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[Hannah] It's a giant fucking universe.

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[Clay] It  is  a giant universe.

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[Hannah] Like, how are we supposed to do
anything significant?

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Anything that means anything?
We're not even dots.

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But, somehow,
every day feels like life or death, right?

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Even though, at some level,
it also feels like nothing matters at all.

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Or means anything.

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And, like, in a real way, we're all just
accidents of birth, you know?

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Like, it's just dumb luck
that we're not having this conversation

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somewhere much worse than this basement.

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Like, some shantytown in South Asia,
or the frozen north of Iceland,

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or a burning desert in Africa.

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But that's it.

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We are exactly who we are,
in this moment, in this place,

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and I think that matters.

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Because without you, without me,
everything is different.

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I don't know if anything
would be different without me.

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I would be different.

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Okay, if I do something, it affects you.

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Makes you do something that affects,
I don't know, Alex Standall,

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who affects Jessica Davis.

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[Clay] Who affects Justin Foley,
then Zach Dempsey, then Mrs. Bradley,

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-and then Tony Padilla...
-[Hannah]  And on and on.

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[Clay]  It's huge if you think about it.

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[Hannah]  It's an infinite universe.

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[Clay]  Infinity.

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It's funny we have a word
for that concept,

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but there's no way we can understand it.

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-Maybe... love?
-Love?

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Maybe love is how you understand infinity.

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When your love has no limit.
When it goes on forever.

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Maybe that feels like infinity.

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Yeah. Maybe.

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[alarm clock ringing]

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[Clay]  Hey, Skye.

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It's, uh... It's me again.

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Clay. Calling you.

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Nothing much new to report.
I go to court today.

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To testify. For Hannah.

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Still dealing with Justin.

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This is weird.

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You should have some pancakes.
They're fucking amazing.

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[Matt] I'll get you a plate.

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Clay, your dad's going to take you
to court today.

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[exhales] Great.

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-I wish I could be there as well.
-Really no problem.

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I've got this.
And you've got alt-Clay here, so...

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But, I mean, things are actually great.

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I'm glad to be going to court,

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and I really think it's going to be
a good way to get closure.

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Yeah, I'm really looking forward
to being done with all this.

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I love you.

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Call me. Bye.

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[Mrs. Standall]
Alex, honey? Wake up. Wake up.

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-Alexander.
-What? What happened?

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-Sorry, you were sleeping so soundly.
-[sighs]

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Sorry, I was dreaming about running.

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Happy birthday.

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-Oh, wow.
-[laughs]

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Right. Thanks.

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So I heard from Peter,
and he is driving down this afternoon

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to be here in time for the party.

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Oh.

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Do we have to have a party?

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But it's all booked,
and your father got his shift off.

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Haven't you told your friends?

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Well, yeah, I mean... Plus, they got
your e-vite with the bunnies on it.

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-You not feeling up to it?
-No, I am. I totally am.

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Good. We'll have fun.

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All right. Get yourself up,
do your stretches.

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[gasps] And I have a new hemp milk to try.
It's delicious.

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[door closes]

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[sighs]

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You should come
for a morning run next time.

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[chuckles]
I don't run unless I'm being chased.

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And even then, I don't run.

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You ran pretty fast last night.

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Yeah, uh... I'm sorry.

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I got a text from Mrs. Baker,
and I had to go--

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No excuses needed.

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Look, I don't wanna tie you down.

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And I don't want you to think
you owe me anything.

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But I like you. A lot, I think.

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-I'm done early tonight.
-Hmm.

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No self-defense class.

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-That's quite a group you got there.
-Yeah. Yeah, right?

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The, uh, the guy with no eye,
what's his deal?

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I don't know, really.

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He got beat pretty bad a while back.
I think it was mugging or something.

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He takes a few classes.

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I think he's working through the PTSD
from the assault.

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Seems pretty haunted by it.

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Jesus.

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-Does he remember much?
-Haven't spoken to him about it.

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-There's lots of stories in that class.
-I bet.

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Aren't we going the wrong way
for your first period?

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Uh, I thought we'd take
the long way today.

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-Why is Zach waiting for us?
-[chuckles]

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-And why is he smiling like that? What?
-[laughs]

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-Wait, is it your birthday?
-[Jessica] Whoo!

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-What?
-What?

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[Zach, Jessica laugh]

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-You guys got a banner made?
-It was a group project.

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I made the design, Clay ordered it online,
and Zach put it up.

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Wow, that's...

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[chuckles] ...that's really, really nice,
you guys.

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[Bryce] Aw.

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Happy birthday, buddy.

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Oh, sweet banner.

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Is your mom bringing cupcakes?

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I hope she brings enough
for the whole class.

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Maybe you'll get a new cane
this year too, huh?

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[chuckling] Yeah.

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And some new friends.

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[Alex] Fuck you!

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You fucking rapist!

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Dude, shit like that
doesn't do anybody any good.

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Yeah? Well, it felt good to me.

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Maybe if you'd stop defending him
all the time.

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-When have I ever defended him?
-Every day.

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Every day you hang around him
and play baseball with him,

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you choose his side.

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Jess, tell him.

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Why would you do that?

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Shit. I'm so sorry.

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-I mean...
-Jess.

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Don't.

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Come on, didn't you see the red light?

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-It means you're not--
-Hey.

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Uh, hi.

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-Sorry.
-No, uh, you're-- No big deal.

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I know what the red light means.
[chuckles]

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So, um, last night was really fun.

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We should, maybe, do it again sometime.

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We should clean vomit
off your brother's boots?

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We should hang out.
Maybe not in the bathroom.

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So, hang out in your yard?

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Or another building. Restaurant.
Movie theater, perhaps?

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-Do you mean, like a--
-I mean, like a date.

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It's an early stage in the mating ritual
of  homo sapiens.

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We agree to go somewhere together.

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I obsess over what to wear

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and then you obsess over if you should pay
or if we're splitting it.

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We show up,
it either goes great or it goes terrible,

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and then we decide if we wanna
put ourselves through it again.

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What sadistic person invented this ritual?

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[Mackenzie chuckles]

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Every person.

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-So, you wanna?
-Um...

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Yes. I-- I really do.

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She was faithful.

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She was kind to me
and cared about what happened to me.

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She never gossiped,
or told lies about people.

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And what sorts of things
did you do together?

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We had some classes together,
we ate lunch together sometimes,

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and we worked together at the Crestmont.

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And we talked, a lot.

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-What did you talk about?
-We talked about...

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about books and shows
and songs and eclipses

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and zombies and bike helmets and...

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and I guess our... our hopes and dreams.

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[Hannah]  Helmet.

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Helmet. Helmet.

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If you don't help build this tower,
you don't get to knock it down.

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I-- I just need to finish this chapter.

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Do you really have homework?
School's over in, like, two days.

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All we do in my classes
is watch  Stand and Deliver.

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I wanna get the summer reading done
before I, um, leave for my grandparents'

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for the summer.

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Wait, what?

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My parents think it's good
for a "growing boy"

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to spend time in the country. [scoffs]

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We don't exactly live
in a thriving metropolis.

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Ten minutes at my grandparents',
and you would disagree. [chuckles]

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What am I supposed to do all summer
without you?

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-Wait, you're... you're gonna miss me?
-Of course.

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You're the only friend I have left.

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Come on, that's not true.

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Will you write me,
like, old-school letters?

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Yeah. I mean, can I write them
on the computer and print them?

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You may not. And no postcards.

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I want handwritten missives
filled with your deepest, darkest secrets.

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Are you gonna write me back?

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"Dear Helmet,

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today, someone smeared feces
on the bathroom wall,

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and I got to clean it up.

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But there was an expired box of Milk Duds
that I got to take home for free."

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Those are your deepest
and darkest secrets?

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Write me, and you'll find out.

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-Whoa!
-[laughs]

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I never wrote her.

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I just...

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Summer gets away from you,
and stuff happens.

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And I guess I didn't really think
that she'd be thinking of me.

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I mean, I didn't think
I was that important.

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And you always think that...
you think that you'll have plenty of time.

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[whimpers]

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I'm sorry.

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-What the hell?
-Whatever happened to

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"What happens in The Clubhouse
stays in The Clubhouse"?

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Not in here. Jesus.

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-What the fuck is your problem?
-Somebody's blackmailing me.

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If my dad sees that, I'm dead.

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Fuck.

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Look, you need to help me shut this down.

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-I need to?
-You owe me.

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I don't owe anybody anything, Marcus.

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I got a lot of eyes on me right now, okay?

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I can't get involved
in some stripper shit.

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-You're already involved. You were there.
-I'm not in the video.

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Are you fucking kidding me?

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After what I did for you in court,
you can't return the favor?

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A favor's only a favor
if someone asks for it.

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And I didn't ask you
to drag my name into this shit.

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That's on you.

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[school bell rings]

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Clay, you've testified today
that Hannah was a victim

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of a culture of bullying at Liberty High.

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But isn't it true
that you are also a part of that culture?

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No, I don't think I am.

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Isn't it true that you took pictures
of Tyler Down through his window

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that you then circulated around the school
via social media?

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-Yes, but--
-[Dennis] Objection, Your Honor.

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Beyond the scope of the direct.

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Your Honor, he's already testified
to the nature of bullying at Liberty.

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[judge] I'll allow it.

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[Sonya] Clay, isn't it true
that you were suspended from school

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for possession of marijuana?

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-It wasn't mine. I was set up.
-I see.

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And at any point
subsequent to that suspension,

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did you attempt to buy more marijuana?

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-Yes, but I was--
-And isn't it true that your vandalism

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caused thousands of dollars of damage
to Zach Dempsey's car?

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I was angry at him.
I... I paid for the damage.

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What did you do when you were angry
at Courtney Crimsen?

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I just took her to Hannah's grave.

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And isn't it true that you accused her
of being responsible for Hannah's death?

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She is responsible.
All of those kids are responsible.

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Are you responsible, Clay?
Are you responsible for Hannah's death?

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Yes, I am. I let her down.

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But there are kids who did a lot worse,
kids who you let skate,

244
00:14:10,516 --> 00:14:13,519
who did things you won't even talk about.
And adults at Liberty don't--

245
00:14:13,602 --> 00:14:15,604
[Sonya] Request to strike that
as non-responsive.

246
00:14:15,688 --> 00:14:18,649
[judge] So ordered.
The jury will ignore that answer.

247
00:14:18,857 --> 00:14:21,861
Clay, you've testified
that you were Hannah's friend

248
00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:22,945
but never her boyfriend.

249
00:14:23,028 --> 00:14:24,613
-Is that correct?
-Yes.

250
00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,615
And you said that you kissed once.

251
00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:28,993
-Is that correct?
-Yes.

252
00:14:29,326 --> 00:14:31,161
Did you ever spend a night together?

253
00:14:31,245 --> 00:14:35,416
You mean, have... have sex? No.

254
00:14:35,708 --> 00:14:39,753
No. I mean, spend a night together,

255
00:14:39,837 --> 00:14:42,548
evening, night, into the next morning.

256
00:14:45,217 --> 00:14:48,470
Clay, did you and Hannah
ever spend a night together?

257
00:14:48,929 --> 00:14:49,805
Yes.

258
00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:51,765
And did you do drugs together?

259
00:15:01,317 --> 00:15:02,151
Yes.

260
00:15:04,361 --> 00:15:06,447
-[music playing]
-[students cheering]

261
00:15:06,822 --> 00:15:07,948
Go, Tigers!

262
00:15:09,617 --> 00:15:12,578
-Hey! Go, Tigers!
-Yeah!

263
00:15:13,329 --> 00:15:15,456
Hey! Go, Tigers!

264
00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:16,624
[air horn blares]

265
00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:20,252
Hey! Go, Tigers!

266
00:15:22,296 --> 00:15:24,131
Hey! Go, Tigers!

267
00:15:24,214 --> 00:15:28,177
[cheering]

268
00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:34,475
[Chlöe] Let's give it up
for our varsity baseball team!

269
00:15:37,227 --> 00:15:39,229
[student] Go, Tigers!

270
00:15:39,647 --> 00:15:42,399
-[student] Oh, look at him.
-[audience] Aww.

271
00:15:42,483 --> 00:15:45,152
Hey, how about a hand
for our new cheer captain, Chlöe Rice?

272
00:15:45,235 --> 00:15:50,157
[cheering]

273
00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:51,533
So sweet.

274
00:15:52,242 --> 00:15:56,330
And now, for our emcee
of today's assembly,

275
00:15:56,872 --> 00:15:59,124
Marcus Cole!

276
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:01,377
-[cheering]
-[music playing]

277
00:16:12,429 --> 00:16:13,263
That's right.

278
00:16:14,014 --> 00:16:18,519
That's right.
I, uh... dressed for the occasion.

279
00:16:18,602 --> 00:16:19,478
Who's impressed?

280
00:16:20,104 --> 00:16:22,106
[cheering]

281
00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:30,906
He turned it
into a fucking publicity stunt.

282
00:16:31,448 --> 00:16:33,367
He's got this whole
fucking school brainwashed.

283
00:16:33,450 --> 00:16:36,245
We have to do something else, man.
Okay? Something bigger.

284
00:16:39,039 --> 00:16:40,082
What did you have in mind?

285
00:16:47,006 --> 00:16:48,549
I'm sorry, Dad.

286
00:16:50,092 --> 00:16:53,095
For what, kiddo? For telling the truth?

287
00:16:54,638 --> 00:16:56,056
For not telling you...

288
00:16:59,018 --> 00:16:59,852
stuff.

289
00:17:00,394 --> 00:17:01,395
And what did you say?

290
00:17:01,687 --> 00:17:05,607
I didn't...
I didn't know what to say. I...

291
00:17:08,235 --> 00:17:09,778
You know there's nothing you could do,

292
00:17:11,155 --> 00:17:15,784
nothing that would stop your mother and me
from loving you.

293
00:17:15,993 --> 00:17:19,079
You heard Hannah say this,
and you did nothing?

294
00:17:19,371 --> 00:17:21,081
I didn't think she meant it like that.

295
00:17:23,584 --> 00:17:29,214
Why is it kids
don't tell their parents anything, ever?

296
00:17:31,675 --> 00:17:32,760
Is it shame?

297
00:17:34,386 --> 00:17:35,220
Or fear?

298
00:17:36,930 --> 00:17:40,100
It can't be fear of punishment.
No one's punished for anything anymore.

299
00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:44,480
Are you afraid we won't understand?

300
00:17:46,774 --> 00:17:49,276
More like afraid
you'd understand too well.

301
00:17:49,860 --> 00:17:51,403
So you're protecting your secrets?

302
00:17:51,904 --> 00:17:54,406
We were all still recovering--

303
00:17:54,615 --> 00:17:58,035
From drugs.
And that explains why you did nothing?

304
00:17:59,161 --> 00:18:00,454
Or we're protecting you.

305
00:18:06,877 --> 00:18:08,212
Look, I have to get to school.

306
00:18:13,425 --> 00:18:17,262
Let's welcome
this year's varsity track team!

307
00:18:18,305 --> 00:18:20,724
-[students cheering]
-[music playing]

308
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:37,116
[Clay]  Hey, Skye. Me again.
Court was not great.

309
00:18:38,742 --> 00:18:41,245
They found out about this thing
Hannah said one time,

310
00:18:41,328 --> 00:18:43,497
and they blew it way out of proportion.

311
00:18:47,584 --> 00:18:50,796
But now I can't stop thinking
about the morning she said it

312
00:18:51,171 --> 00:18:52,881
and the night we spent before.

313
00:18:53,382 --> 00:18:54,383
[Jeff] Hey, Jensen.

314
00:19:00,597 --> 00:19:01,932
Don't you have a class to get to?

315
00:19:03,517 --> 00:19:05,853
-Don't you guys?
-No, man. We just won State.

316
00:19:06,562 --> 00:19:08,188
They don't make us go to school anymore.

317
00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,149
Yeah, you wish.

318
00:19:11,400 --> 00:19:14,027
I'm wondering why
after such an excellent pep rally,

319
00:19:14,111 --> 00:19:16,697
it seems like your pep
has not been rallied.

320
00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:18,240
[chuckles]

321
00:19:18,907 --> 00:19:22,494
-I'm not a pep sort, I guess.
-Okay.

322
00:19:24,454 --> 00:19:26,248
I didn't see you sit next to Hannah.

323
00:19:28,750 --> 00:19:30,043
I never sit next to Hannah.

324
00:19:30,711 --> 00:19:31,795
You always try to.

325
00:19:32,838 --> 00:19:33,922
[chuckles]

326
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:34,923
Not lately.

327
00:19:39,678 --> 00:19:42,181
Remember that poem
that everyone was talking about?

328
00:19:42,556 --> 00:19:44,808
Everyone was talking about a poem?
How is that possible?

329
00:19:44,892 --> 00:19:46,393
Who talks about poems?

330
00:19:46,476 --> 00:19:48,353
[stammers] I-- Anyway...

331
00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:50,647
I made fun of it.

332
00:19:52,024 --> 00:19:55,527
And I didn't know it was hers, and...

333
00:19:55,986 --> 00:19:59,489
Man, if you and Hannah's relationship
were a novel,

334
00:19:59,990 --> 00:20:03,035
a major theme would be "mistakes."

335
00:20:04,203 --> 00:20:05,245
Thank you.

336
00:20:07,748 --> 00:20:08,832
We'll figure this out.

337
00:20:09,875 --> 00:20:12,544
The last time I took your advice,
she ran out on me at the dance.

338
00:20:13,003 --> 00:20:15,088
No, no, no, no,
that wasn't my fault, all right?

339
00:20:15,172 --> 00:20:16,506
If I recall correctly,

340
00:20:16,882 --> 00:20:20,052
it was your nerves and uptight nature
that just ruined everything.

341
00:20:20,636 --> 00:20:24,056
Look, you both
are just too hung up on shit.

342
00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:27,184
We'll work on this.

343
00:20:27,434 --> 00:20:29,019
I don't have an uptight nature.

344
00:20:31,521 --> 00:20:32,814
[both chuckle]

345
00:20:34,107 --> 00:20:37,027
You know what? We're gonna have
a gathering this weekend.

346
00:20:37,110 --> 00:20:40,280
Me, you, Hannah, my girl, Leah,
and some friends. I'll text you.

347
00:20:42,616 --> 00:20:46,245
-I don't really do parties.
-Oh, you'll do this one.

348
00:20:48,288 --> 00:20:49,748
See you Saturday, Jensen.

349
00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:10,185
We're taking State this year.
And it's for him.

350
00:21:13,814 --> 00:21:17,359
He was what a teammate should be. Loyal.

351
00:21:17,442 --> 00:21:20,112
-Yeah, he always had your back.
-Never had to wonder about that.

352
00:21:21,822 --> 00:21:23,115
And he looked out for people.

353
00:21:24,199 --> 00:21:26,368
Always took care of his guys,
no questions asked.

354
00:21:26,785 --> 00:21:28,578
-Yeah.
-Right.

355
00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:40,090
[Clay]  I just keep thinking... did I miss
something huge, like I did with you?

356
00:21:44,011 --> 00:21:45,053
What are you doing here?

357
00:21:46,638 --> 00:21:49,808
I stayed to watch them hang Jeff's jersey.

358
00:21:51,476 --> 00:21:52,644
Yeah, me, too.

359
00:21:56,481 --> 00:21:58,567
How'd it go, in court?

360
00:21:59,609 --> 00:22:00,610
Not well.

361
00:22:03,113 --> 00:22:05,574
-I'm sorry.
-They asked me about the party at Jeff's.

362
00:22:06,033 --> 00:22:07,242
Before summer, last year.

363
00:22:07,784 --> 00:22:09,661
Oh, shit. How'd they know about that?

364
00:22:11,413 --> 00:22:13,832
God, no, Clay. I would never.

365
00:22:14,374 --> 00:22:15,208
I swear.

366
00:22:17,336 --> 00:22:20,255
Someone must've brought it up
at their deposition. Maybe Leah.

367
00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:22,424
It doesn't matter now.

368
00:22:24,051 --> 00:22:26,011
Was there anything in your text messages?

369
00:22:27,345 --> 00:22:28,638
No. Why?

370
00:22:28,722 --> 00:22:32,142
Well, 'cause the other night, your mom,
she was asking me about a text.

371
00:22:32,225 --> 00:22:34,102
She said it was for a case
she was working on.

372
00:22:35,437 --> 00:22:38,148
Look, anyways, I'm sure it's not as bad
as you think it is.

373
00:22:40,525 --> 00:22:41,485
It's worse.

374
00:22:42,694 --> 00:22:44,613
[register clicks]

375
00:22:44,696 --> 00:22:47,699
[Clay]  And, like,
what other signs have I missed?

376
00:22:49,159 --> 00:22:51,203
-[man] Call if you have questions.
-[Deputy Standall] Got it.

377
00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:52,954
-Good seeing you.
-Thanks, man.

378
00:22:53,038 --> 00:22:53,872
Let's go, bud.

379
00:22:55,207 --> 00:22:56,083
You good?

380
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:57,751
Oh, hey, there he is.

381
00:22:58,668 --> 00:23:01,421
-Tyler, good to see you.
-Good to see you too, sir.

382
00:23:01,671 --> 00:23:02,589
-Hey.
-Hey.

383
00:23:02,672 --> 00:23:05,133
Baker Drugs.
This is a little out of your way, yeah?

384
00:23:05,217 --> 00:23:08,220
Yeah. Uh, they carry some stuff
that the WalPlex doesn't, so...

385
00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:10,764
Uh, so we're gonna see you
at the party tonight?

386
00:23:11,306 --> 00:23:13,892
Oh, I-- I didn't know, so--

387
00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:16,186
I thought that you invited
all your friends.

388
00:23:16,269 --> 00:23:17,771
Yeah, well, Jessica was supposed to--

389
00:23:17,854 --> 00:23:19,773
It's at the Epicenter tonight.
Come if you can.

390
00:23:19,856 --> 00:23:21,399
Alex would love to have you there.

391
00:23:21,483 --> 00:23:23,777
-I don't know. I don't wanna--
-[Alex] You should come.

392
00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,529
-Really. You should.
-Yeah?

393
00:23:25,612 --> 00:23:26,446
[both] Yeah.

394
00:23:27,531 --> 00:23:30,200
-Okay. Yeah, I'll be there.
-[Deputy Standall] Good.

395
00:23:30,283 --> 00:23:31,701
-Good to see you.
-Yeah, you, too.

396
00:23:31,785 --> 00:23:33,370
-Right on.
-Later.

397
00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:34,871
Later.

398
00:23:36,790 --> 00:23:38,959
Don't they do any fucking maintenance
at this place?

399
00:23:39,042 --> 00:23:40,210
-[Andy] Olivia.
-Seriously.

400
00:23:40,293 --> 00:23:42,212
With what we pay for this plot?

401
00:23:42,295 --> 00:23:46,007
-I'll speak to them on the way out.
-They promised weekly maintenance.

402
00:23:46,091 --> 00:23:49,803
-They can't even cut the fucking grass.
-Liv.

403
00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:50,804
Liv.

404
00:23:52,973 --> 00:23:53,807
[sighs]

405
00:23:56,601 --> 00:23:58,228
This day, Andy...

406
00:24:00,814 --> 00:24:04,401
I don't-- I'm not even sure
how well that kid knew Hannah.

407
00:24:04,484 --> 00:24:05,402
He knew her well.

408
00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:08,697
I think he was in love with her.

409
00:24:11,533 --> 00:24:12,576
He's a good kid.

410
00:24:15,787 --> 00:24:17,706
Yeah, who encouraged her
to do some bad things.

411
00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:19,499
One. One thing, and it wasn't...

412
00:24:21,168 --> 00:24:22,127
it wasn't that bad.

413
00:24:23,420 --> 00:24:24,838
Nothing that you and...

414
00:24:26,173 --> 00:24:27,924
you and I didn't do in high school.

415
00:24:28,925 --> 00:24:31,178
But what she said to him
the next morning--

416
00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:33,847
I've said to myself over the years.

417
00:24:36,933 --> 00:24:39,811
Was it my fault, Andy? Did I...?

418
00:24:40,353 --> 00:24:42,606
Was she sick? Did I give something to her?

419
00:24:42,689 --> 00:24:44,441
-God, no.
-The women in my family--

420
00:24:44,524 --> 00:24:48,278
Stop, Liv. Just stop.
Our Hannah was very happy.

421
00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:52,449
She was kind, intelligent, beautiful,
and she was very, very happy.

422
00:24:52,908 --> 00:24:54,367
That's our Hannah.

423
00:25:01,666 --> 00:25:02,834
[Olivia sobs]

424
00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:09,424
We were happy, weren't we?

425
00:25:10,592 --> 00:25:11,593
We were happy.

426
00:25:31,655 --> 00:25:32,530
Andy...

427
00:25:35,367 --> 00:25:36,243
Andy...

428
00:25:37,744 --> 00:25:39,037
Should we go have some dinner?

429
00:25:44,251 --> 00:25:45,418
These are kinda cute.

430
00:25:46,419 --> 00:25:48,380
-They're all right.
-I need more yoga pants.

431
00:25:48,546 --> 00:25:51,675
I mean, how many pairs of yoga pants
does one person need?

432
00:25:52,092 --> 00:25:56,221
-I mean, do you even do yoga?
-I do, I--

433
00:25:56,304 --> 00:25:58,056
-All right. Shut up.
-[laughs]

434
00:25:59,224 --> 00:26:00,892
How long have you been together?

435
00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:05,146
Uh, it'll be five months next Thursday.

436
00:26:05,772 --> 00:26:07,399
Damn. Has it been that long already?

437
00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:11,319
Wow, okay. Don't act so excited now.

438
00:26:11,403 --> 00:26:12,821
-Uh...
-[laughs]

439
00:26:12,904 --> 00:26:16,491
See, that's her way of saying,
"I can't get enough of you, baby."

440
00:26:16,574 --> 00:26:20,620
Wow. You guys are adorable.
And by that, I mean disgusting.

441
00:26:20,745 --> 00:26:21,913
[chuckles]

442
00:26:23,581 --> 00:26:25,208
I'll let you guys do your thing.

443
00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:26,543
-All right. Thanks.
-All right.

444
00:26:35,427 --> 00:26:37,762
So is he, like, in college, or...?

445
00:26:38,555 --> 00:26:40,598
[Nina] Uh, junior college.

446
00:26:40,682 --> 00:26:44,227
But he's transferring to Berkeley
for fall semester. Pre-law.

447
00:26:44,311 --> 00:26:48,189
-Shit. He's kind of amazing.
-I know, right?

448
00:26:49,691 --> 00:26:53,278
But, I mean, hey, I deserve amazing.

449
00:26:54,404 --> 00:26:55,655
So do you, by the way.

450
00:26:56,489 --> 00:26:58,408
Whenever you're ready
to get back out there.

451
00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:05,874
[Bryce]  Shh. Shh. Don't worry about it.

452
00:27:06,416 --> 00:27:08,335
-Just having fun.
-What are you doing? Please!

453
00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:21,014
Don't worry about it.

454
00:27:21,097 --> 00:27:23,099
-Just having fun.
-What are you doing? Please!

455
00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:24,601
[gasps]

456
00:27:25,894 --> 00:27:27,062
[Jessica] Please. No.

457
00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:28,730
[panting]

458
00:27:36,946 --> 00:27:38,948
[sobbing]

459
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:41,701
[alarm beeping]

460
00:27:41,785 --> 00:27:45,747
Jessica! Hey. Hey. What's--

461
00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:46,873
You need to pay for that.

462
00:27:46,956 --> 00:27:50,502
Uh, no, here, it was an accident.
I'm sorry. She's not buying it.

463
00:27:51,127 --> 00:27:52,670
Jess. Hey.

464
00:27:52,754 --> 00:27:55,298
-[Jessica] I'm sorry. [panting]
-[alarm stops]

465
00:27:59,636 --> 00:28:02,055
It's okay. It's okay.

466
00:28:04,099 --> 00:28:04,974
Are you okay?

467
00:28:08,061 --> 00:28:12,107
Yeah, must have been a trigger
or something.

468
00:28:12,190 --> 00:28:14,567
Security tag triggered the alarm.
It's no big deal.

469
00:28:15,026 --> 00:28:16,694
Are you sure you're okay?

470
00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:20,448
Um, babe, can you get us some gelato,
actually? Please?

471
00:28:20,907 --> 00:28:22,909
-Good idea.
-Thank you so much.

472
00:28:23,827 --> 00:28:24,953
-My treat.
-Thanks.

473
00:28:27,497 --> 00:28:30,208
He knows how we know each other, right?

474
00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:32,710
Uh, well, yeah. School.

475
00:28:35,463 --> 00:28:37,382
I don't let what happened to me define me.

476
00:28:38,007 --> 00:28:40,135
So why should I tell him
when it's not who I am?

477
00:28:41,761 --> 00:28:43,221
Yeah, yeah, that makes sense.

478
00:28:47,475 --> 00:28:50,478
-[Olivia]  Haven't been here in a while.
-It didn't feel right at first.

479
00:28:53,106 --> 00:28:54,023
How's the store?

480
00:28:55,150 --> 00:28:58,361
Uh, yeah, I was able to find
some new distributors

481
00:28:58,445 --> 00:29:01,781
for a lot of the items
so we could compete, price-wise.

482
00:29:02,532 --> 00:29:04,242
Cosmetics, for one, so...

483
00:29:04,325 --> 00:29:05,618
-That's great.
-Yeah.

484
00:29:05,827 --> 00:29:07,162
And the new pharmacist?

485
00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:09,664
He's good.

486
00:29:09,873 --> 00:29:13,126
He's young, so he knows the medicine part,
but not the people part.

487
00:29:16,087 --> 00:29:19,549
What about you? How's WalPlex?

488
00:29:20,091 --> 00:29:22,135
-Getting used to it.
-Yeah.

489
00:29:22,719 --> 00:29:24,763
I realized that I liked being my own boss,

490
00:29:24,846 --> 00:29:28,183
or letting you be the boss.

491
00:29:33,354 --> 00:29:36,274
-I don't know the right way to say this.
-Just say it, Andy.

492
00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:42,947
We need to finalize things, Liv.

493
00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:45,658
We can't stay in limbo forever.

494
00:29:52,373 --> 00:29:55,251
This is about the divorce?

495
00:29:59,756 --> 00:30:01,382
I don't wanna wait till after the trial.

496
00:30:02,008 --> 00:30:03,009
We need to move on.

497
00:30:04,803 --> 00:30:07,639
-You wanna marry her.
-No. I want...

498
00:30:10,183 --> 00:30:12,602
I wanna close a door
that I can never go back through.

499
00:30:19,025 --> 00:30:19,859
Yes.

500
00:30:22,946 --> 00:30:23,822
I see.

501
00:30:28,409 --> 00:30:32,956
[Clay]  Hey, Skye. It's me. Again.

502
00:30:33,915 --> 00:30:36,125
Listen, I don't know
if you get news there.

503
00:30:36,209 --> 00:30:37,877
Uh, you might hear about...

504
00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:42,590
about stuff I did that came out in court.

505
00:30:43,675 --> 00:30:44,884
It's kind of bad.

506
00:30:45,426 --> 00:30:46,344
Good.

507
00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:48,930
-Hungry?
-Uh, sure. Why not?

508
00:30:50,098 --> 00:30:52,350
Are you out of your mind? No.

509
00:30:53,059 --> 00:30:54,352
Dude, listen.

510
00:30:54,978 --> 00:30:57,814
-You know my body's a temple, right?
-I don't think about your body.

511
00:30:58,606 --> 00:31:01,359
What I mean is you know how healthy I am.

512
00:31:01,609 --> 00:31:04,404
-You're an athlete.
-Yeah, and a damn good one.

513
00:31:05,196 --> 00:31:07,156
But on the rare occasion,
when I want a deep,

514
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:10,451
lovely night with my lady,
we'll do a little love drug.

515
00:31:10,660 --> 00:31:12,912
I've read that that shit
can fry your brain,

516
00:31:12,996 --> 00:31:14,205
like, first time you try it.

517
00:31:14,414 --> 00:31:16,624
And riding your bike without a helmet
can kill you.

518
00:31:17,375 --> 00:31:19,919
But which one's gonna help you let loose

519
00:31:20,003 --> 00:31:23,131
and help you get past your shit
with Hannah and into each other?

520
00:31:24,424 --> 00:31:25,967
-Hmm?
-This is peer pressure.

521
00:31:26,342 --> 00:31:28,761
No, no. I don't wanna pressure you.

522
00:31:30,013 --> 00:31:31,556
You put too much pressure on yourself.

523
00:31:32,098 --> 00:31:34,142
I mean... that's the whole point.

524
00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:37,228
You agonize over every decision.

525
00:31:39,981 --> 00:31:40,815
I do not.

526
00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:44,527
Are you sure?

527
00:31:45,653 --> 00:31:49,198
I mean, we don't know where these drugs
come from, or even what drugs they are.

528
00:31:49,824 --> 00:31:52,785
The way you say "drugs" makes you sound
like a Republican senator.

529
00:31:53,703 --> 00:31:54,996
I'm just saying, we don't...

530
00:31:56,581 --> 00:31:57,624
we don't have to do this.

531
00:31:58,791 --> 00:32:02,462
You know, we can go hang out
somewhere else, or...

532
00:32:05,214 --> 00:32:07,800
Sure. I mean, if you want to. But...

533
00:32:09,594 --> 00:32:10,637
aren't you curious?

534
00:32:11,346 --> 00:32:12,513
[Alex] I'm telling you, Clay.

535
00:32:12,847 --> 00:32:14,223
It's a very good idea for you.

536
00:32:16,476 --> 00:32:17,310
Water?

537
00:32:18,186 --> 00:32:20,271
Guys, what if we just ate
a bunch of sugar and caffeine?

538
00:32:20,355 --> 00:32:23,983
-That's a certain kind of high, right?
-Seriously, do not worry.

539
00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,694
All right. Here you go.

540
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,780
Three first-timers,

541
00:32:29,572 --> 00:32:30,490
three veterans.

542
00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:32,492
We got you guys.

543
00:32:34,077 --> 00:32:34,911
Totally.

544
00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:39,958
This is so peer pressure.
Like, at its worst.

545
00:32:53,262 --> 00:32:55,390
[video machine beeping]

546
00:32:55,723 --> 00:32:58,309
Uh, so tell me the truth.
How's he doing, guys?

547
00:32:58,810 --> 00:32:59,894
-He's good.
-Yeah?

548
00:32:59,978 --> 00:33:02,355
His balance is getting better
and so is his strength.

549
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:04,774
I mean, he's still working
on his memory, but...

550
00:33:04,857 --> 00:33:06,109
But he's doing great.

551
00:33:06,776 --> 00:33:09,612
[Deputy Standall] You only need one hand
to whoop your old man at Skee-Ball.

552
00:33:09,737 --> 00:33:11,322
-[Peter] Hey.
-Yep.

553
00:33:11,406 --> 00:33:13,658
You should've challenged me
at Dance Dance Revolution.

554
00:33:15,994 --> 00:33:18,871
It's my birthday.
You're supposed to laugh at my jokes.

555
00:33:19,122 --> 00:33:20,873
[Mrs. Standall] All right. Wings.

556
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:21,958
Yeah.

557
00:33:22,041 --> 00:33:25,253
-Fries. And curly fries.
-All right.

558
00:33:25,336 --> 00:33:27,547
-Burgers will come up when they're ready.
-Thanks, Mom.

559
00:33:27,630 --> 00:33:28,464
Thank you.

560
00:33:28,548 --> 00:33:29,799
You got all your game cards?

561
00:33:29,882 --> 00:33:31,759
Yeah. Yeah, thank you, Mrs. Standall.

562
00:33:34,303 --> 00:33:35,304
[Zach] Hey. Jess.

563
00:33:38,224 --> 00:33:39,600
-Hey, hey, hey.
-Yeah?

564
00:33:39,684 --> 00:33:41,436
He can go. He's good.

565
00:33:51,237 --> 00:33:52,071
Hey.

566
00:33:52,947 --> 00:33:57,535
I won this for you
just to say sorry about today.

567
00:33:58,995 --> 00:34:00,246
You didn't have to do that.

568
00:34:00,580 --> 00:34:02,999
Yeah, well, if I hadn't won it,
I'd just be saying sorry,

569
00:34:03,082 --> 00:34:05,877
and I thought
maybe the cuteness would help.

570
00:34:06,210 --> 00:34:07,920
Look, we don't need to talk about it.

571
00:34:11,466 --> 00:34:12,300
[Jessica] Hey.

572
00:34:14,052 --> 00:34:16,929
-[Mrs. Standall] Hi, sweetie. How are you?
-[Deputy Standall] Great to see you.

573
00:34:18,556 --> 00:34:19,599
[Jessica] Hi. How are you?

574
00:34:19,682 --> 00:34:21,851
-[all laughing]
-I just think it's complicated.

575
00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:24,062
See, the thing is to be in the group,

576
00:34:24,395 --> 00:34:26,898
but not about the group,
you know what I mean?

577
00:34:27,190 --> 00:34:30,276
-No. What do you mean?
-All right. Take Alex.

578
00:34:30,610 --> 00:34:34,363
[laughs] You're friends with Justin Foley.

579
00:34:34,989 --> 00:34:36,699
[laughs] Which is, like, whatever.

580
00:34:37,116 --> 00:34:41,120
And he says you're a good guy.
He doesn't say that about most people.

581
00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:43,831
He doesn't. It's 'cause he's a dick.

582
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:46,125
[laughter]

583
00:34:46,501 --> 00:34:50,421
I just feel, like, tremendous positivity
for everyone right now.

584
00:34:51,881 --> 00:34:53,466
Mmm. Exactly.

585
00:34:54,675 --> 00:34:56,886
In fact, I think it's time
that a few of us

586
00:34:56,969 --> 00:34:59,263
actually slip off for a while.

587
00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:01,015
-Sound good?
-Totally.

588
00:35:01,140 --> 00:35:04,602
-Wait. Wait, no. Wait. Where are you...?
-[Jeff, Leah laugh]

589
00:35:04,685 --> 00:35:06,062
[Jeff] Enjoy your night.

590
00:35:07,063 --> 00:35:08,773
It's already a great night.

591
00:35:09,607 --> 00:35:12,235
I agree. [chuckles]

592
00:35:12,318 --> 00:35:16,489
It's like... It's like everything
is what it is, but, like, more.

593
00:35:16,823 --> 00:35:19,992
-Like, touching... touching things.
-I know.

594
00:35:20,284 --> 00:35:22,161
[gasping]

595
00:35:29,919 --> 00:35:31,879
[arcade game noises continue]

596
00:35:38,302 --> 00:35:40,805
For someone who hates parties,
I go to a lot of parties.

597
00:35:42,807 --> 00:35:43,641
Yeah.

598
00:35:46,060 --> 00:35:47,270
And it never ends well.

599
00:35:49,355 --> 00:35:50,231
Nope.

600
00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:55,319
[sighs]

601
00:35:56,612 --> 00:35:57,655
What is he doing here?

602
00:35:58,614 --> 00:36:01,450
-No, Alex told me to come.
-Tyler, he was just being nice.

603
00:36:01,784 --> 00:36:03,035
He doesn't want you here.

604
00:36:03,494 --> 00:36:06,747
I wanna talk to Alex.
Okay, look, I brought him something.

605
00:36:07,039 --> 00:36:10,209
What? "Oh, happy birthday, Alex.
Here's a photo book of you in a coma"?

606
00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:12,170
He told you about that?

607
00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:15,131
Get out. Now.

608
00:36:23,181 --> 00:36:26,058
Wait. Where is Tyler going?

609
00:36:27,351 --> 00:36:30,104
-Don't worry. We got rid of him.
-No, I told him to come.

610
00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:32,857
Alex, look, I know he visited you a lot
in the hospital,

611
00:36:32,940 --> 00:36:35,443
-but he's a fucking pervert.
-After what he did to Hannah--

612
00:36:35,526 --> 00:36:37,236
[Clay] What he did? Seriously?

613
00:36:37,445 --> 00:36:39,614
At least Tyler tried
to help Hannah in court.

614
00:36:39,697 --> 00:36:42,825
That's more than you can say, Zach.
You helped turn her into Hannah the Slut.

615
00:36:42,909 --> 00:36:45,453
-At least we didn't do drugs.
-You guys, come on.

616
00:36:45,786 --> 00:36:47,246
You come on. You didn't help either.

617
00:36:47,330 --> 00:36:49,415
-I tried.
-From what you said today in court,

618
00:36:49,498 --> 00:36:50,875
you hurt her more than any of us.

619
00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:53,920
-They took that out of context.
-[Alex] So you didn't let her down?

620
00:36:54,170 --> 00:36:55,588
How are you any different than us?

621
00:37:00,176 --> 00:37:01,302
What are you thinking about?

622
00:37:03,054 --> 00:37:04,472
What are you thinking about?

623
00:37:04,555 --> 00:37:06,474
Come on, tell me.
What are you thinking about?

624
00:37:06,557 --> 00:37:09,018
-I... I don't know.
-[upbeat guitar song playing]

625
00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:10,895
You're not saying.

626
00:37:11,938 --> 00:37:13,064
I have...

627
00:37:14,857 --> 00:37:16,651
so many thoughts.

628
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:18,236
Give me one.

629
00:37:24,367 --> 00:37:27,536
[groaning]

630
00:37:27,620 --> 00:37:28,788
[chuckles]

631
00:37:33,834 --> 00:37:35,002
Infinity.

632
00:37:36,629 --> 00:37:38,422
It's an infinity ceiling?

633
00:37:38,506 --> 00:37:41,133
No. It totally is. Look at it.

634
00:37:51,519 --> 00:37:52,603
Infinity.

635
00:37:55,273 --> 00:37:57,525
It's funny how we have a word
for that concept,

636
00:37:57,608 --> 00:38:00,027
but there's no way we can understand it.

637
00:38:02,530 --> 00:38:03,614
Maybe love.

638
00:38:06,033 --> 00:38:07,159
Love?

639
00:38:07,910 --> 00:38:10,830
Maybe love is how you understand infinity.

640
00:38:11,914 --> 00:38:14,667
When your love has no limits,
when it goes on forever.

641
00:38:15,084 --> 00:38:17,253
Maybe that feels like infinity.

642
00:38:23,384 --> 00:38:24,218
Huh.

643
00:38:26,846 --> 00:38:27,847
Yeah, maybe.

644
00:38:34,228 --> 00:38:35,438
How are you feeling?

645
00:38:35,604 --> 00:38:38,858
[chuckles] I feel fucking great.

646
00:38:38,941 --> 00:38:40,818
[both laugh]

647
00:38:40,901 --> 00:38:43,821
At this moment,
I am not afraid of anything.

648
00:38:43,904 --> 00:38:46,240
-I am fearless.
-Yeah.

649
00:38:49,452 --> 00:38:50,286
I feel...

650
00:38:52,121 --> 00:38:53,414
peaceful.

651
00:38:55,833 --> 00:38:59,128
-But it's just the drug, right?
-Is it?

652
00:39:00,254 --> 00:39:02,465
Didn't these feelings
have to be somewhere inside of us

653
00:39:02,548 --> 00:39:03,716
for the drug to find them?

654
00:39:05,509 --> 00:39:07,136
I'm not sure that's how it works.

655
00:39:09,180 --> 00:39:10,556
Do you believe we have a soul?

656
00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:14,185
I don't know. I hope so.

657
00:39:15,770 --> 00:39:18,439
If you could see the future,
would you wanna see the future?

658
00:39:19,774 --> 00:39:20,608
No.

659
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,278
-You answered that fast.
-[chuckles] Well...

660
00:39:25,529 --> 00:39:27,615
Like, can I change the future?

661
00:39:28,908 --> 00:39:32,328
Because if I can see it
and I know what's coming,

662
00:39:32,411 --> 00:39:35,790
and there's nothing I can do about it,
then it's just anxiety.

663
00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:37,917
You can always change the future.

664
00:39:39,835 --> 00:39:41,545
So you don't believe in destiny?

665
00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:44,882
I do. I just believe it can change.

666
00:40:00,231 --> 00:40:02,358
This is the saddest birthday party ever.

667
00:40:03,317 --> 00:40:05,653
[cell phone ringing, vibrating]

668
00:40:07,405 --> 00:40:09,156
Shit. Uh, I gotta take this.

669
00:40:11,242 --> 00:40:13,619
Hey, Mom.
Yeah, no, I'm just out with the guys.

670
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:19,250
I'll be home soon.
Yeah. No, I know, I know.

671
00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:22,211
[sighs]

672
00:40:22,294 --> 00:40:25,256
Okay. Yeah, I'm on my way. Bye.

673
00:40:28,717 --> 00:40:29,677
"The guys"?

674
00:40:31,053 --> 00:40:32,221
You're out with the guys?

675
00:40:32,847 --> 00:40:34,598
I just told her I'd go home and watch May.

676
00:40:34,682 --> 00:40:35,558
Home from what?

677
00:40:35,975 --> 00:40:37,393
Why'd you lie about where you are?

678
00:40:38,018 --> 00:40:38,936
I wasn't sure--

679
00:40:39,103 --> 00:40:41,021
Of course you should lie to her
and everybody

680
00:40:41,105 --> 00:40:43,274
'cause that's better than admitting
you're my friend?

681
00:40:43,357 --> 00:40:45,401
-She knows you're my friend.
-Bryce know where you are?

682
00:40:45,484 --> 00:40:47,027
-Come on, man.
-Fuck you, Zach.

683
00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:48,320
-Okay.
-Go home.

684
00:40:50,239 --> 00:40:52,241
Yeah, I should. Um...

685
00:40:53,075 --> 00:40:55,911
-Thank you guys for having me.
-[Deputy Standall] You don't have to go.

686
00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:01,459
I'm gonna go play some games.

687
00:41:07,631 --> 00:41:10,217
All right, you guys, truth now.
What the hell's going on?

688
00:41:10,676 --> 00:41:11,677
He's not all right.

689
00:41:14,096 --> 00:41:15,181
Uh... [clears throat]

690
00:41:16,682 --> 00:41:19,643
I think he does pretty well, most days.

691
00:41:19,727 --> 00:41:21,187
Bullshit. You said he made progress.

692
00:41:21,270 --> 00:41:23,272
He hasn't made any
since the day I saw him last.

693
00:41:23,355 --> 00:41:24,899
-A month ago.
-[Mrs. Standall] He's trying.

694
00:41:24,982 --> 00:41:26,192
Oh, he's really trying.

695
00:41:30,029 --> 00:41:31,238
Oh, shit.

696
00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:33,491
[loud game gunfire]

697
00:41:36,785 --> 00:41:37,620
Hey, buddy.

698
00:41:38,662 --> 00:41:41,290
-What are you doing?
-Just playing a game, Dad.

699
00:41:42,917 --> 00:41:45,211
Okay, maybe this isn't the right game
to be playing now.

700
00:41:45,294 --> 00:41:47,379
Why not? I'm really good at it.

701
00:41:48,464 --> 00:41:50,174
Let's play another round of Skee-Ball--

702
00:41:50,257 --> 00:41:51,926
-No, Dad, fuck that.
-Alex.

703
00:41:59,850 --> 00:42:01,352
[game gunfire echoes]

704
00:42:04,939 --> 00:42:07,024
-Give me this thing. That's enough.
-Fuck, no.

705
00:42:07,107 --> 00:42:08,067
Fuck, no!

706
00:42:09,401 --> 00:42:12,154
-All right, buddy, I'm sorry. Come here.
-Fucking let me go!

707
00:42:14,573 --> 00:42:16,742
I'm broken, okay?

708
00:42:21,247 --> 00:42:22,540
I'm fucking broken.

709
00:42:22,873 --> 00:42:25,417
That's how it's gonna be.
Why don't you just live with it?

710
00:42:25,501 --> 00:42:27,962
-Alex, you're not broken.
-How the fuck would you know?

711
00:42:28,254 --> 00:42:30,589
I've seen you twice
since I got out of the hospital.

712
00:42:30,881 --> 00:42:33,384
-I had school.
-I had fucking school, too!

713
00:42:35,261 --> 00:42:36,595
And I had friends.

714
00:42:38,222 --> 00:42:39,390
Now I don't have anything,

715
00:42:40,391 --> 00:42:42,643
except all of you standing around
feeling sorry for me,

716
00:42:43,185 --> 00:42:44,728
not fucking knowing what to say.

717
00:42:45,479 --> 00:42:47,648
Maybe it would've been better
if it'd worked.

718
00:42:48,315 --> 00:42:49,733
Put the bullet through my brain

719
00:42:49,817 --> 00:42:51,360
-the way it was supposed to go?
-Stop.

720
00:42:51,735 --> 00:42:52,820
Wouldn't that be better?

721
00:42:53,028 --> 00:42:55,114
You could get on
with your stupid fucking lives.

722
00:42:55,197 --> 00:42:57,866
Fuck you, Alex. Okay? Shut up.
Just shut up.

723
00:42:57,950 --> 00:42:58,867
-Jess.
-No.

724
00:42:58,951 --> 00:43:00,703
Listen to me, you asshole.

725
00:43:00,995 --> 00:43:02,246
How could you do what you did?

726
00:43:02,454 --> 00:43:05,332
After Hannah, I needed you.

727
00:43:05,583 --> 00:43:08,252
You were the only one I could trust,
who understood

728
00:43:08,335 --> 00:43:11,130
what I was going through, and you
were gonna fucking leave me behind?

729
00:43:11,463 --> 00:43:15,050
-That's messed up, Alex. It's messed up.
-I'm sorry.

730
00:43:16,510 --> 00:43:18,679
Everybody here loves you.

731
00:43:20,222 --> 00:43:21,307
And you just don't care?

732
00:43:21,390 --> 00:43:24,393
I do care. I care. I'm sorry.

733
00:43:30,482 --> 00:43:31,900
[Deputy Standall] It's okay, it's okay.

734
00:43:34,111 --> 00:43:35,154
It's okay.

735
00:43:35,237 --> 00:43:36,989
[laptop ringing]

736
00:43:37,948 --> 00:43:40,075
[suspenseful music playing on TV]

737
00:43:43,203 --> 00:43:44,830
-Hey.
-Hey.

738
00:43:44,955 --> 00:43:48,208
-How was the party?
-Stupid party, stupid people.

739
00:43:48,292 --> 00:43:49,585
[laughs]

740
00:43:49,668 --> 00:43:51,003
Sounds right.

741
00:43:51,420 --> 00:43:53,047
Why are you sitting in the dark?

742
00:43:53,922 --> 00:43:56,967
I'm introducing my old man
to the wizarding world of  Harry Potter.

743
00:43:57,051 --> 00:43:59,386
-Seriously?
-Seriously.

744
00:43:59,803 --> 00:44:03,057
He's the last person in the world
that doesn't know what his Patronus is.

745
00:44:03,515 --> 00:44:05,768
-Fucking muggles.
-Right?

746
00:44:06,435 --> 00:44:07,311
Hey.

747
00:44:08,437 --> 00:44:11,649
Pay attention here. You're gonna need
to know that for the sixth movie.

748
00:44:13,275 --> 00:44:14,360
Hey, so, uh...

749
00:44:16,028 --> 00:44:17,196
I wanna do Zach next.

750
00:44:18,489 --> 00:44:20,199
Okay. Again?

751
00:44:20,282 --> 00:44:22,951
Yeah. He's just a fucking asshole
who needs to be checked.

752
00:44:25,371 --> 00:44:27,623
-Cool.
-Yeah. So I have this whole idea for him.

753
00:44:27,706 --> 00:44:30,000
-So I'm thinking--
-Ty, you know I'm down for whatever,

754
00:44:30,084 --> 00:44:33,087
but I got to make sure my dad
doesn't fall asleep.

755
00:44:33,170 --> 00:44:35,964
He's, like, 47.
They tend to do that during movies.

756
00:44:37,758 --> 00:44:38,676
Hey.

757
00:44:39,718 --> 00:44:41,220
Just tell me the plan. I'll be there.

758
00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:43,055
Yeah, fine. Later.

759
00:44:47,601 --> 00:44:48,686
[sighs]

760
00:45:15,254 --> 00:45:17,381
[Sonya]  Clay, isn't it true
that you heard Hannah say

761
00:45:17,464 --> 00:45:19,258
that she wanted her life to be over?

762
00:45:19,341 --> 00:45:21,176
And isn't it true that you did nothing?

763
00:45:22,553 --> 00:45:24,221
You did nothing to help her.

764
00:45:31,019 --> 00:45:32,980
If he had been honest with us
about the drugs--

765
00:45:33,063 --> 00:45:34,606
Did you know they were gonna ask?

766
00:45:35,649 --> 00:45:39,111
No, of course not. I removed myself, Matt.

767
00:45:39,903 --> 00:45:41,572
If I were to interfere with a witness--

768
00:45:41,655 --> 00:45:43,282
A witness? He's your son.

769
00:45:43,365 --> 00:45:47,411
If I were to interfere in any way,
I would be fired.

770
00:45:47,661 --> 00:45:49,121
I could be disbarred, Matt.

771
00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:50,998
Our boy did drugs, we didn't know.

772
00:45:51,081 --> 00:45:53,167
He hid a homeless boy for a week,
we didn't know.

773
00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,585
I mean, what the fuck, Lainie?

774
00:45:55,961 --> 00:45:58,589
-[Lainie] Trying to help a friend in need.
-Our son is in need.

775
00:45:58,672 --> 00:46:00,632
Yes, Matt, I'm aware.

776
00:46:01,008 --> 00:46:04,303
[Clay]  I can't stop thinking about it,
Skye. They destroyed me.

777
00:46:04,386 --> 00:46:05,888
Ask me why she was depressed.

778
00:46:06,138 --> 00:46:08,307
Why she was destroyed.
Ask me who did that to her.

779
00:46:08,390 --> 00:46:10,350
-[Sonya] No further questions.
-[judge] Jury will disregard.

780
00:46:10,434 --> 00:46:11,560
Witness, stand down.

781
00:46:12,936 --> 00:46:14,229
[Clay]  But did I deserve it?

782
00:46:16,732 --> 00:46:18,692
[Alex] Who ordered the cinnamon rolls?

783
00:46:19,985 --> 00:46:22,404
If I put that in my mouth,
I will literally puke.

784
00:46:23,238 --> 00:46:26,200
-Are we, like, all in bad moods?
-[Sheri] I am.

785
00:46:26,366 --> 00:46:29,161
I just don't even have the energy to care.

786
00:46:30,078 --> 00:46:33,499
[Jeff] No, we're just coming down.
It's normal.

787
00:46:34,041 --> 00:46:36,627
-What's the point, right?
-Yeah, exactly.

788
00:46:37,878 --> 00:46:40,172
No, but, like, really,
what's the point of anything?

789
00:46:41,215 --> 00:46:42,716
That's just the Molly talking.

790
00:46:44,927 --> 00:46:46,803
Her name's Hannah.

791
00:46:50,516 --> 00:46:52,893
You've gotta handle the lows
if you wanna chase the highs.

792
00:46:54,144 --> 00:46:57,272
Come on, drink some water.
Don't let your mind go to that dark place.

793
00:46:59,733 --> 00:47:03,529
Do you ever think, "I can't do it
anymore"? Like, "I wanna die"?

794
00:47:04,071 --> 00:47:06,782
Yep. Every single minute.

795
00:47:12,663 --> 00:47:14,081
Like everything's black?

796
00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:19,711
[Jeff] Guys, get through this.
Okay? Get through this moment.

797
00:47:21,630 --> 00:47:23,006
And it'll all be clear.

798
00:47:30,180 --> 00:47:32,224
[Clay]  Skye, she said it and I heard it.

799
00:47:33,559 --> 00:47:36,687
I couldn't help her then,
and I couldn't help her today.

800
00:47:39,273 --> 00:47:41,191
I've got to be able
to do something to help.

801
00:47:44,152 --> 00:47:46,530
People need to know the whole story.

802
00:48:02,921 --> 00:48:04,047
Hey.

803
00:48:04,798 --> 00:48:07,759
That's great. [scoffs]
That's just perfect.

804
00:48:11,555 --> 00:48:12,389
Clay, honey.

805
00:48:17,269 --> 00:48:20,314
Come on, lover. Give me a little.
I had a shitty day.

806
00:48:21,481 --> 00:48:25,736
Yeah, I know.
I heard Alex had one of his outbursts.

807
00:48:26,528 --> 00:48:27,904
Well, the kid's sick.

808
00:48:28,947 --> 00:48:31,366
I feel bad for him. Now forget about that.

809
00:48:35,162 --> 00:48:37,331
Babe, I thought we were watching
a movie tonight.

810
00:48:37,414 --> 00:48:39,708
-I've seen it.
-But you chose it.

811
00:48:39,791 --> 00:48:42,127
Yeah, so I don't have to pay
close attention.

812
00:48:42,919 --> 00:48:44,630
I'd rather pay attention to you.

813
00:48:44,713 --> 00:48:45,797
[chuckles]

814
00:48:52,638 --> 00:48:55,015
-Ow. Careful.
-Yeah.

815
00:48:55,307 --> 00:48:56,308
[sighs]

816
00:48:58,143 --> 00:48:59,519
Is that better?

817
00:49:10,030 --> 00:49:15,452
-Babe, what is up with you tonight?
-Just the usual. Being into you.

818
00:49:19,039 --> 00:49:19,873
[Bryce grunts]

819
00:49:20,332 --> 00:49:22,793
Babe, what-- what about the movie?

820
00:49:23,293 --> 00:49:24,336
Fuck the movie.

821
00:49:24,711 --> 00:49:26,046
[grunting]

822
00:49:28,090 --> 00:49:29,341
[sighs]

823
00:49:30,133 --> 00:49:31,218
Look--

824
00:49:33,345 --> 00:49:34,638
-You're good, yeah?
-[panting]

825
00:49:35,722 --> 00:49:37,391
-Yeah.
-And you want to, right?

826
00:49:38,975 --> 00:49:39,851
Right.

827
00:49:43,105 --> 00:49:44,272
-[sighs]
-[Bryce grunting]

828
00:49:52,155 --> 00:49:53,865
[gasping]

829
00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:56,618
[grunting]

830
00:50:03,417 --> 00:50:05,293
[whimpers, gasps]

831
00:50:45,459 --> 00:50:47,461
-[knocking on door]
-[Lainie] Clay?

832
00:50:47,544 --> 00:50:51,465
You can keep up the silent treatment
as long as you have to. I understand.

833
00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:54,426
But Justin will need
your support tomorrow.

834
00:50:54,843 --> 00:50:56,636
And on Monday, okay?

835
00:51:02,726 --> 00:51:04,978
[sighs] You're reading the comments.

836
00:51:05,270 --> 00:51:07,355
Don't ever read the comments.

837
00:51:07,773 --> 00:51:09,566
The shit that people say,

838
00:51:10,150 --> 00:51:11,902
about you, about me.

839
00:51:12,652 --> 00:51:14,237
They don't know the whole story.

840
00:51:19,409 --> 00:51:21,411
-Don't do this.
-I'm doing it for you.

841
00:51:21,787 --> 00:51:24,164
-I'm trying to make things right.
-You know it won't.

842
00:51:24,247 --> 00:51:26,208
[sighs] What else can I do?

843
00:51:26,291 --> 00:51:29,252
You can help Jessica and Justin.
You can figure out those pictures.

844
00:51:29,336 --> 00:51:33,131
I don't care about the fucking pictures.
I care about the truth. I care about you.

845
00:51:33,215 --> 00:51:35,258
Then don't do it.
You know I don't want you to.

846
00:51:35,342 --> 00:51:37,010
Well, maybe you don't get a say anymore.

847
00:51:37,719 --> 00:51:40,096
People did terrible things to you
and they're getting away with it.

848
00:51:40,180 --> 00:51:43,558
-You left those tapes for a reason.
-What reason?

849
00:51:43,809 --> 00:51:47,062
To make people face what they did
and admit it

850
00:51:47,145 --> 00:51:49,397
and understand how fucked up it was.

851
00:51:50,190 --> 00:51:51,900
Do you think I wanted revenge?

852
00:51:51,983 --> 00:51:54,986
I don't know what you wanted,
because you left a huge fucking mess.

853
00:51:55,529 --> 00:51:57,572
I'm the only one interested
in cleaning it up.

854
00:51:57,656 --> 00:51:59,241
It wasn't revenge.

855
00:52:00,408 --> 00:52:02,619
I had to tell my own story.

856
00:52:04,329 --> 00:52:07,958
I wanted people to know what happened
so maybe it wouldn't happen again.

857
00:52:08,333 --> 00:52:12,754
-Exactly. So everyone should hear it.
-No, not like this.

858
00:52:16,508 --> 00:52:17,801
You don't get to decide.

859
00:52:20,011 --> 00:52:21,054
You left.

860
00:52:36,987 --> 00:52:38,822
["Rise" playing]

861
00:52:42,492 --> 00:52:44,411
♪ I could be wrong ♪

862
00:52:46,663 --> 00:52:48,832
[Derek Luke]
For help finding crisis resources,

863
00:52:48,915 --> 00:52:51,418
visit 13reasonswhy.info.

864
00:52:53,962 --> 00:52:55,547
♪ I could be wrong ♪

865
00:52:59,384 --> 00:53:02,012
♪ I could be wrong, I could be right ♪

866
00:53:02,095 --> 00:53:04,806
♪ I could be black, I could be white ♪

867
00:53:05,015 --> 00:53:07,601
♪ I could be right, I could be wrong ♪

868
00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:10,353
♪ I could be white, I could be black ♪

869
00:53:10,437 --> 00:53:12,939
♪ Your time has come, your second skin ♪

870
00:53:13,273 --> 00:53:15,942
♪ The cost so high, the gain so low ♪

871
00:53:16,026 --> 00:53:18,695
♪ Walk through the valley ♪

872
00:53:18,778 --> 00:53:20,989
♪ The written word is a lie ♪

873
00:53:21,072 --> 00:53:23,617
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

874
00:53:23,700 --> 00:53:26,369
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

875
00:53:26,453 --> 00:53:28,955
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

876
00:53:29,247 --> 00:53:31,875
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

877
00:53:39,799 --> 00:53:41,426
♪ I could be wrong ♪

878
00:53:43,178 --> 00:53:45,430
♪ I could be right ♪

879
00:53:51,061 --> 00:53:52,646
♪ I could be wrong ♪

880
00:53:54,314 --> 00:53:56,650
♪ I could be right ♪

881
00:54:07,410 --> 00:54:10,163
♪ I could be wrong, I could be right ♪

882
00:54:10,246 --> 00:54:12,916
♪ I could be black, I could be white ♪

883
00:54:12,999 --> 00:54:15,669
♪ I could be right, I could be wrong ♪

884
00:54:15,752 --> 00:54:18,004
♪ I could be black, I could be white ♪

885
00:54:18,546 --> 00:54:21,216
♪ They put a hot wire to my head ♪

886
00:54:21,299 --> 00:54:24,010
♪ 'Cause of the things I did and said ♪

887
00:54:24,094 --> 00:54:26,805
♪ They made these feelings go away ♪

888
00:54:26,888 --> 00:54:28,807
♪ Model citizen in every way ♪

889
00:54:28,890 --> 00:54:31,559
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

890
00:54:31,643 --> 00:54:34,020
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

891
00:54:34,437 --> 00:54:37,107
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

892
00:54:37,190 --> 00:54:40,026
♪ May the road rise with you ♪

893
00:54:46,533 --> 00:54:48,034
♪ I could be wrong ♪

894
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:52,038
♪ I could be right ♪

895
00:54:57,669 --> 00:54:59,546
♪ I could be wrong ♪

896
00:55:01,006 --> 00:55:03,425
♪ I could be right ♪

897
00:55:08,638 --> 00:55:10,056
♪ I could be wrong ♪

898
00:55:15,103 --> 00:55:17,063
[man]  Well done, Ed. Well done.

