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[Hannah] Some girls know all the lyrics
to each other's songs.
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They find harmonies in their laughter.
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Their linked elbows echo in tune.
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What if I can't hum on key?
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What if my melodies are the ones
nobody hears?
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[birds chirping]
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[Clay] Whoo!
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-We're really freakin' high!
-Don't think about it.
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Just remember, you gotta go slow
if you want to climb fast.
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All right.
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[screams]
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So, what happened out there
in the hallway?
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[sighs] I don't know. Tired, I guess.
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Tired?
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Tired of what?
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Just tired.
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Seems like you were angry.
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At this school. About Hannah.
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Aren't you?
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Sure.
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Angry about another needless death.
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I'm sad for Hannah...
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and for all of us who...
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who cared about her.
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So, are you gonna punish me or what?
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Is that what you want me to do?
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Do you get a lot of kids coming
in here asking for punishment?
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[Mr. Porter chuckles]
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What do you think
your punishment should be?
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Isn't that your job?
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I mean, it's not like you're trained
to be a shrink or anything, right?
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No.
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But I like to think I can be helpful...
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to kids who are hurting,
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not in touch with
what they're feeling, lonely...
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-I'm not lonely.
-Who may hurt themselves.
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Not gonna hurt myself.
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-Find their way out...
-You don't know what you're talking about.
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Hey, screw you!
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Okay.
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-I'm sorry.
-No, that's okay.
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You're hurting.
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And I want to help.
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I want to be there for you, Clay.
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I'm not going to say I understand
just what you're going through,
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but if you talk to me...
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I'll try.
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Everybody wants to talk.
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No one wants to do anything.
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What is it that you want to do?
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I should get to class.
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[Hannah] It all started
because I was feeling lost.
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I needed direction.
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Any direction.
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[indistinct voices]
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You have to be kidding me.
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Get in the car.
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I have something I have to show you.
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Tell me how you know what you know.
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Tell me what I did to Hannah.
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See you, Tony.
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Actually, I hope I don't.
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Ever.
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[engine starts]
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Clay, get in the car.
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No.
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What are you gonna do?
You have no bike, buddy.
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Why can't you leave me alone?
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Release the tapes.
Do whatever you have to do.
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Just let me be.
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I won't release them, if...
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if you get in the car and come with me.
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-Hi, I'm Kevin Porter.
-Hi.
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[Hannah] And sometimes you take
whatever way out you can find.
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All right, just drive.
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-Where are we going?
-You'll see when we get there.
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He's out of his fucking mind.
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We played by Hannah's rules.
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It's not fair if the tapes get out there
because Clay went postal.
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-He's not gonna go public.
-It feels like he might.
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He's just sad, okay? Let him be...
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Are you getting
your stomach things again, Alex?
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-Come sit down a minute.
-What stomach things?
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He loved her, and she died.
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Okay? He's going crazy.
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Just give him a second.
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He's not sad, okay?
He's getting revenge.
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It's not like we don't deserve it.
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-[gasps]
-Alex, come sit down.
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[door opens]
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Dude, you're late.
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I talked to Tony.
He says he'll take care of it.
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What does that even mean exactly?
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-Tony's a dick.
-He's not a dick.
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He's a dick, he's a prick,
and he's a cock.
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Okay, those are the same things.
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No, they're nuances of meaning.
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Right. Yeah.
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Look, Tony's not gonna do shit.
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We have to take care of this.
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End that little bastard once and for all.
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That's insane.
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I don't know.
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What if we make it look like a suicide.
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How tragic is that?
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I mean, two star-crossed lovers
or some shit like that.
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Grow up, Justin.
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Are you really telling me to grow up,
Little Mama's Boy?
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Yeah, I am.
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[Alex grunts]
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Dude, go see a fuckin' doctor.
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I've seen a dozen doctors, dude.
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One thing.
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If one thing had gone differently
somewhere along the line...
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maybe none of this would have happened.
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It's right over there.
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[Hannah] Dream big, they say.
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Shoot for the stars.
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Then they lock us away for 12 years
and tell us where to sit,
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when to pee, and what to think.
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[Marcus] Is it enough to get refs
from the principal and vice-principal?
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Should I go to the superintendent?
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Our school doesn't weigh our GPA,
so I only have a 4.0.
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Will this be a disadvantage?
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[Zach] Yo! You only have to maintain
a C-minus average to play.
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Look at the tits on this cheerleader!
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[both laugh]
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Damn, didn't see that.
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Then we turn 18, and even though
we've never had an original thought,
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we have to make the most important
decision of our lives.
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Ready to begin your future?
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Don't think I have much
of a choice in that one, really.
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How's your financial aid?
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How's your GPA?
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Could be better.
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PSAT? ACT?
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I haven't...
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You haven't taken your PSAT yet?
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No.
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Interesting.
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Well, I can tell you
that our financial aid
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tends to go to students
at the top of their class,
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with SATs above the 90th percentile.
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Great. Thanks.
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Of course.
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And if you don't have the money
and don't really have the grades,
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a lot of the decision gets made for you.
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What future are you peddling?
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I'll let you take the first guess.
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Hoarder?
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Close.
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Librarian.
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No way you're a librarian.
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I know.
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When people hear the term "librarian,"
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they think 60-year-old white-haired
woman with cankles.
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We are...
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rebranding.
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No offense, but isn't it
like a dying industry?
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You know, like travel agencies
and cupcake stores?
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Let me guess, you own a Kindle.
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Not in a million years.
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No, I'm a...
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paperback, write-in-the-margins
kind of girl.
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A kindred spirit.
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So, uh, other than
the Dewey Decimal System,
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what else has the library got going on?
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Well, I like to think we are a place
where people can come together,
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find their tribe.
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Do you write?
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You look like you write.
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I don't.
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I do, but... I don't show anybody. Ever.
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We've got a safe space.
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We keep secrets,
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and we have an
all-you-can-eat cookie platter.
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Well, thanks.
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I probably won't see you there,
but thanks.
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Sure thing.
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[Ryan] Just take a brochure.
They have scholarships.
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I don't need a brochure,
don't need your scholarship,
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and I don't need
four years of wasted time.
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I have skills.
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And a sweet Mustang.
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Thank you.
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[Clay] So, are you kidnapping me?
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[Tony] Did you kidnap Courtney?
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I had a purpose.
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So do I.
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[Jessica] Alex.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah, yeah.
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Don't worry about it.
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It's all this shit with the tapes,
isn't it?
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If all that just went away, you'd be fine.
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Yeah, but how does all that just go away?
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What the hell, Jess? You coming or not?
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In a minute. I'm talking to Alex.
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Oh, about what?
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About how much she misses me.
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About how much better
of a boyfriend I am than you.
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How she wishes she never broke up with me.
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-How you smell bad.
-Alex, come on!
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-Fuck you, Alex.
-What? It's totally true.
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She was like, "Justin smells bad."
I was like, "I know."
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I did not say that.
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-You're a funny guy, Standall.
-No, you're funny, Justin.
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With the "Let's end the little bastard"?
What is that about?
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It's about protecting ourselves.
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-From what?
-From Hannah's lies.
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But did she lie?
'Cause I'm really not sure.
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'Cause she told the truth about me.
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You know he's full of shit, right?
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-He's a fucking liar.
-He's not a liar.
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He can be a pain in the ass,
but he's a good person.
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He's never lied to me.
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Well, good for him.
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[Hannah] I wanted a purpose...
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a reason for being on this planet.
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But that poetry group
looked like an AA meeting.
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Or a support group.
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I saw no one within decades of my age.
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Until I saw you.
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You were the only other
high school kid in the room.
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Ryan Shaver,
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Liberty High's resident intellectual,
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editor of Lost and Found,
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general selfish snob.
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[exhales]
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Welcome back, everybody.
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Good to see our group growing a bit.
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As usual, we begin by reminding everyone
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poetry is about honest expression.
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And we all need to feel safe
to share our deepest truths.
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Nice to see a friendly face.
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Friendly?
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Familiar?
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The sign-up sheet
is making its way around.
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Well, don't get used to it.
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I think it's gonna be my first and
last time if you're going to be here.
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What? Why?
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Please only sign up for slots
you'll actually use.
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You put me in your little zine?
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Remember?
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"Best ass."
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That list was already going around.
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Everyone was talking about it.
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It was news.
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It was wrong.
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Now then, before we begin, Hannah,
would you like to introduce yourself?
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Hi, I'm Hannah.
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[all] Hi, Hannah.
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I don't know a lot about poetry,
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but I'm very happy to be here.
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We're very happy to have you here.
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Let's begin.
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I believe Linda
is first on the sign-up list.
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O!
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A woman scorned
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Mother Earth
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O!
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All may feel your wrath
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Majesty of Mother Earth...
266
00:12:50,870 --> 00:12:54,290
[Clay] Is this like your idea of some
twisted version of wilderness therapy?
267
00:12:56,540 --> 00:12:58,120
Not a nature lover?
268
00:12:58,210 --> 00:13:00,920
I love nature,
especially in pictures in books.
269
00:13:02,510 --> 00:13:03,640
What's with the rope?
270
00:13:04,220 --> 00:13:06,220
No, seriously, this is getting messed up.
271
00:13:10,430 --> 00:13:12,140
So what, are you gonna tie me up to a tree
272
00:13:12,230 --> 00:13:14,480
and force me to listen
to the rest of the tapes?
273
00:13:14,890 --> 00:13:16,720
No, we're just going for a little walk.
274
00:13:18,360 --> 00:13:19,780
How little is little?
275
00:13:23,030 --> 00:13:24,330
Just up that hill.
276
00:13:28,530 --> 00:13:30,820
[Clay] No freaking way.
277
00:13:31,410 --> 00:13:33,490
What the hell does this
have to do with Hannah?
278
00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:36,380
Don't you want to find out?
279
00:13:41,630 --> 00:13:43,510
[Hannah] "O, tall mountains
280
00:13:43,590 --> 00:13:46,430
and Mother Earth"
and all this other hooey.
281
00:13:46,680 --> 00:13:48,470
I don't think I'm going back.
282
00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:51,810
Well, I think it's fine
if you don't want to,
283
00:13:51,890 --> 00:13:54,520
but maybe you should give it a chance.
284
00:13:54,600 --> 00:13:57,720
You said you thought
about a career as a writer.
285
00:13:57,810 --> 00:13:59,980
Yeah, but no one has a career as a poet.
286
00:14:00,060 --> 00:14:03,600
Damn it! If you could remind me to tell
your father to call the alarm company.
287
00:14:03,690 --> 00:14:05,440
I think this thing's broken.
288
00:14:05,530 --> 00:14:06,870
Let me try.
289
00:14:07,410 --> 00:14:08,830
You finish the deposit.
290
00:14:08,910 --> 00:14:10,200
Well, how about uh...
291
00:14:10,660 --> 00:14:12,370
what about a poetry teacher?
292
00:14:12,790 --> 00:14:15,080
Who would want to be a teacher?
Kids are assholes.
293
00:14:15,580 --> 00:14:16,580
Not all of them.
294
00:14:17,170 --> 00:14:19,260
Okay, what about a journalist then?
295
00:14:19,330 --> 00:14:20,870
Do those still exist?
296
00:14:20,960 --> 00:14:22,370
Tell Dad this is broken.
297
00:14:23,590 --> 00:14:24,890
You're a parent.
298
00:14:24,960 --> 00:14:26,960
You're supposed to say things like,
299
00:14:27,050 --> 00:14:29,890
"Be practical, be a pharmacist."
300
00:14:31,220 --> 00:14:33,050
I will never say that to you.
301
00:14:35,180 --> 00:14:37,890
You know, before we opened this store,
your father,
302
00:14:37,980 --> 00:14:39,900
he used to travel all the time
303
00:14:39,980 --> 00:14:43,530
for these snooze-fest
pharmaceutical conventions.
304
00:14:43,610 --> 00:14:47,200
So, I would write him love stories.
305
00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:51,660
Mm-hmm. They were very, very dramatic...
306
00:14:52,490 --> 00:14:54,570
and sexy.
307
00:14:54,660 --> 00:14:56,450
Fifty shades of my mother?
308
00:14:56,540 --> 00:14:57,540
[laughs]
309
00:14:57,620 --> 00:14:59,910
I thought they were pretty good,
you know.
310
00:15:01,420 --> 00:15:03,510
I don't know, I might have some of them.
311
00:15:03,590 --> 00:15:05,430
-I could find them.
-Oh, God, Mom, please no.
312
00:15:05,510 --> 00:15:07,140
Okay, listen to me.
313
00:15:07,220 --> 00:15:08,510
I'm just saying...
314
00:15:09,630 --> 00:15:11,050
allow yourself...
315
00:15:11,550 --> 00:15:12,970
to dream a little.
316
00:15:13,640 --> 00:15:16,020
I mean, hell, dream big.
317
00:15:17,100 --> 00:15:18,560
About all the things that...
318
00:15:19,640 --> 00:15:20,600
you could be.
319
00:15:22,020 --> 00:15:23,980
Don't settle.
320
00:15:25,570 --> 00:15:26,490
Mmm?
321
00:15:27,490 --> 00:15:28,700
[door opens]
322
00:15:30,450 --> 00:15:32,410
-We're closed. Go away.
-Hannah!
323
00:15:32,740 --> 00:15:34,610
Mom, he's not a customer.
324
00:15:35,990 --> 00:15:38,120
Oh. Oh, I see.
325
00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:41,740
I'm gonna go get my coat.
326
00:15:41,830 --> 00:15:42,830
Um...
327
00:15:43,880 --> 00:15:45,550
It's in the back, so...
328
00:15:48,050 --> 00:15:50,760
What do you want, Ryan?
We're legitimately closed.
329
00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:53,140
I have something for you.
330
00:15:54,350 --> 00:15:55,430
A peace offering.
331
00:16:00,690 --> 00:16:02,020
Take it.
332
00:16:02,270 --> 00:16:04,730
Your thoughts deserve
a decent place to live.
333
00:16:06,270 --> 00:16:08,520
Come on, I know you're a journal girl.
334
00:16:12,910 --> 00:16:14,000
Wow.
335
00:16:14,990 --> 00:16:19,070
You do a really convincing imitation
of a thinking, feeling human.
336
00:16:22,540 --> 00:16:23,580
Hannah...
337
00:16:24,830 --> 00:16:25,910
I'm sorry.
338
00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:29,930
I didn't mean to make you
feel embarrassed or humiliated.
339
00:16:30,670 --> 00:16:31,880
I know what that's like.
340
00:16:32,510 --> 00:16:33,560
You do?
341
00:16:34,550 --> 00:16:38,510
I'm a skinny faggot who writes poems.
I mean, please. [chuckles]
342
00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:41,650
I don't think you're supposed
to use that word.
343
00:16:41,730 --> 00:16:43,900
Mmm. You're not. I'm allowed.
344
00:16:45,940 --> 00:16:48,570
Just come back to the library, Hannah.
345
00:16:49,320 --> 00:16:50,870
Come back to the poetry.
346
00:16:53,030 --> 00:16:54,040
Maybe.
347
00:16:55,320 --> 00:16:56,320
I'll take maybe.
348
00:17:00,370 --> 00:17:01,960
Thanks... for the journal.
349
00:17:17,140 --> 00:17:18,270
[Mr. Baker] Honey?
350
00:17:19,260 --> 00:17:20,260
Honey?
351
00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:23,560
You okay?
352
00:17:27,690 --> 00:17:31,070
I was just thinking
it's a bad sign that we're...
353
00:17:31,150 --> 00:17:34,150
running out of
"Buy One, Get One Free" stickers.
354
00:17:35,570 --> 00:17:39,240
We can look at it as a bad sign or
we can consider it the world telling us
355
00:17:39,330 --> 00:17:41,960
we can never discount our way
to Walplex prices.
356
00:17:48,290 --> 00:17:50,250
I've got more stickers
back here somewhere.
357
00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:57,000
[door opens]
358
00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:01,220
Oh, Olivia.
359
00:18:02,600 --> 00:18:03,600
Olivia.
360
00:18:05,390 --> 00:18:07,600
I'm so sorry I didn't come in sooner.
361
00:18:09,270 --> 00:18:10,480
How are you holding up?
362
00:18:11,730 --> 00:18:13,100
Um...
363
00:18:13,190 --> 00:18:14,400
We're managing.
364
00:18:16,610 --> 00:18:17,690
You look great.
365
00:18:20,030 --> 00:18:23,320
Oh, Olivia,
Hannah was such a special girl.
366
00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:27,330
Zach said so many nice things about her.
367
00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:30,410
How is Zach?
368
00:18:31,210 --> 00:18:33,210
Well, he's just great.
369
00:18:34,380 --> 00:18:37,420
Every college is looking at him
for basketball, but...
370
00:18:37,630 --> 00:18:40,340
he wants to be a marine biologist.
371
00:18:41,430 --> 00:18:43,730
Can you believe it? A marine biologist.
372
00:18:46,430 --> 00:18:47,930
A marine biologist.
373
00:18:49,770 --> 00:18:51,850
[Mr. Porter] I wonder if you've been
thinking about your future.
374
00:18:52,820 --> 00:18:56,200
You know,
your grades have been slipping a bit.
375
00:18:57,360 --> 00:19:00,360
You started out the school year
really strong...
376
00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:03,700
but your grades have steadily dropped.
377
00:19:03,780 --> 00:19:06,660
I would really focus
on ending the school year strong...
378
00:19:07,660 --> 00:19:10,450
if you have your eyes
on a good four-year college.
379
00:19:11,080 --> 00:19:13,210
I've been thinking about NYU or Columbia.
380
00:19:13,290 --> 00:19:16,130
Wow, those are some
highly competitive schools.
381
00:19:16,630 --> 00:19:19,800
So, either you're going to have to
make some changes next year, or...
382
00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,460
maybe think smaller.
383
00:19:22,050 --> 00:19:23,470
Maybe like a state school.
384
00:19:27,100 --> 00:19:29,480
[Lainie] You never met with Hannah?
385
00:19:31,690 --> 00:19:36,240
Once, in the spring
of her sophomore year last year.
386
00:19:37,230 --> 00:19:39,900
We start the sophomores
thinking of college.
387
00:19:40,570 --> 00:19:44,280
And do you recall what
she was thinking of college?
388
00:19:44,700 --> 00:19:48,120
I think if memory serves,
she had some unrealistic goals.
389
00:19:49,120 --> 00:19:52,500
And I tried to help her find some options.
390
00:19:53,170 --> 00:19:56,930
Did you have a sense of how she felt
about your interaction?
391
00:19:58,300 --> 00:19:59,680
She didn't say.
392
00:19:59,760 --> 00:20:01,640
But did you have a sense?
393
00:20:02,130 --> 00:20:03,130
Mrs. Jensen.
394
00:20:03,220 --> 00:20:04,230
-Lainie.
-Lainie.
395
00:20:04,300 --> 00:20:05,380
Please.
396
00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:10,350
I know this is not the subject
of our meeting,
397
00:20:10,430 --> 00:20:12,930
but do you know
where your son is right now?
398
00:20:14,690 --> 00:20:16,320
I assume he's in class.
399
00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:17,530
He isn't.
400
00:20:17,610 --> 00:20:20,320
He walked out of school this morning
and hasn't come back.
401
00:20:21,740 --> 00:20:24,370
[Clay] I may be crazy,
but I am not that crazy.
402
00:20:24,450 --> 00:20:26,160
People free solo it all the time.
403
00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:28,240
People who climb things,
404
00:20:28,330 --> 00:20:29,500
people who climb rocks...
405
00:20:29,580 --> 00:20:32,380
which is a ridiculous thing to do
if you aren't being chased by something.
406
00:20:32,500 --> 00:20:33,920
It's for beginners.
407
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:36,260
I used to climb it with my brothers
when we were kids.
408
00:20:37,170 --> 00:20:38,180
Here.
409
00:20:38,250 --> 00:20:39,540
Take this, clip it on.
410
00:20:40,130 --> 00:20:41,250
It's chalk.
411
00:20:41,340 --> 00:20:43,210
Put it on your hands, like this.
412
00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:45,800
Or you'll slip.
413
00:20:47,350 --> 00:20:48,480
What?
414
00:20:48,560 --> 00:20:50,400
Come on, are you a man or not?
415
00:20:50,470 --> 00:20:51,350
Not!
416
00:20:51,850 --> 00:20:55,220
Most definitely not.
I grant you that, no question.
417
00:20:56,980 --> 00:20:57,980
I, uh...
418
00:20:59,360 --> 00:21:00,570
I don't like heights.
419
00:21:01,780 --> 00:21:03,580
[Tony] It's an easy climb.
420
00:21:03,650 --> 00:21:06,400
All the answers you seek
are at the top of the cliff.
421
00:21:13,660 --> 00:21:16,120
[Ryan] The drag of your hand
across my chest
422
00:21:16,210 --> 00:21:18,420
Sparks a blaze
my lips cannot extinguish
423
00:21:19,420 --> 00:21:22,250
You, stubborn inferno
424
00:21:22,840 --> 00:21:26,630
You drive fast, and damn
the red lights for slowing you down
425
00:21:27,220 --> 00:21:30,730
You see my veins shake
at your first touch
426
00:21:31,310 --> 00:21:34,940
The power to move my blood
on your own accord
427
00:21:35,020 --> 00:21:37,110
The definition of heart
428
00:21:37,690 --> 00:21:39,780
And after the stick shift jerk
429
00:21:39,860 --> 00:21:41,610
I beg my skin to do tricks
430
00:21:41,690 --> 00:21:44,230
Like forget how good it feels
to lose control
431
00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,530
Between the burning house
432
00:21:46,610 --> 00:21:47,900
Of your hands
433
00:21:50,450 --> 00:21:52,110
[applause]
434
00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:57,920
Whoo!
435
00:22:04,880 --> 00:22:05,710
Hey.
436
00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:07,840
That was...
437
00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:09,930
intense.
438
00:22:10,720 --> 00:22:12,640
Um... Thank you?
439
00:22:13,020 --> 00:22:14,150
Yes, thank you.
440
00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:16,060
I want to write like you.
441
00:22:16,640 --> 00:22:19,020
Seriously, can you teach me?
442
00:22:19,270 --> 00:22:20,270
Really?
443
00:22:21,070 --> 00:22:23,240
You make people feel
the things you're feeling.
444
00:22:23,610 --> 00:22:25,030
I want to be able to do that.
445
00:22:25,950 --> 00:22:28,410
A couple of hours
a couple of nights a week.
446
00:22:28,490 --> 00:22:30,040
Chips and salsa on me.
447
00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:34,080
"Stephie Moore is mean.
448
00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:35,410
She..."
449
00:22:35,500 --> 00:22:36,500
Sic.
450
00:22:36,870 --> 00:22:38,790
"She so stupid."
451
00:22:38,870 --> 00:22:40,250
Third grade!
452
00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:42,210
I was in third grade!
453
00:22:43,420 --> 00:22:46,000
Don't get what my grade school diaries
have to do with anything.
454
00:22:46,090 --> 00:22:47,170
Well...
455
00:22:47,300 --> 00:22:50,890
First, there's a bunch of
gifted child drama I won't get into.
456
00:22:51,300 --> 00:22:54,390
The main thing is,
you have to tell the truth in poetry.
457
00:22:54,680 --> 00:22:55,680
Your truth.
458
00:22:56,100 --> 00:22:57,550
-But--
-No buts.
459
00:22:57,640 --> 00:22:59,850
Ex nihilo nihil fit.
460
00:23:00,440 --> 00:23:02,530
"Out of nothing comes nothing."
461
00:23:04,530 --> 00:23:08,200
I just don't like it when people
read my... things.
462
00:23:08,780 --> 00:23:11,700
Every poem you write should be like
someone reading your things.
463
00:23:11,870 --> 00:23:14,960
It should be terrifying
and incredibly embarrassing.
464
00:23:18,210 --> 00:23:20,710
"How does Amber Holloway
have boobs already?"
465
00:23:21,460 --> 00:23:22,590
You're an asshole!
466
00:23:22,670 --> 00:23:24,010
Yes! Yes!
467
00:23:24,090 --> 00:23:25,220
Be terrified.
468
00:23:26,210 --> 00:23:27,380
[grunts]
469
00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:30,250
Good.
470
00:23:30,340 --> 00:23:32,260
Now try and slow your breath down.
471
00:23:33,430 --> 00:23:34,440
How do I do that?
472
00:23:35,010 --> 00:23:36,180
By breathing slower.
473
00:23:36,270 --> 00:23:39,770
What do I do about my heart,
which is about to explode out of my chest?
474
00:23:39,850 --> 00:23:40,720
[cell phone rings]
475
00:23:42,480 --> 00:23:43,490
Shit.
476
00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,100
You brought your phone on a climb?
477
00:23:46,070 --> 00:23:47,910
No, I brought my phone on a walk.
478
00:23:47,990 --> 00:23:49,620
That's my mom's ring.
479
00:23:50,990 --> 00:23:54,460
Be a good son
or plunge to the rocks below.
480
00:23:54,830 --> 00:23:56,710
Yeah. Thanks for the perspective.
481
00:23:56,950 --> 00:23:57,950
[ringing continues]
482
00:23:58,040 --> 00:24:00,130
[Hannah] It must be possible
to swim in the ocean
483
00:24:00,210 --> 00:24:01,880
of the one you love without drowning.
484
00:24:02,790 --> 00:24:05,870
It must be possible to swim
without becoming water yourself.
485
00:24:07,380 --> 00:24:09,760
I keep finding stones tied to my feet.
486
00:24:10,970 --> 00:24:12,060
Sorry, I just...
487
00:24:12,130 --> 00:24:13,630
Just keep going, keep going.
488
00:24:17,680 --> 00:24:19,140
-Jess, I...
-What?
489
00:24:19,220 --> 00:24:20,680
-What?
-I...
490
00:24:20,770 --> 00:24:21,980
I-I can't right now.
491
00:24:22,060 --> 00:24:23,270
No, no, it's okay.
492
00:24:23,850 --> 00:24:25,140
Maybe if I helped a little?
493
00:24:25,230 --> 00:24:27,310
Oh, Jess, come on, look. I just...
494
00:24:29,190 --> 00:24:31,520
Maybe later.
I just don't want to right now.
495
00:24:37,830 --> 00:24:39,330
I don't do it for you anymore.
496
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:41,750
-That's not it.
-It has to be.
497
00:24:44,460 --> 00:24:46,380
You don't think I'm pretty anymore.
498
00:24:46,590 --> 00:24:47,630
Jess.
499
00:24:48,420 --> 00:24:49,750
God, no, Jess.
500
00:24:50,840 --> 00:24:52,300
You're so beautiful.
501
00:24:54,220 --> 00:24:55,810
What's happening to us?
502
00:24:58,260 --> 00:24:59,510
It'll all be fine, okay?
503
00:25:01,140 --> 00:25:03,430
Once these stupid
fucking tapes are done.
504
00:25:06,650 --> 00:25:08,030
Can we at least get high?
505
00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:13,580
-You don't even smoke.
-Yeah, I do.
506
00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:18,240
Okay.
507
00:25:18,450 --> 00:25:19,820
[Clay] We are really freaking high.
508
00:25:19,910 --> 00:25:21,410
Don't think about it.
509
00:25:21,500 --> 00:25:23,290
Chalk your hands if they're sweaty.
510
00:25:24,580 --> 00:25:26,040
I can't really feel my arms.
511
00:25:26,120 --> 00:25:28,120
You gotta shake 'em out, one at a time.
512
00:25:28,210 --> 00:25:29,920
Get the blood moving, all right?
513
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:31,960
[Clay panting] Whoo!
514
00:25:32,050 --> 00:25:33,600
Good. Good.
515
00:25:33,920 --> 00:25:35,170
We're getting closer.
516
00:25:35,260 --> 00:25:38,100
Remember, you gotta go slow
if you want to climb fast.
517
00:25:39,970 --> 00:25:41,050
All right.
518
00:25:45,270 --> 00:25:47,360
-Oh, shit!
-Ow! Gah!
519
00:25:47,440 --> 00:25:48,440
Shit!
520
00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:49,690
Oh, shit!
521
00:25:50,020 --> 00:25:51,230
What? What? I can't see!
522
00:25:51,320 --> 00:25:52,410
I lost a handhold.
523
00:25:52,990 --> 00:25:54,870
Give me a sec,
I've got to figure this out.
524
00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:57,400
[banging at door]
525
00:25:57,490 --> 00:25:59,660
[Lainie] Clay! Clay, are you here?
526
00:25:59,740 --> 00:26:00,820
Lainie?
527
00:26:01,700 --> 00:26:03,950
He's not here. He isn't here.
528
00:26:04,290 --> 00:26:06,380
Okay. Okay, calm down. What's going on?
529
00:26:06,460 --> 00:26:08,340
I left you a detailed message.
530
00:26:08,420 --> 00:26:09,670
The department secretary is 90.
531
00:26:09,750 --> 00:26:12,040
He walked out of school and disappeared.
532
00:26:12,130 --> 00:26:13,720
I'm sure he didn't disappear.
533
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:15,800
He is not answering his cell, Matt.
534
00:26:16,050 --> 00:26:18,890
So he skipped school
to play basketball or go for a ride.
535
00:26:18,970 --> 00:26:20,020
He's missing, Matt!
536
00:26:20,100 --> 00:26:22,230
He's playing hooky. He's not missing.
537
00:26:22,310 --> 00:26:24,270
If you minimize this, I will lose it.
538
00:26:24,350 --> 00:26:25,480
Okay, okay.
539
00:26:25,770 --> 00:26:26,900
We'll find him.
540
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:29,020
He can't have gone far.
541
00:26:35,110 --> 00:26:37,940
All right, I'm gonna throw this.
Grab it, pull yourself up.
542
00:26:40,200 --> 00:26:41,960
-Tony, I can't.
-Of course you can.
543
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:43,570
One foot at a time.
544
00:26:43,870 --> 00:26:44,880
Come on.
545
00:26:45,410 --> 00:26:46,450
Oh...
546
00:26:48,620 --> 00:26:51,960
-Whoa! Ah! Okay.
-All right, you got it.
547
00:26:53,420 --> 00:26:55,580
There you go. [laughs]
548
00:26:55,670 --> 00:26:57,460
-There you go!
-[grunting]
549
00:26:59,890 --> 00:27:01,310
-[Clay gasps]
-There you go!
550
00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:02,840
Oh, shit!
551
00:27:03,350 --> 00:27:04,390
Oh, man!
552
00:27:06,520 --> 00:27:08,190
Whoa! That was freaking amazing.
553
00:27:08,600 --> 00:27:10,430
Was it? Or was it fucking amazing?
554
00:27:11,440 --> 00:27:14,450
That was fucking amazing.
555
00:27:15,190 --> 00:27:16,730
Like... I thought I was gonna die!
556
00:27:17,110 --> 00:27:18,480
But you didn't, did you?
557
00:27:19,910 --> 00:27:20,910
Fuck!
558
00:27:23,700 --> 00:27:25,030
Fuck!
559
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:28,830
Fuck!
560
00:27:29,410 --> 00:27:30,490
Yeah.
561
00:27:31,330 --> 00:27:33,040
I saw this YouTube video once
562
00:27:33,130 --> 00:27:35,260
where this guy in Spain
was walking on this crane.
563
00:27:35,340 --> 00:27:37,090
He had to be at least 15 stories.
564
00:27:37,170 --> 00:27:39,090
He's walking, walking, walking.
565
00:27:39,680 --> 00:27:42,600
And then he slips.
He lets out this loud scream.
566
00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:43,890
Seconds later, wham!
567
00:27:44,260 --> 00:27:45,300
Wham what?
568
00:27:47,100 --> 00:27:49,560
The camera went black,
but I'm pretty sure he died.
569
00:27:49,980 --> 00:27:50,900
Shit, Clay.
570
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:53,360
Fuck.
571
00:27:56,780 --> 00:27:59,830
I never totally realized,
that's a really great word.
572
00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:01,440
It is, huh?
573
00:28:02,110 --> 00:28:02,940
Uh...
574
00:28:03,370 --> 00:28:04,370
You're bleeding.
575
00:28:08,370 --> 00:28:09,410
Fuck.
576
00:28:09,580 --> 00:28:11,090
[Hannah] Wow, this is scary.
[chuckles]
577
00:28:16,710 --> 00:28:18,880
Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
578
00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:22,500
For the sole purpose of knowing
I am wearing them
579
00:28:24,930 --> 00:28:26,100
And underneath that
580
00:28:27,850 --> 00:28:30,270
I am absolutely naked
581
00:28:32,690 --> 00:28:33,900
And I've got skin
582
00:28:34,980 --> 00:28:37,640
Miles and miles of skin
583
00:28:39,530 --> 00:28:42,280
I've got skin to cover all my thoughts
like Saran Wrap
584
00:28:42,820 --> 00:28:43,780
That you can see through
585
00:28:43,860 --> 00:28:46,240
to what leftovers are inside
from the night before
586
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:49,790
And despite what you might think
587
00:28:50,250 --> 00:28:51,790
My skin is soft
588
00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:53,500
And smooth
589
00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:56,090
And easily scarred
590
00:28:59,050 --> 00:29:00,890
But that doesn't matter, right?
591
00:29:01,550 --> 00:29:03,890
You don't care about how soft my skin is
592
00:29:05,010 --> 00:29:07,800
You just want to hear
about what my fingers do in the dark
593
00:29:09,970 --> 00:29:12,390
But what if all they do
is crack open windows
594
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:14,730
So I can see
lightning through the clouds?
595
00:29:16,860 --> 00:29:19,240
What if all they crave
is a jungle gym to climb
596
00:29:19,320 --> 00:29:21,530
For a taste of fresher air?
597
00:29:23,860 --> 00:29:25,030
[Clay] You promised me
598
00:29:25,110 --> 00:29:27,070
the secrets are at the top of this rock.
599
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:29,580
-I risked my life to get here.
-You wouldn't have died.
600
00:29:30,620 --> 00:29:32,080
You'd break a bunch of shit.
601
00:29:32,580 --> 00:29:33,790
[scoffs]
602
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:43,290
I never thought about it.
603
00:29:45,090 --> 00:29:46,090
Dying.
604
00:29:47,550 --> 00:29:48,670
Until this year.
605
00:29:55,230 --> 00:29:56,690
Have you ever seen a dead body?
606
00:30:00,730 --> 00:30:02,400
I've been to a few funerals.
607
00:30:04,860 --> 00:30:06,480
Have you ever seen a crime scene?
608
00:30:08,660 --> 00:30:09,660
Well, like...
609
00:30:11,410 --> 00:30:12,860
CSI and Law & Order, all that.
610
00:30:12,950 --> 00:30:14,530
No, no. Like a...
611
00:30:15,710 --> 00:30:16,880
a real one.
612
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:20,880
Have you?
613
00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:22,920
Yeah.
614
00:30:23,210 --> 00:30:24,130
Once.
615
00:30:27,930 --> 00:30:29,140
What was that like?
616
00:30:31,180 --> 00:30:32,230
Quiet.
617
00:30:34,850 --> 00:30:37,060
Not silent or anything, just...
618
00:30:37,940 --> 00:30:38,980
no excitement.
619
00:30:39,520 --> 00:30:42,140
No big noise.
620
00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:45,240
Just cops walking around doing their jobs.
621
00:30:46,820 --> 00:30:47,900
Like it was nothin'.
622
00:30:50,820 --> 00:30:51,900
How old were you?
623
00:30:52,660 --> 00:30:53,670
Seventeen.
624
00:30:57,250 --> 00:30:58,750
What was the crime?
625
00:31:03,090 --> 00:31:04,130
Suicide.
626
00:31:12,680 --> 00:31:13,770
You were there.
627
00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:18,400
You saw her.
628
00:31:23,060 --> 00:31:24,140
You should publish this.
629
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:27,360
Oh, no. No way.
This does not leave the safe space.
630
00:31:27,440 --> 00:31:29,860
People need to see this.
It will change them.
631
00:31:30,450 --> 00:31:31,450
No, they don't.
632
00:31:33,990 --> 00:31:37,620
The whole point of creative expression
is to hold up a mirror to the world
633
00:31:37,700 --> 00:31:41,370
so hopefully these god-awful people
can start to see themselves
634
00:31:41,460 --> 00:31:45,130
and make connections to help them
get through their dreary-ass lives.
635
00:31:46,380 --> 00:31:47,550
Your pain...
636
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,180
your pain is important to other people.
637
00:31:56,560 --> 00:31:58,400
[Hannah]
But is that why you really did it?
638
00:31:59,180 --> 00:32:00,470
[students laughing]
639
00:32:02,480 --> 00:32:04,950
So you could help me
touch just one person?
640
00:32:06,020 --> 00:32:07,020
What?
641
00:32:07,110 --> 00:32:08,200
I doubt it.
642
00:32:08,990 --> 00:32:11,410
People like you don't make selfless moves.
643
00:32:11,490 --> 00:32:14,660
Oh, my God, dude, this shit is crazy!
644
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:19,530
"Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
645
00:32:19,620 --> 00:32:22,450
with the sole purpose of knowing
that I am wearing it."
646
00:32:22,540 --> 00:32:26,710
-I wonder who's the skank who wrote this!
-I don't even know what this means.
647
00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:28,760
It's a bitch who's been burned,
I know that.
648
00:32:29,340 --> 00:32:31,930
You knew the shit
I shared was personal.
649
00:32:32,010 --> 00:32:35,350
You knew where it came from,
and that it would get people talking.
650
00:32:36,760 --> 00:32:39,590
I realize now I was desperate
for someone to listen...
651
00:32:41,020 --> 00:32:42,230
and you listened.
652
00:32:43,650 --> 00:32:47,320
And then you made my most
private thoughts a public spectacle.
653
00:32:51,070 --> 00:32:52,700
[bell rings]
654
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:55,620
[Jessica] It's her writing.
655
00:32:55,870 --> 00:32:57,330
I can totally recognize it.
656
00:32:58,080 --> 00:33:00,290
[Courtney] Why would she write
something like this?
657
00:33:00,370 --> 00:33:01,620
So humiliating.
658
00:33:02,710 --> 00:33:04,710
[teacher] It has been
brought to my attention
659
00:33:04,790 --> 00:33:07,830
that Ryan's publication
now includes poetry.
660
00:33:08,000 --> 00:33:10,130
And since we're doing sonnets
this semester,
661
00:33:10,210 --> 00:33:13,630
and since you're all going to be
distracted by it anyway,
662
00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:17,680
I thought we would take a minute
to parse the work of this poet.
663
00:33:18,050 --> 00:33:19,800
-[coughs] Hannah.
-[class chuckling]
664
00:33:19,890 --> 00:33:22,900
[teacher] There's a sort of naked
vulnerability to it that I like.
665
00:33:22,980 --> 00:33:24,110
It's quite intimate.
666
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:25,440
[all laugh]
667
00:33:25,980 --> 00:33:27,740
"Intimate" is not a dirty word.
668
00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:33,120
"Today I am wearing lacy black underwear
669
00:33:33,190 --> 00:33:35,070
for the sole purpose of knowing..."
670
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:39,450
So you bear your heart to one person
and everybody ends up laughing.
671
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:44,910
"I've got skin, miles and miles of skin.
672
00:33:45,290 --> 00:33:49,290
I've got skin to cover all my thoughts
like Saran Wrap."
673
00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:51,760
[Tony] I can see her through the window.
674
00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:56,130
She walks up to the door,
she leaves this box.
675
00:33:56,930 --> 00:33:58,100
And goes.
676
00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:01,180
I didn't get up.
677
00:34:03,180 --> 00:34:05,430
I figured if it was important,
she would have knocked.
678
00:34:06,390 --> 00:34:08,430
Rang the doorbell or something, right?
679
00:34:10,650 --> 00:34:11,820
And I...
680
00:34:14,530 --> 00:34:16,160
I should have gone out there.
681
00:34:17,740 --> 00:34:19,330
I should have talked to her.
682
00:34:20,330 --> 00:34:21,370
But...
683
00:34:23,750 --> 00:34:25,170
Look, I liked Hannah.
684
00:34:26,330 --> 00:34:27,660
She was a friend.
685
00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:29,800
But the girl was a lot.
She was drama.
686
00:34:31,340 --> 00:34:34,550
And I was apparently
the only guy at Liberty
687
00:34:34,630 --> 00:34:37,630
who didn't grab her ass
or stare at her tits.
688
00:34:38,340 --> 00:34:40,340
And so I always got to hear about it...
689
00:34:40,930 --> 00:34:42,940
and on that particular day,
I didn't want to deal,
690
00:34:43,010 --> 00:34:44,470
so I let her walk away.
691
00:34:48,270 --> 00:34:49,400
Jesus, Tony.
692
00:34:52,230 --> 00:34:53,270
Half hour...
693
00:34:53,780 --> 00:34:55,490
forty-five minutes later,
694
00:34:55,570 --> 00:34:58,490
I get the box, open 'em,
and there's these tapes,
695
00:34:58,570 --> 00:34:59,780
and a letter.
696
00:35:02,580 --> 00:35:06,040
"Please take care of these.
Listen, and you'll know how."
697
00:35:08,370 --> 00:35:10,370
I started listening to the first tape.
698
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:12,040
And then...
699
00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:18,350
I try calling the Bakers.
They don't answer. I speed to her house.
700
00:35:21,090 --> 00:35:22,670
The ambulance is already there.
701
00:35:24,140 --> 00:35:25,270
And the cops.
702
00:35:26,180 --> 00:35:28,560
And the front door's open.
I run inside.
703
00:35:30,400 --> 00:35:32,070
Her parents are there.
704
00:35:33,060 --> 00:35:34,100
And she's...
705
00:35:36,820 --> 00:35:38,320
They've got her in a body bag.
706
00:35:40,610 --> 00:35:43,450
I remember thinking,
"There's no handles on that bag.
707
00:35:43,530 --> 00:35:46,740
How are they gonna pick her up?
How are they gonna carry her?"
708
00:35:48,620 --> 00:35:50,490
And they just grabbed the bag...
709
00:35:51,290 --> 00:35:53,410
and threw her in the ambulance.
710
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:56,840
Just like that.
711
00:36:08,020 --> 00:36:09,270
[Clay sniffling]
712
00:36:21,280 --> 00:36:22,490
Do the other kids know?
713
00:36:26,530 --> 00:36:29,240
Why you're taking care of Hannah
like you are?
714
00:36:31,290 --> 00:36:32,380
Of course not.
715
00:36:34,130 --> 00:36:35,300
You needed to know.
716
00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:40,080
You're my friend.
717
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:48,690
What the hell, Ryan?
718
00:36:48,770 --> 00:36:52,230
Hannah. What's so secret
you couldn't speak to me at school?
719
00:36:52,350 --> 00:36:54,560
You know damn well.
How could you do that to me?
720
00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:56,400
The poem?
721
00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:59,560
I did you a favor, Hannah.
You're a beautiful poet.
722
00:36:59,730 --> 00:37:01,270
Your work deserved to be heard.
723
00:37:01,610 --> 00:37:04,360
You're a self-serving,
egotistical fuckwad.
724
00:37:04,450 --> 00:37:05,450
[scoffs]
725
00:37:05,780 --> 00:37:06,900
One day...
726
00:37:07,870 --> 00:37:10,120
you will look back on this
and know that I was right.
727
00:37:10,950 --> 00:37:14,330
What you wrote, you can't teach that.
You have to live it.
728
00:37:14,420 --> 00:37:16,840
Well, it's my life, Ryan, it's not yours.
729
00:37:17,500 --> 00:37:18,500
Get your own.
730
00:37:22,170 --> 00:37:24,130
There was a path the whole time?
731
00:37:24,970 --> 00:37:26,850
We could have just walked up there?
732
00:37:26,930 --> 00:37:29,270
Yes. But what's the fun in that?
733
00:37:30,350 --> 00:37:32,610
Everything you told me,
you could have told me anywhere.
734
00:37:33,060 --> 00:37:34,360
In Monet's the other night.
735
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:36,400
Would you have been ready to hear it?
736
00:37:37,400 --> 00:37:38,400
Yeah.
737
00:37:41,150 --> 00:37:42,560
No. I don't know.
738
00:37:46,950 --> 00:37:48,370
I wish I had known, though.
739
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:52,080
Why you cared so much about Hannah.
740
00:37:53,540 --> 00:37:55,170
I kept trying to figure it out.
741
00:37:58,750 --> 00:37:59,750
I thought maybe...
742
00:38:01,840 --> 00:38:04,050
I thought maybe you were in love with her.
743
00:38:06,340 --> 00:38:07,670
Clay...
744
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:09,170
you know I'm gay, right?
745
00:38:13,770 --> 00:38:14,770
What?
746
00:38:17,770 --> 00:38:20,600
No, I didn't know that.
How was I supposed to know that?
747
00:38:21,770 --> 00:38:23,190
I thought everyone knew it.
748
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:26,940
I don't think everyone knows.
749
00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:28,230
A lot of people know it.
750
00:38:30,530 --> 00:38:31,950
Wait, wait, wait, wait.
751
00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:34,000
Did you think that I was, like...
752
00:38:35,000 --> 00:38:36,290
just friends with Ryan?
753
00:38:38,040 --> 00:38:39,700
Well, yeah, I guess so.
754
00:38:42,960 --> 00:38:46,500
You think I would be friends
with a guy like Ryan.
755
00:38:47,590 --> 00:38:50,800
Yeah, would think you would be
'cause apparently you went out.
756
00:38:50,890 --> 00:38:53,480
They're different things. Trust me.
757
00:38:57,600 --> 00:38:59,560
So that guy Brad...
758
00:38:59,650 --> 00:39:01,740
is he your boyfriend now?
759
00:39:01,810 --> 00:39:03,730
I hope he's still my boyfriend.
760
00:39:03,820 --> 00:39:06,450
He's been pretty annoyed lately because...
761
00:39:07,610 --> 00:39:10,190
I've been spending all my time
with another guy.
762
00:39:13,160 --> 00:39:14,210
You.
763
00:39:15,660 --> 00:39:16,570
Oh.
764
00:39:16,660 --> 00:39:17,530
Right.
765
00:39:19,420 --> 00:39:22,510
You mean with the tapes and all,
not in a romantic way.
766
00:39:24,420 --> 00:39:25,420
Sure.
767
00:39:30,260 --> 00:39:31,470
[Alex] Alex Standall.
768
00:39:31,550 --> 00:39:34,180
S-T-A-N-D-A-L-L.
769
00:39:35,850 --> 00:39:38,440
Yes. It's filled. Ready to go.
770
00:39:38,850 --> 00:39:42,270
Okay, with this, you want to take one
every night before bed,
771
00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:44,200
with water, with or without food.
772
00:39:44,320 --> 00:39:45,660
This one can make you dizzy--
773
00:39:45,730 --> 00:39:47,940
I know. I've been taking it
for a while now.
774
00:39:48,610 --> 00:39:49,570
Oh.
775
00:39:49,650 --> 00:39:50,940
We have this as new.
776
00:39:51,070 --> 00:39:52,610
I used to go to Walplex.
777
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:57,370
I could have them send
your history over, if you like.
778
00:39:57,450 --> 00:39:59,240
Yeah, that'd be great, thank you.
779
00:40:08,670 --> 00:40:10,380
-There you go.
-Thanks.
780
00:40:15,300 --> 00:40:16,340
I, uh...
781
00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:18,900
I was friends with Hannah.
782
00:40:21,940 --> 00:40:23,230
You were?
783
00:40:23,480 --> 00:40:25,190
Yeah. Um...
784
00:40:25,270 --> 00:40:27,230
I'm really sorry about what happened.
785
00:40:30,650 --> 00:40:31,730
Thank you, Alex.
786
00:40:32,700 --> 00:40:33,700
Yeah.
787
00:40:43,920 --> 00:40:44,840
Thank you.
788
00:41:07,650 --> 00:41:10,070
Apparently your mom called my dad.
789
00:41:11,030 --> 00:41:12,200
Oh, Jesus.
790
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:14,080
My mom. I'll text her.
791
00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:18,000
We do not need that particular
hysterical phone call at this moment.
792
00:41:18,080 --> 00:41:20,670
Maybe if you didn't keep all those
secrets from her--
793
00:41:20,750 --> 00:41:22,790
Oh, fuck you, with your secrets.
794
00:41:25,080 --> 00:41:26,080
[engine starts]
795
00:41:26,170 --> 00:41:27,220
Could I, uh...
796
00:41:29,500 --> 00:41:31,250
Could I get those tapes back sometime?
797
00:41:39,350 --> 00:41:40,350
Sure thing.
798
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:50,860
So, what, was this your plan
the whole time?
799
00:41:51,030 --> 00:41:52,990
Maybe I helped it along, but...
800
00:41:53,070 --> 00:41:55,620
I knew sooner or later
you'd want the tapes back.
801
00:41:56,780 --> 00:41:58,190
-You knew?
-Yeah.
802
00:41:59,990 --> 00:42:01,410
You haven't heard yours yet.
803
00:42:13,710 --> 00:42:14,790
It's delicious, but...
804
00:42:15,420 --> 00:42:16,710
not another bite.
805
00:42:20,470 --> 00:42:21,470
Thank you.
806
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:25,020
This was a good idea.
807
00:42:29,190 --> 00:42:30,320
[girl giggles]
808
00:42:32,530 --> 00:42:34,030
[chuckles] Oh.
809
00:42:34,820 --> 00:42:36,450
Honey, you can't do that.
810
00:42:37,030 --> 00:42:38,200
I'm so sorry.
811
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:39,690
-Oh, no.
-She's totally fine.
812
00:42:39,820 --> 00:42:42,030
He was due for a new hairstyle anyway.
813
00:42:43,700 --> 00:42:44,700
What's your name?
814
00:42:45,830 --> 00:42:48,040
It's okay, sweetie. You can tell her.
815
00:42:48,120 --> 00:42:49,120
Sarah.
816
00:42:49,210 --> 00:42:50,210
Sarah.
817
00:42:50,710 --> 00:42:52,120
You're very cute, Sarah.
818
00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:54,080
Say thank you, Sarah.
819
00:42:54,170 --> 00:42:55,210
No.
820
00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:58,340
Sarah. That's not nice.
821
00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:01,520
Oh, please, don't worry about it.
I have a daughter too.
822
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:04,560
No wonder you're such a pro.
How old is she?
823
00:43:05,140 --> 00:43:07,310
-Seventeen.
-Seventeen.
824
00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:09,030
Yeah, it flies by.
825
00:43:09,100 --> 00:43:12,940
Before you know it,
she'll be applying for colleges.
826
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:16,270
Hannah's already looking.
827
00:43:17,150 --> 00:43:18,770
Hannah's such a pretty name.
828
00:43:20,450 --> 00:43:21,830
She wants to go to New York.
829
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:25,110
Good luck.
830
00:43:26,200 --> 00:43:27,620
[mother] Let's go back to dinner.
831
00:43:28,290 --> 00:43:30,130
[Lainie] It's a horrible story, Matt.
832
00:43:30,630 --> 00:43:32,300
She was a beautiful...
833
00:43:33,380 --> 00:43:35,640
sweet girl, and she's gone.
834
00:43:36,880 --> 00:43:39,380
Of course, we're supposed
to tear her apart.
835
00:43:41,090 --> 00:43:43,720
Go after her reputation, her boyfriends,
836
00:43:43,890 --> 00:43:45,900
anything she's ever written or said.
837
00:43:45,970 --> 00:43:48,350
So don't do it. Don't go after her.
838
00:43:49,770 --> 00:43:51,610
You always said that's why you did law.
839
00:43:51,690 --> 00:43:54,360
If it didn't always serve justice,
it could serve the truth.
840
00:43:55,320 --> 00:43:56,320
Right?
841
00:43:56,980 --> 00:43:58,230
So find out the truth.
842
00:44:00,530 --> 00:44:02,120
What if it hurts our son?
843
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:04,960
I believe he'll survive.
844
00:44:05,370 --> 00:44:06,580
[car approaches]
845
00:44:08,330 --> 00:44:09,960
The traveler returns.
846
00:44:12,920 --> 00:44:15,130
You think that Tony's a good influence?
847
00:44:16,550 --> 00:44:19,180
My sense of him is
that he's a very good influence.
848
00:44:20,010 --> 00:44:21,930
But that's not our concern
at the moment, right?
849
00:44:22,010 --> 00:44:23,680
Nope. I know.
850
00:44:24,600 --> 00:44:25,810
I am on board.
851
00:44:27,390 --> 00:44:28,470
[door opens]
852
00:44:40,320 --> 00:44:41,490
I'm sorry.
853
00:44:41,570 --> 00:44:42,610
I'm...
854
00:44:43,950 --> 00:44:45,000
really.
855
00:44:46,740 --> 00:44:49,950
Tony and I had to talk,
and we lost track of time.
856
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:54,510
And I know this was
really not like me, believe me.
857
00:44:54,580 --> 00:44:56,410
And I'm sorry.
858
00:45:01,470 --> 00:45:03,350
Oh, God, I must be in huge trouble.
859
00:45:04,180 --> 00:45:05,180
[Lainie] No.
860
00:45:05,300 --> 00:45:08,880
But next time, a text would be
appreciated before you go,
861
00:45:08,970 --> 00:45:10,680
and not on the way home.
862
00:45:11,060 --> 00:45:12,190
No, right, of course.
863
00:45:13,310 --> 00:45:15,680
I couldn't reach my phone for a while.
864
00:45:15,770 --> 00:45:17,100
But, yes.
865
00:45:17,190 --> 00:45:19,450
And you can ground me for a month.
866
00:45:19,530 --> 00:45:20,610
No groundings.
867
00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:22,570
We're just...
868
00:45:23,650 --> 00:45:25,070
glad you're alive.
869
00:45:26,620 --> 00:45:27,830
Me too, Dad.
870
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:49,720
You didn't say much on the way home.
871
00:45:52,430 --> 00:45:53,850
I wasn't sure what to say.
872
00:45:55,940 --> 00:45:57,570
I didn't lie to that woman.
873
00:45:59,650 --> 00:46:02,240
I'm still a mother.
874
00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:05,870
And to not be the mother of a dead girl
for a few minutes!
875
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:08,610
Should we move?
876
00:46:08,910 --> 00:46:09,910
What?
877
00:46:09,990 --> 00:46:12,320
Should we move?
Should we go somewhere and start new?
878
00:46:14,660 --> 00:46:15,660
And...
879
00:46:16,500 --> 00:46:17,460
give up the store?
880
00:46:17,540 --> 00:46:20,830
I'll give up the store,
give up the house, everything...
881
00:46:23,130 --> 00:46:24,170
if I have you.
882
00:46:25,670 --> 00:46:26,840
But you do.
883
00:46:28,260 --> 00:46:29,420
You do have me.
884
00:46:31,060 --> 00:46:32,060
Okay.
885
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:33,680
Good.
886
00:46:38,480 --> 00:46:39,650
-[glass tips over]
-Shit.
887
00:46:40,690 --> 00:46:41,700
Damn it.
888
00:46:47,240 --> 00:46:49,450
I thought you had
poetry workshop tonight.
889
00:46:49,530 --> 00:46:50,570
Didn't go.
890
00:46:51,870 --> 00:46:53,370
Never going back.
891
00:46:53,740 --> 00:46:54,820
And we need to move.
892
00:46:56,960 --> 00:47:00,010
Four hundred and thirty a month,
and that's before the false alarms,
893
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:01,910
which they charge you for,
even though it's their fault.
894
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:05,670
You should have told me you canceled.
I was on hold with them for an hour!
895
00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:07,470
You know we need to cut expenses.
896
00:47:07,550 --> 00:47:09,170
We should have discussed it first.
897
00:47:09,260 --> 00:47:10,710
We live in the safest town in America!
898
00:47:10,800 --> 00:47:12,840
-That is not the point.
-Honey, honey.
899
00:47:12,930 --> 00:47:14,680
I'm just trying to make ends meet.
900
00:47:14,770 --> 00:47:18,230
And I'm not? We're either
in this together, or we are not.
901
00:47:18,310 --> 00:47:20,680
We can't be penny wise
and pound foolish.
902
00:47:20,770 --> 00:47:22,890
Right now we can't afford to be
penny foolish.
903
00:47:22,980 --> 00:47:25,940
Okay. I don't even know
what that means, honestly.
904
00:47:26,030 --> 00:47:28,030
[Mr. Baker] Means we're wasting money
on things we don't need.
905
00:47:28,110 --> 00:47:31,400
[Hannah] Sometimes the future
doesn't unfold the way you think it will.
906
00:47:32,200 --> 00:47:34,870
Shit happens, and people suck.
907
00:47:36,750 --> 00:47:38,670
Maybe that's why I stopped writing...
908
00:47:39,120 --> 00:47:41,120
and eventually started making tapes.
909
00:47:41,210 --> 00:47:42,510
-Listen.
-Andy, no.
910
00:47:53,300 --> 00:47:56,390
Some girls know all the lyrics
to each other's songs.
911
00:47:56,770 --> 00:47:58,690
They find harmonies in their laughter.
912
00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:01,530
Their linked elbows echo in tune.
913
00:48:03,190 --> 00:48:05,360
-What if I can't hum on key?
-[Clay] "What if I can't hum on key?
914
00:48:06,150 --> 00:48:08,900
What if my melodies
are the ones nobody hears?"
915
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:11,370
Is everyone reading that stupid magazine?
916
00:48:12,110 --> 00:48:13,780
I'm kind of addicted to it.
917
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:16,040
-You never read it?
-No.
918
00:48:16,120 --> 00:48:17,540
Listen to this:
919
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:21,050
"Some people can recognize a tree,
920
00:48:21,120 --> 00:48:23,950
a front yard,
and know they've made it home."
921
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:26,420
-That sounds like shit.
-You think so?
922
00:48:27,170 --> 00:48:29,420
I think it feels really real.
923
00:48:31,010 --> 00:48:34,520
"How many circles can I walk in
before I give up looking?
924
00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:37,300
How long before I'm lost for good?
925
00:48:37,390 --> 00:48:40,400
It must be possible to swim
in the ocean of the one you love
926
00:48:40,480 --> 00:48:42,110
without drowning.
927
00:48:42,190 --> 00:48:45,610
It must be possible to swim
without becoming water yourself.
928
00:48:46,610 --> 00:48:49,530
But I keep swallowing
what I thought was air.
929
00:48:49,610 --> 00:48:52,020
I keep finding stones tied to my feet."
930
00:48:54,240 --> 00:48:55,440
I mean, damn.
931
00:48:57,660 --> 00:48:59,320
I wonder who wrote it.
932
00:48:59,950 --> 00:49:00,820
I know, right?
933
00:49:00,910 --> 00:49:03,330
One dark human being, that's for sure.
934
00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:05,660
I mean, I like her poem, I think,
935
00:49:05,750 --> 00:49:09,080
but I'm not sure
I'd want to hang out with her.
936
00:49:13,010 --> 00:49:14,220
Well...
937
00:49:14,300 --> 00:49:15,300
duty calls.
938
00:50:03,810 --> 00:50:04,980
[door opens]
939
00:50:14,490 --> 00:50:15,530
Hi, Clay.
940
00:50:16,950 --> 00:50:18,080
Hey, Mrs. Baker.
941
00:50:20,080 --> 00:50:21,710
I'm sorry to bother you at work.
942
00:50:22,910 --> 00:50:24,740
I wanted to give you something.
943
00:50:30,500 --> 00:50:31,540
It's from Hannah.
944
00:50:33,130 --> 00:50:35,630
Well, it's not Hannah's,
but there's a poem...
945
00:50:36,930 --> 00:50:37,810
that she wrote.
946
00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:43,730
It's really good. I mean,
even our English teacher said so.
947
00:50:48,520 --> 00:50:49,520
Page seven.
948
00:51:10,750 --> 00:51:11,960
It's her handwriting.
949
00:51:13,590 --> 00:51:14,640
Yeah.
950
00:51:17,130 --> 00:51:18,420
I know that now.
951
00:51:49,370 --> 00:51:51,500
[soft music plays]