --> 00:50:30,960 They weren't up before. 890 00:50:31,050 --> 00:50:33,390 They put them up because she killed herself. 891 00:50:33,510 --> 00:50:34,510 And why did she do it? 892 00:50:34,590 --> 00:50:36,380 Because the kids here treated her like shit! 893 00:50:36,470 --> 00:50:37,720 [Justin] Jensen, that's enough. 894 00:50:37,840 --> 00:50:39,880 But no one wants to admit it, so they paint over the bathrooms 895 00:50:39,970 --> 00:50:42,800 and put up a memorial, because that's the kind of school that this is. 896 00:50:42,890 --> 00:50:45,510 Everyone is just so nice until they drive you to kill yourself. 897 00:50:45,730 --> 00:50:47,690 And sooner or later, the truth will come out. 898 00:50:49,730 --> 00:50:50,810 It's gonna come out. 899 00:50:55,400 --> 00:50:57,820 Right, Tony? Right? You know the truth. 900 00:50:58,240 --> 00:50:59,200 [Mr. Porter] Clay. 901 00:51:00,950 --> 00:51:02,960 I think you should come with me right now. 902 00:51:04,290 --> 00:51:06,090 Get to class, everybody! 903 00:51:06,660 --> 00:51:08,240 All you, get to class. 904 00:51:11,540 --> 00:51:12,750 Welcome to Liberty High. 905 00:51:13,750 --> 00:51:14,750 Let's go. 906 00:51:24,560 --> 00:51:25,560 Okay. 907 00:51:26,850 --> 00:51:27,720 New game. 908 00:51:31,230 --> 00:51:32,980 ["The Walls Came Down" playing] 909 00:52:03,100 --> 00:52:04,600 ♪ Well they blew the horns ♪ 910 00:52:06,680 --> 00:52:08,140 ♪ And the walls came down ♪ 911 00:52:10,440 --> 00:52:11,730 ♪ They'd all been warned ♪ 912 00:52:13,940 --> 00:52:15,450 ♪ And the walls came down ♪ 913 00:52:17,900 --> 00:52:19,440 ♪ They stood there laughing ♪ 914 00:52:21,200 --> 00:52:22,910 ♪ They're not laughing anymore ♪ 915 00:52:25,240 --> 00:52:26,610 ♪ The walls came down ♪ 916 00:52:32,620 --> 00:52:34,120 ♪ Sanctuary fades ♪ 917 00:52:36,170 --> 00:52:37,620 ♪ Congregation splits ♪ 918 00:52:39,630 --> 00:52:41,550 ♪ Nightly military raids ♪ 919 00:52:43,340 --> 00:52:45,050 ♪ The congregation splits ♪ 920 00:52:46,970 --> 00:52:48,930 ♪ It's a song of assassins ♪ 921 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:52,470 ♪ Ringin' in your ears ♪ 922 00:52:54,480 --> 00:52:56,060 ♪ We got terrorist thinking ♪ 923 00:52:58,530 --> 00:52:59,990 ♪ Playing on fears ♪