1 00:00:18,309 --> 00:00:20,270 [theme song plays] 2 00:00:37,162 --> 00:00:38,038 [Zach] Clay. 3 00:00:39,289 --> 00:00:40,582 Clay, help me! 4 00:00:41,458 --> 00:00:42,542 [Clay] He was hurt. 5 00:00:43,418 --> 00:00:44,252 Dying. 6 00:00:48,214 --> 00:00:49,549 And I couldn't help him. 7 00:00:49,632 --> 00:00:51,259 [distant sirens wail] 8 00:00:52,093 --> 00:00:53,970 [indistinct voice over radio] 9 00:00:55,430 --> 00:00:57,140 [Clay] I just watched him bleed. 10 00:00:57,474 --> 00:00:59,100 [indistinct voice over radio] 11 00:00:59,517 --> 00:01:01,519 Jesus, Clay. Come on. Help me. 12 00:01:01,603 --> 00:01:02,812 -Uh... -[tires screech] 13 00:01:02,896 --> 00:01:04,773 -[crashing] -[sirens wail] 14 00:01:05,648 --> 00:01:06,608 [Justin] Clay! 15 00:01:06,691 --> 00:01:08,860 -[brakes squeal] -[smashing] 16 00:01:08,943 --> 00:01:11,154 Clay! Clay, what the fuck? 17 00:01:11,571 --> 00:01:13,490 [Kerba] And... time! 18 00:01:17,494 --> 00:01:19,662 I'm afraid your victim didn't make it, guys. 19 00:01:20,497 --> 00:01:22,207 [exhales shakily] 20 00:01:22,957 --> 00:01:25,919 -[Clay] Sorry. -[Kerba] Let's see how other teams did. 21 00:01:27,170 --> 00:01:31,549 Wow. You guys really nailed it, huh? Really nice work on the bandages too. 22 00:01:32,509 --> 00:01:35,303 I just figured close range with a clean exit point. 23 00:01:35,386 --> 00:01:38,098 Probably best to apply constant pressure with a compress. 24 00:01:38,181 --> 00:01:39,641 It would really be more realistic 25 00:01:39,724 --> 00:01:43,228 for us to deal with a high-velocity, high-impact wound, 26 00:01:43,311 --> 00:01:45,063 like a .223 from an assault rifle. 27 00:01:46,106 --> 00:01:47,941 Those are illegal in California, no? 28 00:01:48,733 --> 00:01:50,110 No, yeah, they are. 29 00:01:53,321 --> 00:01:55,115 Hey, great work, everyone. 30 00:01:55,824 --> 00:02:01,871 Look, I know this can be a tough exercise, but it only takes two to five minutes 31 00:02:01,955 --> 00:02:05,083 for someone to bleed out from a gunshot wound. Right? 32 00:02:05,667 --> 00:02:06,876 Our goal today is to... 33 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:09,838 [Clay] A tourniquet would do fuck-all when a single bullet 34 00:02:09,921 --> 00:02:11,923 from an AR-15 rips open your insides. 35 00:02:12,006 --> 00:02:13,383 So, how about this? 36 00:02:13,466 --> 00:02:15,051 Instead of teaching us to stop the bleed, 37 00:02:15,135 --> 00:02:17,512 they make it less likely we'll actually get shot 38 00:02:17,595 --> 00:02:21,391 at our own fucking high school? Wouldn't that make more sense? 39 00:02:21,474 --> 00:02:24,394 It must be upsetting to go through that kind of training. 40 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:29,190 This is when I lose respect for you, when you ask the most obvious question. 41 00:02:30,024 --> 00:02:34,154 [Ellman] Would you rather I presume to know how you feel without asking? 42 00:02:34,654 --> 00:02:36,156 OK, now you're just arguing. 43 00:02:36,781 --> 00:02:38,116 [Ellman] I don't mean to be. 44 00:02:40,201 --> 00:02:42,871 How'd the stop-the-bleed exercise make you feel? 45 00:02:42,954 --> 00:02:43,955 [Clay sighs] 46 00:02:45,415 --> 00:02:46,374 Helpless. 47 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:51,796 It's awful. Feeling helpless is the worst feeling there is. 48 00:02:51,880 --> 00:02:54,299 -Tell me why. -I mean, isn't that obvious? 49 00:02:54,674 --> 00:02:56,009 Let's say it's not. 50 00:02:56,676 --> 00:03:00,013 Why is feeling helpless, for you, the worst feeling there is? 51 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:02,640 Is helping people important to you? 52 00:03:05,476 --> 00:03:06,895 Isn't that important to you? 53 00:03:06,978 --> 00:03:09,731 Very, and sometimes I can't help them. 54 00:03:12,317 --> 00:03:14,235 And what do you do? 55 00:03:15,904 --> 00:03:17,572 Well, I try... 56 00:03:18,656 --> 00:03:20,617 everything I know to try. 57 00:03:22,911 --> 00:03:24,704 I consult with colleagues, 58 00:03:26,831 --> 00:03:28,041 but in the end, 59 00:03:30,335 --> 00:03:32,295 if I can't help a patient, 60 00:03:32,378 --> 00:03:34,380 then I try to find someone who can. 61 00:03:41,346 --> 00:03:42,680 [Clay] But after all that, 62 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:46,017 are certain people beyond help? 63 00:03:46,100 --> 00:03:47,101 [Ellman] I hope not. 64 00:03:47,810 --> 00:03:49,729 Do you worry that you're beyond help? 65 00:03:51,689 --> 00:03:52,565 Yeah. 66 00:03:52,649 --> 00:03:56,110 [Ellman] A few sessions ago, we talked about how you punish yourself. 67 00:03:56,527 --> 00:03:58,529 Do you think you deserve to be punished? 68 00:04:02,116 --> 00:04:03,201 [Clay] I think I do. 69 00:04:04,369 --> 00:04:06,329 I feel like I've let my friends down 70 00:04:06,412 --> 00:04:08,623 and I'm not there for them like I should be. 71 00:04:08,706 --> 00:04:11,292 [Justin] I've been asking around trying to find him. 72 00:04:11,376 --> 00:04:12,710 Pizza place doesn't know. 73 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:15,755 So he meets up with Tyler and then just disappears? 74 00:04:16,172 --> 00:04:20,260 He hasn't been in the neighborhood. I went and asked around the docks. 75 00:04:20,677 --> 00:04:22,553 I told you not to go down there. 76 00:04:22,845 --> 00:04:23,680 Oh. 77 00:04:24,097 --> 00:04:25,056 You "told me." 78 00:04:25,139 --> 00:04:28,226 You never did say what you were doing there in the first place. 79 00:04:28,309 --> 00:04:32,063 Tony, my recovery is strong enough to see some familiar faces. 80 00:04:32,146 --> 00:04:35,858 Forgive me if I'm not a big believer in people recovering at the moment. 81 00:04:37,110 --> 00:04:38,653 We don't know Tyler slipped. 82 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:41,698 We don't know for sure what we even saw. 83 00:04:41,781 --> 00:04:44,284 Really? What did it look like to you? 84 00:04:44,659 --> 00:04:48,830 Yeah, but there's been nothing since, right? Has he done anything? 85 00:04:49,414 --> 00:04:50,581 Said anything weird? 86 00:04:50,665 --> 00:04:51,833 He's Tyler. 87 00:04:51,916 --> 00:04:53,960 He says weird shit all the fucking time. 88 00:04:56,087 --> 00:05:00,717 -Should we tell Alex about what we saw? -You think we should tell Alex. 89 00:05:01,551 --> 00:05:02,969 Now I know you're worried. 90 00:05:06,556 --> 00:05:07,682 I believe in Tyler. 91 00:05:10,393 --> 00:05:11,394 I want to. 92 00:05:11,978 --> 00:05:13,604 [tense music plays] 93 00:05:17,942 --> 00:05:20,862 [Clay] I made a bunch of messes I don't know how to clean up. 94 00:05:22,822 --> 00:05:23,740 Hey. 95 00:05:24,824 --> 00:05:25,825 Welcome back. 96 00:05:27,118 --> 00:05:28,161 Welcome back? 97 00:05:29,162 --> 00:05:30,163 Fuck you! 98 00:05:31,039 --> 00:05:32,165 [under breath] Jesus. 99 00:05:33,333 --> 00:05:34,250 Zach, I... 100 00:05:35,793 --> 00:05:37,253 I don't know what happened. 101 00:05:38,171 --> 00:05:41,215 You mean after you crashed my car and ditched me. 102 00:05:41,799 --> 00:05:44,135 I don't remember anything. You gotta believe me. 103 00:05:44,218 --> 00:05:47,013 From before the party, Justin told me all kinds of crazy shit happened, 104 00:05:47,096 --> 00:05:50,224 -and I don't remember. -At some point, you had to have realized 105 00:05:50,308 --> 00:05:52,602 you crashed my car and left me for dead. Right? 106 00:05:54,145 --> 00:05:56,439 I swear to God, I don't remember. 107 00:05:59,108 --> 00:06:00,193 [Zach sighs] 108 00:06:00,443 --> 00:06:01,361 Zach. 109 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:05,865 You know, the crazy thing is... 110 00:06:08,326 --> 00:06:09,786 you didn't even seem scared. 111 00:06:10,828 --> 00:06:13,664 No, your eyes, it was like you weren't even there. 112 00:06:13,748 --> 00:06:16,292 It was like you were... somebody else. 113 00:06:16,834 --> 00:06:17,710 [scoffs] 114 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:22,799 Right before you drove my car off the edge and sent me flying 30 fucking feet. 115 00:06:23,132 --> 00:06:25,218 -Zach, I am so sorry. -[sighs] 116 00:06:25,301 --> 00:06:28,096 Don't worry about it. My lawyer says he can get me off. 117 00:06:28,179 --> 00:06:31,432 He has a lot of practice. He was Bryce's lawyer. [snickers] 118 00:06:31,933 --> 00:06:33,142 It's funny, right? 119 00:06:33,726 --> 00:06:34,977 Um, no. 120 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:38,648 Correct. 121 00:06:39,774 --> 00:06:42,068 None of this is fucking funny anymore. 122 00:06:42,777 --> 00:06:44,862 You are a goddamn nightmare, so please... 123 00:06:46,614 --> 00:06:48,408 please just stay the fuck out of my life. 124 00:06:49,158 --> 00:06:50,159 Forever. 125 00:06:55,873 --> 00:06:58,292 [Clay] I've just... I've lost friends. 126 00:06:58,835 --> 00:07:00,169 I've made enemies. 127 00:07:00,628 --> 00:07:02,130 I need my life to change, 128 00:07:03,047 --> 00:07:05,007 something to, like, wake me up. 129 00:07:05,341 --> 00:07:08,594 He just sat there and let the dummy bleed out. 130 00:07:09,554 --> 00:07:11,264 Luke, he saw the whole thing. 131 00:07:11,347 --> 00:07:12,807 Said it was fucking creepy. 132 00:07:13,015 --> 00:07:15,852 Oh. Well, maybe he didn't like the sight of blood. 133 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:19,230 It's kind of fucked up they're making us learn that stuff. 134 00:07:19,313 --> 00:07:21,983 I'm just saying. He's this close to full-blown psycho now. 135 00:07:22,400 --> 00:07:26,070 Well, that wouldn't have anything to do with you and your boys, would it? 136 00:07:26,654 --> 00:07:28,656 I told you, we're not messing with him anymore. 137 00:07:28,739 --> 00:07:31,200 We got other ways to figure out what he's hiding. 138 00:07:32,118 --> 00:07:35,788 -What's that supposed to mean? -Just that he's got a lot of friends... 139 00:07:36,581 --> 00:07:38,624 and one of them is bound to know something. 140 00:07:40,126 --> 00:07:42,587 Well, you'd better not do anything stupid, 141 00:07:42,670 --> 00:07:45,131 or you're just gonna get yourself suspended again. 142 00:07:45,214 --> 00:07:47,091 Good thing I'm dating the school president. 143 00:07:47,175 --> 00:07:49,802 Which means you really don't want to piss me off, 144 00:07:51,053 --> 00:07:53,806 especially when we're having so much fun together. 145 00:08:05,526 --> 00:08:07,153 Sit, Mr. Jensen. 146 00:08:08,863 --> 00:08:11,908 Not to be rude, but, like, who are you? 147 00:08:11,991 --> 00:08:13,034 Dean Foundry. 148 00:08:13,117 --> 00:08:15,995 Dean is your name or your title? 149 00:08:16,078 --> 00:08:18,706 Title. I'm the new dean of discipline. Sit. 150 00:08:23,085 --> 00:08:24,003 Wait. 151 00:08:24,086 --> 00:08:25,838 Dean of which now? 152 00:08:25,922 --> 00:08:28,174 [Foundry] The district feels it needs a more active role 153 00:08:28,257 --> 00:08:29,967 in monitoring the student body 154 00:08:30,051 --> 00:08:33,095 and managing disruptions to the learning environment, and... 155 00:08:34,222 --> 00:08:36,891 it seems they're right, judging from the smashed security cameras 156 00:08:36,974 --> 00:08:39,185 we've been dealing with for the past two weeks. 157 00:08:39,727 --> 00:08:43,648 Can you account for your whereabouts between midnight and 7:00 a.m. today? 158 00:08:44,106 --> 00:08:46,150 -I'm guessing I was in bed. -Guessing? 159 00:08:46,567 --> 00:08:47,652 I was in bed. 160 00:08:47,735 --> 00:08:50,112 -What time did you arrive at school? -I don't know. 161 00:08:50,530 --> 00:08:52,240 -9:30 or something. -Or something? 162 00:08:53,824 --> 00:08:56,202 -9:30. -9:47, actually. 163 00:08:56,285 --> 00:08:57,411 Almost two hours late. 164 00:08:57,495 --> 00:08:59,372 I was in an appointment. 165 00:08:59,455 --> 00:09:00,748 Right, ask my mom. 166 00:09:00,831 --> 00:09:01,958 I already have done. 167 00:09:02,500 --> 00:09:06,754 She wasn't aware of any appointment. She'll be speaking with you tonight. 168 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:09,924 Anything you wanna tell me about the cameras? 169 00:09:10,007 --> 00:09:12,134 Or who might have seen fit to destroy them? 170 00:09:12,218 --> 00:09:14,011 No. Nothing I want to tell you. 171 00:09:14,095 --> 00:09:16,806 Well, if you think of anything later, I'm always here. 172 00:09:17,890 --> 00:09:19,183 Now, back to class. 173 00:09:25,022 --> 00:09:26,065 Take good care. 174 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:30,278 Wait. How... 175 00:09:31,070 --> 00:09:34,949 How did you know that I got here at exactly 9:47? 176 00:09:35,032 --> 00:09:36,200 I know a lot, Clay. 177 00:09:36,909 --> 00:09:37,827 Get to class. 178 00:09:37,910 --> 00:09:39,579 [tense music plays] 179 00:09:42,540 --> 00:09:43,416 [Jess] Hey! 180 00:09:44,041 --> 00:09:45,793 Congrats on the interview. 181 00:09:47,128 --> 00:09:50,381 -Uh, what? What are you talking about? -Brown. 182 00:09:50,464 --> 00:09:52,925 Uh, the alumni reps are coming next week. 183 00:09:53,009 --> 00:09:55,177 I saw the schedule on Bolan's desk. 184 00:09:55,678 --> 00:09:57,263 That's gotta be a mistake. I... 185 00:09:57,597 --> 00:09:59,974 Not unless there's another Clay Jensen around here 186 00:10:00,057 --> 00:10:01,934 I don't know about, which is, like... 187 00:10:02,602 --> 00:10:03,894 One is enough. 188 00:10:06,147 --> 00:10:07,148 But you... 189 00:10:07,690 --> 00:10:09,609 you did apply there, didn't you? 190 00:10:11,068 --> 00:10:12,111 I, uh... 191 00:10:12,903 --> 00:10:14,071 I mean, I guess. 192 00:10:15,448 --> 00:10:16,741 [ominous music plays] 193 00:10:16,824 --> 00:10:18,326 [tapping keyboard] 194 00:10:29,503 --> 00:10:30,630 [door opens] 195 00:10:31,839 --> 00:10:32,798 [Estela] Hi. 196 00:10:33,257 --> 00:10:36,010 I didn't realize the door under the stairs led anywhere. 197 00:10:36,093 --> 00:10:38,262 -Hi. -It's quiet down here in the mornings. 198 00:10:38,346 --> 00:10:39,555 I get work done. 199 00:10:40,556 --> 00:10:42,933 I looked through my brother's stuff like you asked. 200 00:10:43,017 --> 00:10:44,393 The police kept most of it, 201 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:47,563 but I thought this might be something to look at. 202 00:10:48,064 --> 00:10:50,524 -Schoolwork? -A football playbook. 203 00:10:50,608 --> 00:10:53,319 I don't understand the plays or anything, 204 00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:57,573 but while the coaches taught the plays, the guys wrote notes to each other. 205 00:10:58,115 --> 00:10:59,992 Monty, Bryce, Diego. 206 00:11:00,409 --> 00:11:05,748 There's, like, two years' worth, from before and after Bryce died. 207 00:11:11,337 --> 00:11:14,840 OK. "Es dudoso que... 208 00:11:16,175 --> 00:11:18,010 lloverá mañana." 209 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:20,680 What? 210 00:11:21,263 --> 00:11:22,098 What? 211 00:11:22,848 --> 00:11:23,808 Nothing. 212 00:11:24,183 --> 00:11:27,770 See, you're using "que," so it has to be the subjunctive. 213 00:11:27,853 --> 00:11:29,730 The subjunctive mood can also be used 214 00:11:29,814 --> 00:11:32,608 when expressing a speaker's feelings about a perceived reality. 215 00:11:32,692 --> 00:11:34,151 "I'm sorry you're cold." 216 00:11:34,235 --> 00:11:36,362 Siento que tengas frío. 217 00:11:37,863 --> 00:11:40,866 Tony, I'm sorry you have to hear this. You could school us both. 218 00:11:40,950 --> 00:11:43,536 Yes, but it wouldn't be nearly as entertaining. 219 00:11:43,619 --> 00:11:45,121 -[Alex laughs] -[PA beeps] 220 00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:47,206 [Bolan] May I have your attention, please? 221 00:11:47,289 --> 00:11:50,418 We are currently moving into a lockdown situation. 222 00:11:50,501 --> 00:11:51,669 Code Red. 223 00:11:51,752 --> 00:11:53,629 This is a hard lockdown. 224 00:11:53,713 --> 00:11:57,299 Staff, please initiate lockdown procedures immediately. 225 00:11:57,383 --> 00:12:01,303 Students, please do not panic, and listen closely to this announcement 226 00:12:01,387 --> 00:12:03,264 and the instructions of your teacher. 227 00:12:03,347 --> 00:12:06,475 Seek immediate shelter in the nearest classroom. 228 00:12:06,559 --> 00:12:09,520 I repeat. This is a Code Red. Hard lockdown. 229 00:12:09,603 --> 00:12:13,858 -Code Red. That's active shooter, right? -Yeah, it's gotta be another stupid drill. 230 00:12:13,941 --> 00:12:15,401 [Foundry] OK, listen up, please! 231 00:12:15,484 --> 00:12:17,153 I need students to help barricade the doors. 232 00:12:17,236 --> 00:12:21,240 -You, you. You three, let's go. -[boy] Come on, let's go. Come on. 233 00:12:21,323 --> 00:12:24,827 He, uh, doesn't look like he was expecting a drill. 234 00:12:24,910 --> 00:12:27,413 -[Foundry] Let's get those lights off. -What is it? 235 00:12:28,831 --> 00:12:29,832 Tyler's gone. 236 00:12:29,915 --> 00:12:31,333 [tense music plays] 237 00:12:33,794 --> 00:12:37,798 The rest of you, stop what you're doing and you need to shelter under the tables. 238 00:12:39,049 --> 00:12:40,634 [students chatter nervously] 239 00:12:46,682 --> 00:12:47,808 [girl] Right here. 240 00:12:48,350 --> 00:12:49,477 Tony, hey. 241 00:12:49,560 --> 00:12:50,853 Hey, what is it? 242 00:12:50,936 --> 00:12:53,230 Yeah, what do you know? What's up with Tyler? 243 00:12:53,314 --> 00:12:55,733 [sighs] I think he's been buying guns. 244 00:12:58,652 --> 00:12:59,945 [panicked breathing] 245 00:13:01,363 --> 00:13:04,742 OK, everybody, just stay down, stay quiet. 246 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:15,836 [gasps] 247 00:13:27,973 --> 00:13:29,058 Come on. Quicker. 248 00:13:29,475 --> 00:13:31,936 Why can't we do this bullshit when I have English? 249 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:37,691 [Kerba] Hey, Justin. 250 00:13:37,775 --> 00:13:40,569 Once everyone's inside, lock the doors. You know the protocol. 251 00:13:40,861 --> 00:13:43,572 All right, Coach. This is just a drill, right? 252 00:13:43,864 --> 00:13:45,324 I'll see what I can find out. 253 00:13:45,699 --> 00:13:49,578 Hey, towards the back, in the showers. Away from the doors. 254 00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:51,205 All right? Y'all stay low. 255 00:13:59,547 --> 00:14:01,006 [panicked panting] 256 00:14:05,302 --> 00:14:06,303 Hey, man. 257 00:14:07,263 --> 00:14:08,305 You OK? 258 00:14:10,099 --> 00:14:12,268 [shakily] Code Red means it's real, right? 259 00:14:13,894 --> 00:14:14,895 Hey, check it. 260 00:14:15,604 --> 00:14:17,439 No windows. Cement walls. 261 00:14:18,107 --> 00:14:21,277 And if someone does try and come in here, we... we handle it. 262 00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:23,696 No one's getting hurt today. 263 00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:26,574 No talking. 264 00:14:27,199 --> 00:14:28,742 [footsteps approach] 265 00:14:29,952 --> 00:14:33,622 Why so concerned? Your boy Clay bring something bigger than a knife this time? 266 00:14:34,665 --> 00:14:36,500 I've got a right to know. I'm on his list. 267 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:39,169 -That's not even funny. -No shit, it's not. 268 00:14:39,670 --> 00:14:40,671 [keys jingle] 269 00:14:42,840 --> 00:14:43,924 [Clay pants] 270 00:14:44,466 --> 00:14:45,384 [lock clicks closed] 271 00:14:46,135 --> 00:14:47,553 [door rattles] 272 00:14:48,012 --> 00:14:49,638 [ominous music plays] 273 00:14:53,475 --> 00:14:54,435 [sighs] 274 00:14:55,311 --> 00:14:56,395 [Clay] For instance, 275 00:14:56,478 --> 00:14:59,273 I thought I helped my friend Tyler after his assault, 276 00:15:00,065 --> 00:15:02,192 but now I'm not sure I helped him enough. 277 00:15:20,002 --> 00:15:21,378 Or if I helped him at all. 278 00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:26,675 [metal clanging, door rattling] 279 00:15:26,884 --> 00:15:27,843 Oh, fuck. 280 00:15:30,095 --> 00:15:32,306 -[panicked breathing] -[door opens] 281 00:15:33,766 --> 00:15:34,850 -[door closes] -No! 282 00:15:55,245 --> 00:15:57,831 [inhales, exhales slowly] 283 00:15:57,957 --> 00:15:58,832 Fuck! 284 00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,422 -Saw that one coming, didn't you? -[Clay gasps] 285 00:16:07,424 --> 00:16:08,968 [sighs] It's just a drill. 286 00:16:10,010 --> 00:16:11,720 -What if you're wrong? -I'm not. 287 00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,472 -What if it's Tyler? -It's not. 288 00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:15,057 Because what? 289 00:16:15,474 --> 00:16:16,642 He's better now? 290 00:16:18,644 --> 00:16:20,020 Because it's a drill, 291 00:16:20,521 --> 00:16:21,689 and, yes, he's better. 292 00:16:21,772 --> 00:16:24,024 What reason would he have to do this again? 293 00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:26,402 Same reason as before. 294 00:16:27,403 --> 00:16:31,448 Me, everyone who treated him like shit since he was seven. 295 00:16:31,532 --> 00:16:34,868 You of all people should know that. That shit doesn't just go away. 296 00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:37,913 It haunts you for the rest of your fucking life... [inhales sharply] 297 00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:39,957 ...which may end today. 298 00:16:40,374 --> 00:16:41,458 Fuck off. 299 00:16:49,967 --> 00:16:51,260 [Monty] Are you scared? 300 00:16:51,677 --> 00:16:54,722 Are you feeling what terror actually is? 301 00:16:55,514 --> 00:16:57,808 The feeling of sitting here helpless, 302 00:16:57,891 --> 00:17:00,060 and death is on the other side of that door. 303 00:17:01,311 --> 00:17:02,229 Yes. 304 00:17:02,604 --> 00:17:04,398 -[Monty] Yes what? -I'm scared! 305 00:17:10,654 --> 00:17:11,488 Yeah. 306 00:17:11,905 --> 00:17:13,115 I know that feeling. 307 00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:16,827 [suspenseful music plays] 308 00:17:24,877 --> 00:17:25,878 [sniffs] 309 00:17:25,961 --> 00:17:27,171 [call tone rings] 310 00:17:29,298 --> 00:17:32,259 [voicemail] At the tone, please record your voice message. 311 00:17:32,342 --> 00:17:33,343 [voicemail beeps] 312 00:17:33,719 --> 00:17:35,804 Hey, Mom, it's me, Estela. 313 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:39,725 I know you're at work, but... just thought I'd call. 314 00:17:39,808 --> 00:17:42,936 They're doing one of those drills again. I'm sure it's nothing, 315 00:17:44,271 --> 00:17:45,731 but you always said to call. 316 00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:50,527 [sobs] I love you... 317 00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:53,113 so much. 318 00:17:54,907 --> 00:17:56,533 -[choked sobs] -[phone beeps] 319 00:18:10,422 --> 00:18:12,091 [Zach groans] Come on. 320 00:18:19,348 --> 00:18:21,308 [footsteps approaching] 321 00:18:23,018 --> 00:18:25,479 Jesus. Fuck! [sighs] 322 00:18:27,731 --> 00:18:28,816 What are you doing? 323 00:18:29,942 --> 00:18:30,984 Code Red. 324 00:18:31,485 --> 00:18:33,612 Shooter. Did you not hear the announcement? 325 00:18:34,154 --> 00:18:35,197 No. 326 00:18:35,781 --> 00:18:38,117 I was in the darkroom, I had these on. 327 00:18:38,784 --> 00:18:39,618 [Zach] So... 328 00:18:42,955 --> 00:18:44,373 should we wait to die? 329 00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:48,919 Vicodin, huh? 330 00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:51,338 That's for the car accident? 331 00:18:51,421 --> 00:18:52,422 Uh-huh. 332 00:18:53,632 --> 00:18:54,675 And the vodka? 333 00:18:55,425 --> 00:18:56,677 That's just for fun? 334 00:18:57,636 --> 00:18:59,513 Sorry, I can smell it from here. 335 00:18:59,596 --> 00:19:03,183 Dude, you try walking around with a broken arm and a fucked-up knee. 336 00:19:03,767 --> 00:19:06,770 If you keep judging me, I'm lockin' you back up in your cave. 337 00:19:06,854 --> 00:19:07,771 No, I'm... 338 00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:10,357 not judging. 339 00:19:14,236 --> 00:19:16,947 But maybe you want to try something 340 00:19:18,115 --> 00:19:20,117 that might actually take the pain away. 341 00:19:22,786 --> 00:19:24,580 [Clay] We're all, like, isolated, 342 00:19:25,497 --> 00:19:26,957 trying to make sense of it. 343 00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:29,626 Trying to hold on. 344 00:19:31,378 --> 00:19:32,838 [shakily] Can I get my phone? 345 00:19:34,214 --> 00:19:36,675 Sorry, Rob. We need to stay low, OK? 346 00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:38,552 [Rob breathes shakily] 347 00:19:38,635 --> 00:19:41,054 I just wanna text my parents just to say goodbye. 348 00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:43,223 Hey. None of that. 349 00:19:43,932 --> 00:19:45,017 No goodbyes. 350 00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:48,145 Hey... 351 00:19:49,938 --> 00:19:52,065 don't they usually tell you in advance... 352 00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:54,234 if it's a drill? 353 00:19:54,735 --> 00:19:55,986 [Rob sobs quietly] 354 00:19:59,448 --> 00:20:00,782 [Kerba sighs heavily] 355 00:20:03,410 --> 00:20:04,494 All right, look. 356 00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:08,248 We're all gonna be fine. We just need to sit tight till the all-clear. 357 00:20:08,332 --> 00:20:09,791 Or we nut up and bring the hurt 358 00:20:09,875 --> 00:20:12,211 instead of just waiting around like sitting ducks! 359 00:20:12,294 --> 00:20:15,422 What the fuck are you gonna do? Swing at the bullets? Don't be stupid. 360 00:20:15,505 --> 00:20:16,715 At least I'm not a coward. 361 00:20:16,798 --> 00:20:18,842 -So you admit to being stupid? -That's enough! 362 00:20:18,926 --> 00:20:22,888 -Just set an example. Both of you. -I take offense to being called stupid 363 00:20:22,971 --> 00:20:25,682 by a recovered addict who still gets shit-faced at parties. 364 00:20:25,766 --> 00:20:27,017 You fuckin' kidding me? 365 00:20:27,100 --> 00:20:28,268 -Hey, Justin. -Let's go. 366 00:20:28,352 --> 00:20:31,188 Listen, Justin. Let's go check the doors in the office. 367 00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:39,404 [Clay] Maybe we all have that moment of "what the hell have I done?" 368 00:20:39,988 --> 00:20:41,531 What do you think you're gonna find? 369 00:20:41,949 --> 00:20:42,991 Anything. 370 00:20:43,075 --> 00:20:45,452 Something to tell me not to lose my shit. 371 00:20:45,535 --> 00:20:47,371 He doesn't want to hurt anyone. 372 00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:49,873 Not anymore. You guys know he's better. 373 00:20:49,957 --> 00:20:51,208 I'm not sure what I know. 374 00:20:51,291 --> 00:20:54,628 Charlie, you and me, we spend more time with him than anyone. 375 00:20:54,711 --> 00:20:58,006 [Charlie] But didn't something change after the cops called him in? 376 00:20:58,090 --> 00:20:59,341 What the fuck? 377 00:21:06,598 --> 00:21:10,102 OK, there's gotta be an explanation. It's not what we think. 378 00:21:10,185 --> 00:21:12,104 Or it's exactly what we think. 379 00:21:13,021 --> 00:21:16,191 We have to turn these in and tell someone. 380 00:21:17,401 --> 00:21:19,569 Wait, hold on. We don't know that this isn't a drill. 381 00:21:19,653 --> 00:21:21,196 Do you really wanna risk that? 382 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:24,074 If it's real, what good will it do to turn the photos in? 383 00:21:24,157 --> 00:21:25,826 -You think it'll stop this? -It might! 384 00:21:25,909 --> 00:21:29,037 There's a chance. If there's a chance, we gotta do something. 385 00:21:29,121 --> 00:21:31,623 We don't know that it's Tyler. My dad said he was fine. 386 00:21:31,707 --> 00:21:33,709 Maybe your dad thinks everything's fine for you. 387 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:34,626 What does that mean? 388 00:21:34,710 --> 00:21:37,087 That I'm the one who threw Tyler's guns away, 389 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:41,925 and if I gave him a second chance, and he comes in, and he does this-- 390 00:21:42,009 --> 00:21:45,929 All right, let's just take a second, and we can think about what we need to do. 391 00:21:46,263 --> 00:21:48,473 If you're wrong about this, his life is over. 392 00:21:48,557 --> 00:21:52,185 If he goes down, how long do you think it's gonna be before we all go down too? 393 00:21:53,145 --> 00:21:55,397 [Clay] Maybe we're all terrified to find out 394 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:57,190 just what the hell have we done. 395 00:21:57,566 --> 00:21:58,525 OK. 396 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:02,446 Do we protect everyone or just ourselves? 397 00:22:03,530 --> 00:22:04,948 [tense music plays] 398 00:22:06,908 --> 00:22:07,868 It's a drill. 399 00:22:10,579 --> 00:22:13,749 -Can't stop thinkin' about Tyler? -[Bryce] Maybe it's not Tyler. 400 00:22:14,458 --> 00:22:15,667 Maybe it's another kid. 401 00:22:15,751 --> 00:22:18,378 There's, what, 1,000 kids at this school? 402 00:22:18,712 --> 00:22:21,006 You think Tyler's the first to think about taking a gun 403 00:22:21,089 --> 00:22:24,134 and shooting as many kids as he could before he died himself? 404 00:22:24,801 --> 00:22:26,678 Nah, I'm still Team Tyler. 405 00:22:27,054 --> 00:22:28,972 No, Tyler's better. 406 00:22:29,056 --> 00:22:30,932 You... you saw that. 407 00:22:31,016 --> 00:22:35,228 I did, but your plan's kinda falling apart, isn't it? 408 00:22:36,563 --> 00:22:38,273 You don't know what Tyler's up to. 409 00:22:38,357 --> 00:22:41,193 I don't care. It's not my problem anymore. 410 00:22:41,276 --> 00:22:42,819 [Bryce] It's not your problem? 411 00:22:42,903 --> 00:22:47,657 So you don't think if someone out there put a gun to the head of, say, Jessica, 412 00:22:47,741 --> 00:22:49,451 you don't think she'd rat you out? 413 00:22:49,534 --> 00:22:51,161 Oh, or Alex? Or Zach? 414 00:22:51,244 --> 00:22:54,247 Or Justin. Jesus. I bet he'd piss his little pants. 415 00:22:54,331 --> 00:22:56,041 No, he wouldn't. None of them would. 416 00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:59,211 OK, what about you? What would you do with a gun to your head? 417 00:22:59,294 --> 00:23:00,629 I've had a gun to my head. 418 00:23:01,421 --> 00:23:03,673 I've had an AR-15 here. 419 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:08,387 Right here, and I survived, and I did the right thing. 420 00:23:08,470 --> 00:23:11,264 [Bryce] 'Cause you're Clay Jensen. You're Liberty High's hero. 421 00:23:11,348 --> 00:23:13,517 You've stared down the barrel once already. 422 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,978 Hell, you drove off the road 'cause you're not scared of anything, right? 423 00:23:19,648 --> 00:23:20,649 Are you a hero 424 00:23:21,274 --> 00:23:22,234 or a martyr? 425 00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:23,985 [door rattles] 426 00:23:27,364 --> 00:23:28,949 [breathes heavily] 427 00:23:30,367 --> 00:23:32,994 It's just a teacher, checking the locks. 428 00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:34,496 Maybe. 429 00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:41,670 [Clay sighs] 430 00:23:42,045 --> 00:23:45,507 So you're not afraid to die, just as, like, a general thing? 431 00:23:46,383 --> 00:23:48,468 Maybe I just don't care anymore. 432 00:23:48,552 --> 00:23:51,513 You say that, but speaking from experience, 433 00:23:51,596 --> 00:23:56,143 you really do 'cause once you're gone, all that's left is the shit you didn't do. 434 00:23:56,226 --> 00:23:59,938 Or the shit that you did do, but you did wrong. 435 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:04,192 I always tried to do the right thing. 436 00:24:04,276 --> 00:24:05,193 Did you? 437 00:24:06,611 --> 00:24:08,029 If you die today, 438 00:24:09,114 --> 00:24:10,699 is your conscience clear? 439 00:24:11,283 --> 00:24:12,617 I'm not dying today. 440 00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:15,579 No one can ever say that and know. 441 00:24:15,662 --> 00:24:17,539 -[door rattles] -[exhales sharply] 442 00:24:28,091 --> 00:24:29,050 Fuck. 443 00:24:29,134 --> 00:24:30,760 [rattling intensifies] 444 00:24:32,304 --> 00:24:33,763 -[rattling stops] -[panting] 445 00:24:41,521 --> 00:24:43,231 [muffled sobbing in distance] 446 00:24:45,942 --> 00:24:48,820 [dripping tap gradually intensifies] 447 00:24:54,284 --> 00:24:55,327 [distant sniffling] 448 00:25:04,628 --> 00:25:07,214 [suspenseful music plays] 449 00:25:24,397 --> 00:25:25,857 [distant panting] 450 00:25:26,358 --> 00:25:27,651 [music intensifies] 451 00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:33,657 -[Estela screams] -[gasps] 452 00:25:34,449 --> 00:25:36,993 -Have you been in here the whole time? -I'm sorry. 453 00:25:37,661 --> 00:25:41,498 I was gonna say something earlier, but then I heard you talking on the phone, 454 00:25:41,581 --> 00:25:43,792 and I heard you say your name. 455 00:25:45,794 --> 00:25:47,587 Oh... right. 456 00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:53,218 I'm sorry we haven't ever, like, officially met. 457 00:25:53,718 --> 00:25:58,306 I was gonna say something, sometime, but I just didn't know what to say. 458 00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,391 It's fine. 459 00:26:00,433 --> 00:26:01,351 I get it. 460 00:26:02,310 --> 00:26:03,311 [Tyler sniffles] 461 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:05,814 It's just a drill. 462 00:26:06,606 --> 00:26:08,900 At least that's what I think it is. 463 00:26:09,651 --> 00:26:10,569 Yeah. 464 00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:13,071 It's just... 465 00:26:14,489 --> 00:26:17,951 [choked sob] ...this is the last place in the world I want to be. 466 00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:23,540 Oh... 467 00:26:30,839 --> 00:26:33,842 [Clay] Everyone's past is the reason for what they do today. 468 00:26:40,432 --> 00:26:41,349 [sighs] 469 00:26:45,353 --> 00:26:46,271 Hi, Ani. 470 00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:47,939 Hey, it's me, Jess. 471 00:26:49,691 --> 00:26:53,695 Look, I'm sorry I haven't texted you or called you at all. 472 00:26:54,988 --> 00:26:56,531 I hope your mom's doing OK. 473 00:26:59,117 --> 00:27:02,954 Listen, uh, the night that you left, you said something. 474 00:27:03,038 --> 00:27:04,080 You said, um... 475 00:27:05,248 --> 00:27:08,084 hating weakness doesn't make us stronger. 476 00:27:10,795 --> 00:27:13,214 I thought I knew what you meant, but... [sighs] 477 00:27:15,717 --> 00:27:17,344 ...now I don't know. 478 00:27:19,054 --> 00:27:20,597 I was just wondering... 479 00:27:22,641 --> 00:27:23,850 if you meant me? 480 00:27:29,022 --> 00:27:30,649 Sorry. Anyway... [chuckles] 481 00:27:30,732 --> 00:27:34,402 ...you don't, um, need to call me back, I'm being dumb. 482 00:27:35,570 --> 00:27:36,696 I'll talk to you. 483 00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:41,743 I miss you. 484 00:27:44,412 --> 00:27:46,081 Tell your mom I said get well. 485 00:27:49,751 --> 00:27:50,627 Bye. 486 00:27:53,380 --> 00:27:54,214 [phone beeps] 487 00:27:56,174 --> 00:27:57,175 Dude... 488 00:27:59,219 --> 00:28:00,303 shit's weak. 489 00:28:01,096 --> 00:28:02,389 I don't feel anything. 490 00:28:03,932 --> 00:28:07,977 I expected quality premium substances from you, Hillcrest boy. 491 00:28:09,229 --> 00:28:11,606 [sighs] You have eaten 492 00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:14,401 all of the yearbook's snacks. 493 00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:17,028 -That's the last of my lunch, so... -[snickers] 494 00:28:17,862 --> 00:28:18,905 ...you're stoned. 495 00:28:19,364 --> 00:28:23,076 Mm-mm. You're talking to the guy that's been fucked up for half a semester. 496 00:28:23,159 --> 00:28:24,577 I think I'd know if I was... 497 00:28:26,287 --> 00:28:27,831 [both snicker] 498 00:28:36,756 --> 00:28:39,551 So why are you always fucked up? 499 00:28:42,846 --> 00:28:44,639 It's fuckin' high school, man. 500 00:28:45,849 --> 00:28:48,101 [sighs] People suck. 501 00:28:50,311 --> 00:28:51,646 Your friends suck. 502 00:28:53,565 --> 00:28:55,734 I learned that in Burnham Woods. 503 00:28:56,151 --> 00:28:58,278 You talkin' about what happened with Alex? 504 00:28:59,487 --> 00:29:00,530 You know about it? 505 00:29:01,990 --> 00:29:02,907 Yeah. 506 00:29:04,075 --> 00:29:05,034 So, yeah. 507 00:29:05,493 --> 00:29:08,705 Come to me when your boyfriend breaks up with you for no reason 508 00:29:08,788 --> 00:29:11,916 and won't even look at ya and basically hates your guts. 509 00:29:12,000 --> 00:29:13,960 Don't pretend to be innocent, OK? 510 00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:15,086 You lied to him. 511 00:29:16,004 --> 00:29:19,507 How's anybody supposed to believe you actually gave a shit about Alex? 512 00:29:19,883 --> 00:29:22,761 I do give a shit about Alex. 513 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:25,096 -I give lots of shits. -Mm-hmm. 514 00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:27,599 I wasn't playing him. 515 00:29:28,475 --> 00:29:29,559 I loved him. 516 00:29:30,769 --> 00:29:31,978 I still do. 517 00:29:32,061 --> 00:29:32,896 Yeah? 518 00:29:32,979 --> 00:29:35,690 What did you love about him exactly? 519 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:38,359 He's, like, 520 00:29:38,818 --> 00:29:40,820 the kindest person I've ever met. 521 00:29:45,992 --> 00:29:46,951 Yeah. 522 00:29:49,662 --> 00:29:50,497 Wait. 523 00:29:51,414 --> 00:29:52,999 Are you in love with him too? 524 00:29:53,082 --> 00:29:54,125 No. 525 00:29:57,754 --> 00:29:59,255 But I.. [stammers] 526 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:01,841 I do love him. 527 00:30:03,009 --> 00:30:05,386 He's a good person, really. 528 00:30:06,846 --> 00:30:09,015 I've done a lot of fucked-up shit, and... 529 00:30:10,767 --> 00:30:12,101 he never judges me. 530 00:30:15,271 --> 00:30:16,773 You've done some shit? 531 00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:18,650 Like what? 532 00:30:18,733 --> 00:30:19,776 [tense music plays] 533 00:30:19,859 --> 00:30:21,945 [footsteps approach] 534 00:30:22,362 --> 00:30:23,696 Oh, shit. 535 00:30:24,948 --> 00:30:25,824 Fuck. 536 00:30:27,367 --> 00:30:28,493 [Zach gasps] 537 00:30:28,993 --> 00:30:30,787 [Zach breathes heavily] 538 00:30:31,788 --> 00:30:33,206 Oh, shit. Did you see that? 539 00:30:36,918 --> 00:30:37,877 Fuck. 540 00:30:40,046 --> 00:30:42,131 -This isn't a drill. -[breathes heavily] 541 00:30:43,174 --> 00:30:45,760 [Clay] And we try to clean up the messes we've made. 542 00:30:45,844 --> 00:30:46,970 He's our friend, Tony. 543 00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:49,222 I know that. Of course I know that. 544 00:30:49,305 --> 00:30:52,183 We all want to protect Tyler and believe that he's better. 545 00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:54,018 -What if we're wrong? -Yeah. 546 00:30:54,102 --> 00:30:55,520 -[loud banging] -[gasping] 547 00:30:55,603 --> 00:30:57,313 -What was that? -[gunshots] 548 00:30:57,397 --> 00:30:58,481 [girl] Oh, shit. 549 00:30:58,565 --> 00:31:00,191 [panicked gasping] 550 00:31:03,611 --> 00:31:06,406 Fuck this. I'm taking this stuff to Foundry right now. 551 00:31:06,489 --> 00:31:08,449 What...? No! [gasps] 552 00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:14,414 Alex, are you OK? 553 00:31:14,497 --> 00:31:15,498 [Alex] I did this. 554 00:31:15,582 --> 00:31:18,293 [gasps] Everyone's gonna die, and it's all my fault. 555 00:31:18,376 --> 00:31:19,919 [Charlie] What? No. 556 00:31:20,003 --> 00:31:22,422 Tony was right. Maybe we coulda stopped him. 557 00:31:22,505 --> 00:31:23,464 [panicked] I fu... 558 00:31:23,548 --> 00:31:26,175 I fucked this up like I fuck up everything! [wheezes] 559 00:31:26,259 --> 00:31:28,428 Alex, hey, listen to me. Listen. 560 00:31:29,679 --> 00:31:32,181 [breathes wheezily] I can't breathe. 561 00:31:32,599 --> 00:31:33,892 I think I'm dying. 562 00:31:34,225 --> 00:31:35,727 Huh? Uh... 563 00:31:36,477 --> 00:31:39,981 Focus on your hands. What do you feel like? Describe it to me. 564 00:31:40,064 --> 00:31:41,816 I don't fucking know! 565 00:31:41,900 --> 00:31:43,109 [labored breathing] 566 00:31:43,526 --> 00:31:45,153 Just squeeze my hands. 567 00:31:45,653 --> 00:31:46,821 OK, you can do that. 568 00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:48,489 Come on. I know you can. 569 00:31:48,573 --> 00:31:49,657 [Alex grunts] 570 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:52,827 Come on, Alex. Focus on me. OK? 571 00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:54,454 -Just breathe. -OK. 572 00:31:54,787 --> 00:31:56,956 -Breathe. -[gasping breaths] 573 00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:58,499 [whispers] You got it. 574 00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:02,045 It's gonna be OK. 575 00:32:03,671 --> 00:32:04,714 Just breathe. 576 00:32:04,797 --> 00:32:06,215 [breathing becomes calmer] 577 00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:11,971 [Tyler] I think he's gone. 578 00:32:12,430 --> 00:32:14,641 [Estela] Do you think he'll find us in here? 579 00:32:15,016 --> 00:32:16,142 [Tyler] I don't know. 580 00:32:16,601 --> 00:32:19,604 Sounds like he's moving away, but if he comes back, 581 00:32:19,687 --> 00:32:21,856 bathroom doors can make great shields. 582 00:32:21,940 --> 00:32:24,692 They're two layers of a really heavy metal. 583 00:32:25,401 --> 00:32:26,527 We're gonna be fine. 584 00:32:28,321 --> 00:32:30,698 Why would someone do something like this? 585 00:32:32,408 --> 00:32:34,243 Maybe they're in a lot of pain, 586 00:32:36,245 --> 00:32:38,456 and they think that this'll make it stop. 587 00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:42,627 Why would hurting someone else make it stop? 588 00:32:43,461 --> 00:32:44,462 [Tyler] It doesn't, 589 00:32:45,546 --> 00:32:47,548 but you don't know that. You're just... 590 00:32:48,633 --> 00:32:50,176 You're so sad, 591 00:32:51,636 --> 00:32:53,721 and that sadness makes you angry... 592 00:32:54,472 --> 00:32:55,807 all the time. 593 00:32:55,890 --> 00:32:59,852 [sniffs] Like you thought making a fist would feel good, 594 00:33:00,228 --> 00:33:01,229 and it does. 595 00:33:01,312 --> 00:33:02,814 You feel strong again, 596 00:33:02,897 --> 00:33:04,273 but then you can never... 597 00:33:04,774 --> 00:33:06,484 never unclench that fist, 598 00:33:06,567 --> 00:33:07,944 and you just feel like... 599 00:33:08,861 --> 00:33:11,114 like you just need to hurt someone else. 600 00:33:12,657 --> 00:33:14,784 Did you hurt someone else? 601 00:33:17,578 --> 00:33:18,746 I almost did, 602 00:33:20,707 --> 00:33:21,916 but my friends... 603 00:33:22,667 --> 00:33:24,043 helped me get better. 604 00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,964 I'm glad that you didn't do anything. 605 00:33:32,301 --> 00:33:33,302 Me too. 606 00:33:36,222 --> 00:33:38,725 I'm sorry for what my brother did to you, 607 00:33:41,269 --> 00:33:43,438 everything that you had to go through. 608 00:33:45,064 --> 00:33:46,024 Thank you. 609 00:33:47,066 --> 00:33:49,861 I wonder if Monty could have gotten better... 610 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:52,238 if he had the chance. 611 00:33:53,781 --> 00:33:55,074 I guess, yeah. 612 00:33:55,867 --> 00:33:56,993 He fucked up, 613 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:00,913 but I loved him. 614 00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:05,626 [voice trembles] He was lucky to have you for a sister. 615 00:34:06,544 --> 00:34:09,047 It means he had something good in his life. 616 00:34:10,923 --> 00:34:12,133 [holds back sob] 617 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:18,056 [Jess] Mom. Hi. 618 00:34:20,892 --> 00:34:23,269 Oh, no. Nothing's wrong. [chuckles] 619 00:34:23,352 --> 00:34:24,270 I just, um... 620 00:34:24,353 --> 00:34:28,691 I was on my free period, and I was just missing you guys. 621 00:34:30,943 --> 00:34:32,028 How's Seattle? 622 00:34:36,949 --> 00:34:38,409 Oh, that's so cool! 623 00:34:40,953 --> 00:34:42,705 I can't wait to visit you guys. 624 00:34:47,585 --> 00:34:49,212 How are Elijah and Cooper? 625 00:34:56,677 --> 00:34:59,097 Oh, my God. You're kidding me? [chuckles] 626 00:35:02,767 --> 00:35:06,354 Can you tell them I love them... for me, please? 627 00:35:07,230 --> 00:35:08,272 [chuckles] 628 00:35:10,316 --> 00:35:11,234 Yeah. 629 00:35:12,777 --> 00:35:14,529 [suspenseful music plays] 630 00:35:20,660 --> 00:35:22,370 [distant gunshots] 631 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:25,289 Hey, Mom, um... 632 00:35:25,832 --> 00:35:27,917 I actually have to go now. 633 00:35:31,754 --> 00:35:32,713 Yeah. 634 00:35:37,426 --> 00:35:38,427 I love you. 635 00:35:43,474 --> 00:35:44,809 [chuckles] OK. 636 00:35:45,643 --> 00:35:46,519 Bye. 637 00:35:50,565 --> 00:35:51,566 [phone beeps] 638 00:35:55,528 --> 00:35:57,280 [distant gunshots] 639 00:35:59,740 --> 00:36:01,492 [choked sobbing] 640 00:36:06,497 --> 00:36:09,709 Hey, what the hell do you think you're doin'? Get back in there. 641 00:36:09,792 --> 00:36:12,420 Those were gunshots. We can't sit here and let people get killed. 642 00:36:12,503 --> 00:36:15,173 [Kerba] Look, that hero talk ain't worth your lives. 643 00:36:15,256 --> 00:36:17,175 I'm done hiding, and I don't run. 644 00:36:17,258 --> 00:36:20,845 No, see, you fight as a last resort only. 645 00:36:20,928 --> 00:36:23,723 Now go sit the fuck down. 646 00:36:25,933 --> 00:36:27,435 All right, come on, Diego. 647 00:36:28,477 --> 00:36:29,812 People are scared. 648 00:36:30,229 --> 00:36:31,397 Well, I ain't scared. 649 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:33,482 I'm ready to fight. 650 00:36:33,983 --> 00:36:34,859 [Justin] OK. 651 00:36:36,652 --> 00:36:39,989 [Diego] Why aren't you, Foley? You don't want to stand and fight? 652 00:36:40,072 --> 00:36:42,283 You don't even know where Jessica is, do you? 653 00:36:42,617 --> 00:36:45,036 You're OK to just let her die. 654 00:36:47,455 --> 00:36:48,497 Fuck! 655 00:36:48,581 --> 00:36:50,291 Hey. OK, enough! 656 00:36:50,374 --> 00:36:53,002 -[players murmuring] -Back in there! 657 00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:54,045 Let's go! 658 00:36:55,421 --> 00:36:58,132 Coach, come on, please! I don't wanna die like this! 659 00:36:59,342 --> 00:37:02,386 If this is the last day of my life, I want to be doing the right thing. 660 00:37:02,762 --> 00:37:04,764 It's not gonna be the last day of anyone's lives. 661 00:37:04,847 --> 00:37:06,390 No one's goin' anywhere, OK? 662 00:37:06,474 --> 00:37:08,559 -[buzzer sounds] -[gasps] 663 00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:11,103 OK, everyone. Sit down! 664 00:37:13,606 --> 00:37:14,607 Head count. 665 00:37:15,358 --> 00:37:17,401 [buzzer continues sounding] 666 00:37:18,861 --> 00:37:19,820 Coach... 667 00:37:21,572 --> 00:37:22,573 Foley. 668 00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:28,037 -[players muttering] -[breathes heavily] 669 00:37:28,537 --> 00:37:30,164 [ominous music plays] 670 00:37:33,376 --> 00:37:35,628 [Clay] We try to unburden ourselves. 671 00:37:35,711 --> 00:37:38,547 I can't believe I survived a roll-over crash for this. 672 00:37:40,466 --> 00:37:43,135 Death is playing games with me. It's just a matter of time. 673 00:37:43,469 --> 00:37:46,013 -[distant buzzer sounds] -And no offense, 'cause... 674 00:37:46,806 --> 00:37:49,308 you're actually cooler than I thought you were gonna be, but... 675 00:37:52,019 --> 00:37:53,562 I don't wanna die with you. 676 00:37:54,146 --> 00:37:55,231 Don't worry. 677 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:58,150 I don't wanna die with you either. 678 00:37:58,609 --> 00:38:00,236 [inhales, exhales slowly] 679 00:38:01,529 --> 00:38:03,239 -[distant gunshots] -[Zach] Jesus. 680 00:38:03,781 --> 00:38:04,824 [sighs] 681 00:38:05,366 --> 00:38:06,409 Jesus! 682 00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:07,868 [strangled laughter] 683 00:38:11,163 --> 00:38:13,541 Listen, if... 684 00:38:15,626 --> 00:38:18,462 if I die and you live... 685 00:38:19,672 --> 00:38:20,715 [strangled sobbing] 686 00:38:24,969 --> 00:38:26,971 ...will you tell him something for me? 687 00:38:27,054 --> 00:38:28,139 Alex? 688 00:38:29,765 --> 00:38:30,599 Yes. 689 00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:35,646 Will you tell him he's the first boy I ever truly loved? 690 00:38:40,192 --> 00:38:42,194 -OK. -[breathes heavily] 691 00:38:42,737 --> 00:38:43,779 Yeah, I'll do that. 692 00:38:52,246 --> 00:38:53,914 -[sighs] -I beat up Bryce. 693 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:55,708 What? 694 00:38:56,334 --> 00:38:57,460 The night he died, 695 00:38:58,461 --> 00:38:59,503 I beat him up. 696 00:39:02,381 --> 00:39:03,716 -You killed him? -No. 697 00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:08,346 No, I went to the police. They told me that he didn't die from getting beaten up. 698 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:10,598 I still feel like shit, though. 699 00:39:11,807 --> 00:39:14,435 That maybe he wouldn't have died if it wasn't for me. 700 00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,399 If I die, 701 00:39:22,735 --> 00:39:23,736 and you live, 702 00:39:25,112 --> 00:39:26,364 would you please... 703 00:39:29,784 --> 00:39:31,952 would you tell Miss Walker that I'm sorry? 704 00:39:35,373 --> 00:39:36,374 Of course. 705 00:39:42,088 --> 00:39:43,089 Thanks, man. 706 00:39:44,757 --> 00:39:46,467 [suspenseful music plays] 707 00:39:48,677 --> 00:39:50,846 -[gunshots] -[panicked gasping] 708 00:39:52,807 --> 00:39:56,519 See? Now that would freak me out. That sounds like more than just a drill. 709 00:39:56,602 --> 00:39:57,520 Mm, a lot more. 710 00:39:57,603 --> 00:39:59,230 Shut up! Just... just... 711 00:39:59,313 --> 00:40:00,940 just shut up! 712 00:40:01,023 --> 00:40:03,359 OK. Say it isn't Tyler. Say it's another kid. 713 00:40:03,442 --> 00:40:06,028 Oh, like little Roddy Corman who stood up at the assembly. 714 00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:09,156 I don't know why anyone would want to fuck with that little shit. [chuckles] 715 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:12,284 -Jesus, you're disgusting. -OK. Whatever. Sorry. 716 00:40:12,743 --> 00:40:14,870 It's that sweet, young Roddy. 717 00:40:14,954 --> 00:40:16,330 He just couldn't go on. 718 00:40:16,789 --> 00:40:19,417 Or it's another kid, gets beat at home. 719 00:40:19,834 --> 00:40:21,794 Tryin' to figure out his sexuality. 720 00:40:22,628 --> 00:40:23,754 Angry all the time. 721 00:40:24,505 --> 00:40:25,965 Why aren't you saving him? 722 00:40:27,341 --> 00:40:28,843 Tyler was my friend. 723 00:40:28,926 --> 00:40:31,345 So only your friends deserve to be saved. 724 00:40:32,513 --> 00:40:37,476 -Everyone deserves to be saved. -[Bryce] Then why aren't you saving him? 725 00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,061 Then why didn't you save me? 726 00:40:39,145 --> 00:40:40,020 And me? 727 00:40:42,106 --> 00:40:45,151 Now, what happens when one of those doors opens, Clay? 728 00:40:45,693 --> 00:40:48,154 Some sub didn't know you need to pull on the door, 729 00:40:48,237 --> 00:40:50,322 so the deadbolt goes into the strike plate. 730 00:40:50,406 --> 00:40:52,158 Didn't get locked all the way. 731 00:40:52,241 --> 00:40:56,495 Kid gets the door open, and he sees 20 sophomores huddled under two tables. 732 00:40:57,329 --> 00:40:58,497 There's nowhere to run. 733 00:40:59,415 --> 00:41:00,708 Sitting ducks. 734 00:41:00,791 --> 00:41:02,042 Fish in a barrel. 735 00:41:02,126 --> 00:41:04,462 You know, he's got a 60-round magazine and a bump stock, 736 00:41:04,545 --> 00:41:06,088 and they're gone in a minute. 737 00:41:06,380 --> 00:41:09,967 Femoral bleed, hearts burst by bullets, skulls shattered. 738 00:41:11,427 --> 00:41:14,972 Shut the fuck up! Leave me alone! Just leave me the fuck alone! 739 00:41:15,055 --> 00:41:16,640 -[gunshots] -[yells] 740 00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:18,434 Fuck! [sobs loudly] 741 00:41:25,357 --> 00:41:28,110 So now 23 kids and a teacher are dead. 742 00:41:28,903 --> 00:41:32,239 She died trying to shield them. The bullets went right through her. 743 00:41:35,367 --> 00:41:36,452 Clay, that kid, 744 00:41:37,578 --> 00:41:39,413 the kid that you couldn't save, 745 00:41:40,915 --> 00:41:42,708 -what happens to him now? -[sobs] 746 00:41:42,791 --> 00:41:45,961 [Bryce] Does he still deserve to be saved, or should he die? 747 00:41:46,670 --> 00:41:48,506 No one should die. 748 00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:51,133 Before he got to those sophomores under the table in the room 749 00:41:51,217 --> 00:41:54,136 with the broken door, before he got there, 750 00:41:54,637 --> 00:41:56,514 -he shot Tony. -[Clay, strangled] No! 751 00:41:56,597 --> 00:41:58,098 He shot Alex... 752 00:41:58,682 --> 00:41:59,975 he shot Justin, 753 00:42:01,435 --> 00:42:02,770 and you couldn't stop it. 754 00:42:03,979 --> 00:42:05,439 You couldn't save anyone. 755 00:42:08,317 --> 00:42:10,027 [inhales deeply, sniffs] I... 756 00:42:12,571 --> 00:42:15,115 [choked] I can't save anyone. 757 00:42:19,328 --> 00:42:20,704 I never could. 758 00:42:23,624 --> 00:42:26,252 -And you found this in Tyler Down's bag? -Yes, sir. 759 00:42:27,002 --> 00:42:30,589 I thought, what if this is him, right? 760 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:33,050 No, it's good thinking. 761 00:42:33,842 --> 00:42:37,137 No, it's good you brought it to me. I'll certainly look into this. 762 00:42:38,681 --> 00:42:41,850 Are you going to do something, like, now, like something? 763 00:42:41,934 --> 00:42:43,102 -Call someone? -Hush. 764 00:42:43,185 --> 00:42:45,688 I think it's best we handle it after the lockdown. 765 00:42:45,771 --> 00:42:48,148 But what if there's something you can do now, and-- 766 00:42:48,232 --> 00:42:50,150 There's nothing to be done right now. 767 00:42:50,234 --> 00:42:52,444 -We'll handle it. -How? 768 00:42:53,028 --> 00:42:54,446 -We'll handle it. -Fuck. 769 00:42:54,530 --> 00:42:56,782 Thank you, Mr. Padilla. No, stay here. 770 00:42:57,449 --> 00:42:59,243 Gonna wait for the all-clear. 771 00:42:59,326 --> 00:43:01,203 [ominous music plays] 772 00:43:02,037 --> 00:43:03,289 -[thud] -[window squeaks] 773 00:43:03,372 --> 00:43:04,290 Shit! 774 00:43:04,373 --> 00:43:05,332 Fuck. 775 00:43:06,417 --> 00:43:07,334 [Jess] Fuck. 776 00:43:08,794 --> 00:43:10,087 [window rattling] 777 00:43:10,963 --> 00:43:12,965 [suspenseful music plays] 778 00:43:17,011 --> 00:43:18,137 Oh, shit, OK. 779 00:43:18,971 --> 00:43:19,888 Fuck. 780 00:43:21,473 --> 00:43:22,850 [panicked gasping] 781 00:43:23,309 --> 00:43:25,769 -[Jess grunts] -[cries out in pain] 782 00:43:27,396 --> 00:43:29,273 Hey, hold on! No gun! 783 00:43:29,523 --> 00:43:30,858 [gasps] Aah! 784 00:43:32,443 --> 00:43:34,570 What the fuck? 785 00:43:37,114 --> 00:43:37,948 Hey. 786 00:43:39,283 --> 00:43:41,952 [Clay] But sometimes the weight of what we carry is too much. 787 00:43:42,870 --> 00:43:44,079 That's my dad. 788 00:43:44,163 --> 00:43:44,997 What? 789 00:43:46,123 --> 00:43:48,000 My dad. He's out in the hallway. 790 00:43:48,584 --> 00:43:51,587 I don't... I don't think anyone's out there. 791 00:43:51,670 --> 00:43:53,547 [Alex] No, I hear him. 792 00:43:53,631 --> 00:43:55,090 -Alex. Stay down. -Fuck, I hear him. 793 00:43:55,174 --> 00:43:58,761 No, that's my dad! He's right out there. Can't you hear him? 794 00:43:58,844 --> 00:43:59,887 He needs to shut up. 795 00:43:59,970 --> 00:44:02,348 -No, it's my dad. -You two, down, now. 796 00:44:02,431 --> 00:44:04,183 He's calling my name. He's out there. 797 00:44:04,266 --> 00:44:06,352 -Get down. -I can hear him! 798 00:44:06,435 --> 00:44:09,063 -[girl] Tell him to get down. -Shit. Uh... 799 00:44:09,146 --> 00:44:11,398 Alex, it's the TBI. OK? You're not hearing your dad. 800 00:44:11,482 --> 00:44:13,359 It's your brain making you think you are. 801 00:44:13,442 --> 00:44:16,111 -He's not there. It's the stress. -[Alex] No, I hear him. 802 00:44:16,195 --> 00:44:19,698 Alex, it's not him, OK? It's your mind. Trust me. 803 00:44:23,118 --> 00:44:23,994 Oh. 804 00:44:24,078 --> 00:44:26,747 Come on. Come on. Let's go. 805 00:44:29,625 --> 00:44:31,752 [Clay] Sometimes it's too much to handle. 806 00:44:32,711 --> 00:44:33,921 What do we do then? 807 00:44:34,797 --> 00:44:37,091 So you still don't care about anything, Clay? 808 00:44:38,425 --> 00:44:40,302 You still don't have any regrets? 809 00:44:41,512 --> 00:44:44,014 You're glad that I'm dead, and he got blamed. 810 00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:46,975 -Leave me alone. -[Monty] Last day of your life. 811 00:44:47,434 --> 00:44:48,686 No need to keep secrets. 812 00:44:49,770 --> 00:44:51,313 Are you sorry? 813 00:44:52,648 --> 00:44:54,441 Are you sorry for what you did? 814 00:44:56,485 --> 00:44:57,528 Yes. 815 00:45:00,698 --> 00:45:02,366 Yes, I'm sorry. 816 00:45:03,784 --> 00:45:06,995 -Wow. [chuckles] -I didn't think he'd actually admit it. 817 00:45:07,079 --> 00:45:08,205 We got through to him. 818 00:45:08,747 --> 00:45:11,834 It's too bad you won't live, but then again, who does? 819 00:45:11,917 --> 00:45:13,919 [snickers] Blade Runner. Nice. 820 00:45:14,002 --> 00:45:15,879 Well, we only know it 'cause he does. 821 00:45:23,429 --> 00:45:25,347 [tense music plays] 822 00:45:26,014 --> 00:45:27,391 Am I going crazy? 823 00:45:28,183 --> 00:45:29,393 [both snicker] 824 00:45:30,686 --> 00:45:32,646 Asked and answered, no? 825 00:45:32,730 --> 00:45:33,981 Going crazy? 826 00:45:34,565 --> 00:45:36,442 My boy, you done gone. 827 00:45:38,652 --> 00:45:39,570 [Clay sighs] 828 00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:48,787 If there's someone that needs to be saved, I'm gonna try to save them. 829 00:45:49,079 --> 00:45:50,789 And if this is the day that I die, 830 00:45:51,957 --> 00:45:53,333 then I die standing up. 831 00:45:56,670 --> 00:45:58,422 Though I still think it's a fucking drill. 832 00:45:58,505 --> 00:46:00,174 [suspenseful music plays] 833 00:46:06,638 --> 00:46:08,599 [Clay] My dad gave me this quote once. 834 00:46:09,558 --> 00:46:11,226 "If you're going through hell, 835 00:46:12,811 --> 00:46:13,896 keep going." 836 00:46:13,979 --> 00:46:15,105 [door closes loudly] 837 00:46:18,192 --> 00:46:21,028 -[buzzer continues sounding] -[sounds distort] 838 00:46:28,327 --> 00:46:29,620 -[banging] -[screeching] 839 00:46:34,458 --> 00:46:35,918 [metal scraping] 840 00:46:44,468 --> 00:46:45,302 [footsteps approach] 841 00:46:46,512 --> 00:46:47,888 No, no, no! Don't shoot! 842 00:46:50,766 --> 00:46:51,809 [panicked] Um... 843 00:46:57,940 --> 00:46:58,774 Look, this... 844 00:46:59,483 --> 00:47:01,235 this doesn't have to go this way. 845 00:47:02,319 --> 00:47:04,488 Whatever you've done... [breathing heavily] 846 00:47:04,571 --> 00:47:05,781 ...it can be OK. 847 00:47:06,573 --> 00:47:07,658 OK? Just... 848 00:47:10,953 --> 00:47:12,204 please don't shoot. 849 00:47:13,163 --> 00:47:14,706 Don't shoot. Please. 850 00:47:15,165 --> 00:47:16,917 [suspenseful music plays] 851 00:47:23,131 --> 00:47:24,049 [music stops] 852 00:47:27,219 --> 00:47:28,053 I... 853 00:47:32,307 --> 00:47:33,851 [Clay yells, gasps] 854 00:47:33,934 --> 00:47:35,811 Clay! Clay Jensen! 855 00:47:35,894 --> 00:47:38,355 -[gasps] -What the hell are you doing? 856 00:47:38,689 --> 00:47:39,690 [pants] 857 00:47:39,773 --> 00:47:42,359 -[buzzer continues sounding] -[Bolan] Clay! 858 00:47:42,901 --> 00:47:44,319 Get in here! Get in here. 859 00:47:44,403 --> 00:47:46,446 [gasping] 860 00:47:49,449 --> 00:47:50,409 [door closes] 861 00:47:51,159 --> 00:47:52,244 [Bolan] Get down. 862 00:47:56,290 --> 00:47:57,416 Is this a drill? 863 00:47:57,499 --> 00:47:59,585 -What were you doin' in that hallway? -Is this a drill? 864 00:47:59,668 --> 00:48:00,961 -Did you hear the gunshots? -Yes! 865 00:48:01,044 --> 00:48:02,045 You did. 866 00:48:02,129 --> 00:48:04,840 -So, why did you leave your classroom? -I thought it was a drill! 867 00:48:05,507 --> 00:48:06,633 Goddamn it, Clay. 868 00:48:07,050 --> 00:48:08,260 This is a hard lockdown. 869 00:48:08,343 --> 00:48:10,512 There were first responders on the scene with guns drawn. 870 00:48:10,596 --> 00:48:12,890 You thought that was a drill? 871 00:48:12,973 --> 00:48:15,475 Another rule that just didn't apply to you, 872 00:48:15,559 --> 00:48:17,728 so you thought you'd run around and be a pain in my ass? 873 00:48:17,811 --> 00:48:20,647 No! Someone kept trying the door, and I thought someone might need help, 874 00:48:20,731 --> 00:48:22,649 and I didn't want to die sitting down! 875 00:48:23,191 --> 00:48:24,693 [Clay breathes heavily] 876 00:48:26,028 --> 00:48:27,195 [banging] 877 00:48:28,405 --> 00:48:29,406 Yeah. 878 00:48:31,241 --> 00:48:33,619 -Wait. -All right. Now listen to me. 879 00:48:34,661 --> 00:48:36,288 No. Look. It's OK. 880 00:48:37,205 --> 00:48:38,790 Clay, you are not gonna die. 881 00:48:40,125 --> 00:48:41,335 You are not gonna die. 882 00:48:42,377 --> 00:48:43,712 The bullets were blanks. 883 00:48:43,795 --> 00:48:45,297 The officers tried the doors. 884 00:48:45,380 --> 00:48:49,259 The alarms were to make sure that students and teachers followed protocol, 885 00:48:49,676 --> 00:48:51,678 and the only one who didn't was you. 886 00:48:51,762 --> 00:48:55,390 -They... they pounded at the doors. -Those were their instructions. 887 00:48:55,474 --> 00:48:56,767 The bullets were blanks? 888 00:48:56,850 --> 00:49:00,479 Simulated gunfire to make sure the students will be able to recognize it. 889 00:49:02,940 --> 00:49:03,941 So it was a drill. 890 00:49:04,274 --> 00:49:05,609 Well, if it wasn't, 891 00:49:08,153 --> 00:49:09,237 you'd be dead. 892 00:49:16,203 --> 00:49:17,204 [Bolan sighs] 893 00:49:19,623 --> 00:49:20,624 Wait here. 894 00:49:23,085 --> 00:49:24,920 [door opens, closes] 895 00:49:27,339 --> 00:49:29,174 [Clay] Well, I'm going through hell. 896 00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:33,303 A lot of us are going through hell. 897 00:49:33,887 --> 00:49:34,763 Jess, 898 00:49:35,806 --> 00:49:37,641 that was a fuckin' stapler. 899 00:49:38,558 --> 00:49:40,560 If I had a gun, I would have shot you. 900 00:49:45,732 --> 00:49:47,567 You want to shoot me, don't you? 901 00:49:50,570 --> 00:49:52,364 Deep down, you always have. 902 00:49:52,447 --> 00:49:53,532 Oh, my God. 903 00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:58,453 Justin, you came out of a window during a lockdown. 904 00:49:59,287 --> 00:50:00,455 Who does that? 905 00:50:01,373 --> 00:50:02,332 I... [sighs] 906 00:50:03,083 --> 00:50:03,917 I was... 907 00:50:06,503 --> 00:50:08,880 We were hiding in the locker room, 908 00:50:08,964 --> 00:50:10,674 and I was just thinking, 909 00:50:12,175 --> 00:50:14,928 what if this is the last day of our life, you know? 910 00:50:16,596 --> 00:50:17,889 And then I realized... 911 00:50:18,682 --> 00:50:21,309 if this is the last day of my life, 912 00:50:22,561 --> 00:50:24,062 I want to spend it with you. 913 00:50:30,819 --> 00:50:31,695 OK, uh... 914 00:50:34,489 --> 00:50:35,574 I guess I'll just... 915 00:50:37,451 --> 00:50:39,036 I'll just go back, OK? 916 00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:41,038 Oh, my God, shut the fuck up. 917 00:50:42,456 --> 00:50:43,457 [Justin chuckles] 918 00:50:45,292 --> 00:50:47,919 ["Today I'll Have You Around" by Florist plays] 919 00:50:49,046 --> 00:50:51,590 -[PA beeps] -[Bolan] This lockdown is all clear. 920 00:50:51,673 --> 00:50:54,968 I repeat. This lockdown is all clear. 921 00:50:55,052 --> 00:50:58,096 An announcement will be made shortly to provide staff and students... 922 00:50:58,680 --> 00:51:01,767 ♪ Walk to see the world ♪ 923 00:51:01,850 --> 00:51:03,060 Tyler, it's over. 924 00:51:04,644 --> 00:51:08,190 ♪ Through a yard You could have it all ♪ 925 00:51:08,982 --> 00:51:09,983 [Estela] Tyler? 926 00:51:11,359 --> 00:51:14,863 ♪ Flower only in the sun... ♪ 927 00:51:16,698 --> 00:51:21,536 Yeah, that happened to me before, last year early on, but... 928 00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,830 it hadn't happened in a while. 929 00:51:23,914 --> 00:51:25,373 That was the stress. 930 00:51:25,457 --> 00:51:27,959 Yeah, how did you know, like, what it was? 931 00:51:28,418 --> 00:51:29,586 Uh, I, um.. 932 00:51:30,253 --> 00:51:32,339 I googled TBIs a while back, 933 00:51:32,881 --> 00:51:36,551 just to, you know, uh... know what they entailed. 934 00:51:37,010 --> 00:51:40,138 Like, what you were going through. 935 00:51:41,306 --> 00:51:42,641 Oh, yeah. Um... 936 00:51:43,975 --> 00:51:45,894 Yeah, you know, I'm a freak, so... 937 00:51:46,895 --> 00:51:47,854 No. 938 00:51:48,772 --> 00:51:49,773 No, no, no. 939 00:51:49,856 --> 00:51:53,026 ♪ Today I'll have you around ♪ 940 00:51:55,362 --> 00:51:59,199 ♪ Today I'll have you around... ♪ 941 00:52:01,493 --> 00:52:03,578 That... was surprising. 942 00:52:04,871 --> 00:52:07,999 Surprising good or surprising bad? [chuckles] 943 00:52:13,922 --> 00:52:15,298 Well, you two recovered. 944 00:52:15,799 --> 00:52:16,675 Kind of. 945 00:52:17,175 --> 00:52:18,093 [chuckles] 946 00:52:18,927 --> 00:52:22,055 -[Charlie] What? -[sighs] Well, I shoulda seen that comin'. 947 00:52:22,556 --> 00:52:24,224 Wait, what did Foundry say? 948 00:52:25,392 --> 00:52:28,061 He, uh, said he was gonna look into it, 949 00:52:29,062 --> 00:52:32,941 and then he said he heard from the office that this was just a fucking drill. 950 00:52:33,024 --> 00:52:37,404 OK, so if the cops bring him in again, 951 00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:40,574 what is that gonna mean for us? 952 00:52:40,657 --> 00:52:42,242 [ominous music plays] 953 00:52:49,958 --> 00:52:51,209 [Zach] Hey, listen. 954 00:52:52,127 --> 00:52:54,713 What I said earlier, about what happened with Bryce. 955 00:52:55,380 --> 00:52:57,883 I was super out of it. 956 00:52:58,800 --> 00:53:03,013 And even though you didn't kill Bryce that night, you don't want to be known 957 00:53:03,096 --> 00:53:05,974 as the guy who beat the shit out of him before he died, right? 958 00:53:06,766 --> 00:53:07,642 Yeah. 959 00:53:08,727 --> 00:53:09,644 Exactly. 960 00:53:10,562 --> 00:53:11,479 Don't worry. 961 00:53:13,231 --> 00:53:14,482 I can keep a secret. 962 00:53:16,359 --> 00:53:17,360 Thanks, man. 963 00:53:18,153 --> 00:53:19,070 Sure. 964 00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:23,909 Except, here's the thing. 965 00:53:23,992 --> 00:53:25,160 [tense music plays] 966 00:53:25,243 --> 00:53:27,746 If you know for a fact you didn't kill Bryce, 967 00:53:27,829 --> 00:53:31,208 then you must know who did, right? 968 00:53:35,045 --> 00:53:36,463 -[Bolan] Fantastic job. -Thanks. 969 00:53:36,546 --> 00:53:38,256 -Thank you very much. -Thank you, sir. 970 00:53:38,715 --> 00:53:42,052 [Bolan] Gentlemen, thank you for your expertise, for your training. 971 00:53:42,135 --> 00:53:44,012 [Clay] A lot of us are going through hell... 972 00:53:44,429 --> 00:53:45,931 I understand this is not easy... 973 00:53:46,014 --> 00:53:49,017 -...and I don't know how we keep going. -You made a big difference today. 974 00:53:49,100 --> 00:53:50,310 What the fuck? 975 00:53:51,603 --> 00:53:55,190 What the actual fuck are you thinking? 976 00:53:55,607 --> 00:53:59,361 Clay, would you take a seat in my office, please? 977 00:53:59,444 --> 00:54:02,530 No! I will not take a seat in your office! 978 00:54:02,614 --> 00:54:05,533 You think that this is the way to make us safe? 979 00:54:06,076 --> 00:54:08,203 You know what would make me feel safe? 980 00:54:08,286 --> 00:54:10,747 Not having to go to a school with metal detectors 981 00:54:10,830 --> 00:54:13,750 or video cameras or armed fucking guards! 982 00:54:13,833 --> 00:54:16,586 [Bolan stammers] There's still class, folks. 983 00:54:16,670 --> 00:54:18,046 OK? Bell has not rung. 984 00:54:18,129 --> 00:54:19,631 [Clay] No, you're killing us! 985 00:54:20,006 --> 00:54:22,550 You are killing us! Don't you get that? 986 00:54:22,634 --> 00:54:24,302 You made a drill with gunshots 987 00:54:24,386 --> 00:54:26,846 and hammered down the door to prepare us for what? 988 00:54:26,930 --> 00:54:28,556 What it feels like to be hunted? 989 00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:32,269 To practice getting ready to die, to make us feel afraid for our lives? 990 00:54:32,852 --> 00:54:35,772 We already know how that feels! You're scaring us to death! 991 00:54:35,855 --> 00:54:38,942 -Every day! Every day! Every day! -[guard] Calm down, son. 992 00:54:39,025 --> 00:54:40,610 I am not your goddamn son! 993 00:54:40,694 --> 00:54:42,404 Get the fuck away from me! 994 00:54:42,487 --> 00:54:43,488 [shocked gasps] 995 00:54:43,571 --> 00:54:44,739 We are children! 996 00:54:45,448 --> 00:54:47,951 We're kids! We should be living our fucking lives 997 00:54:48,034 --> 00:54:50,912 instead of practicing how to cheat death, because you know what? 998 00:54:50,996 --> 00:54:53,039 Everybody fucking dies! 999 00:54:53,123 --> 00:54:55,041 Everybody dies! 1000 00:54:55,125 --> 00:54:57,460 So, please, please let us live! 1001 00:54:57,544 --> 00:54:58,878 We are trying to keep you alive. 1002 00:54:58,962 --> 00:55:01,089 That's what every minute of this drill has been about. 1003 00:55:01,172 --> 00:55:05,135 No! It was about you checking a fucking box, a regulation, 1004 00:55:05,218 --> 00:55:07,887 a law, whatever the fuck, because you know what? 1005 00:55:08,305 --> 00:55:11,725 -You know what? We're not safe. -[guard] That's enough. 1006 00:55:11,808 --> 00:55:14,185 Hey, fuck you, "that's enough." Who are you? 1007 00:55:14,269 --> 00:55:16,104 Who are you to say it's enough? 1008 00:55:16,187 --> 00:55:17,647 Who are you? 1009 00:55:17,731 --> 00:55:18,857 [Clay yells] 1010 00:55:18,940 --> 00:55:20,358 [Bolan] Clay! Stop! 1011 00:55:20,442 --> 00:55:21,901 -Clay! -Am I safer now? 1012 00:55:21,985 --> 00:55:25,113 Huh? I've got your gun! I've got your gun! Am I safer? 1013 00:55:25,196 --> 00:55:26,531 -Please. -Look at me, I'm armed. 1014 00:55:26,614 --> 00:55:30,035 Should I give this to a teacher so they can save their fucking class? 1015 00:55:30,243 --> 00:55:31,828 Clay, please. 1016 00:55:32,704 --> 00:55:36,499 Put the gun down. We'll go to my office, and we will talk this over, OK? 1017 00:55:36,916 --> 00:55:37,751 Come on. 1018 00:55:38,418 --> 00:55:39,919 [Clay breathes heavily] 1019 00:55:43,381 --> 00:55:44,341 [Clay] Tyler... 1020 00:55:45,216 --> 00:55:46,843 what happened to us? 1021 00:55:49,095 --> 00:55:50,180 What did you do? 1022 00:55:53,683 --> 00:55:55,060 What did you do? 1023 00:55:55,769 --> 00:55:57,270 I didn't do anything. 1024 00:55:59,105 --> 00:56:00,357 [sobs quietly] 1025 00:56:01,149 --> 00:56:03,485 [Bolan] OK. OK. 1026 00:56:04,152 --> 00:56:06,029 -No! -Hey! 1027 00:56:06,112 --> 00:56:08,865 Get off me! Get off of me now! 1028 00:56:08,948 --> 00:56:10,075 No! 1029 00:56:10,158 --> 00:56:11,076 No, please! 1030 00:56:11,159 --> 00:56:12,702 No! God, no! 1031 00:56:13,036 --> 00:56:14,079 -[Clay] No! -No-- 1032 00:56:14,162 --> 00:56:15,413 [thud echoes] 1033 00:56:17,999 --> 00:56:19,876 [gentle music plays] 1034 00:57:16,558 --> 00:57:18,810 ["Melt the Guns" by XTC plays] 1035 00:57:25,900 --> 00:57:27,235 ♪ Da da-da da-da... ♪ 1036 00:57:28,820 --> 00:57:30,905 [Clay reads text] 1037 00:57:36,411 --> 00:57:37,454 ♪ Da da-da da-da ♪ 1038 00:57:37,537 --> 00:57:42,959 ♪ Programs of violence As entertainment ♪ 1039 00:57:43,042 --> 00:57:46,963 ♪ Brings the disease into your room ♪ 1040 00:57:48,339 --> 00:57:50,467 ♪ We know the germ ♪ 1041 00:57:50,550 --> 00:57:53,219 ♪ Which is man-made in metal ♪ 1042 00:57:53,303 --> 00:57:57,557 ♪ Is really the key to your own tomb ♪ 1043 00:57:59,225 --> 00:58:01,853 ♪ Prevention is better than cure ♪ 1044 00:58:01,936 --> 00:58:04,355 ♪ Bad apples affecting the pure ♪ 1045 00:58:04,439 --> 00:58:06,733 ♪ You'll gather your senses, I'm sure ♪ 1046 00:58:06,816 --> 00:58:09,360 ♪ Then agree to ♪ 1047 00:58:09,444 --> 00:58:11,613 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns ♪ 1048 00:58:12,155 --> 00:58:14,866 ♪ Melt the guns And never more to fire them ♪ 1049 00:58:14,949 --> 00:58:17,243 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns ♪ 1050 00:58:17,327 --> 00:58:19,704 ♪ Melt the guns And never more to fire them ♪ 1051 00:58:19,787 --> 00:58:22,373 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns ♪ 1052 00:58:22,457 --> 00:58:25,418 ♪ Melt the guns And never more desire them ♪ 1053 00:58:29,297 --> 00:58:30,798 ♪ Da da-da da-da ♪ 1054 00:58:34,761 --> 00:58:35,970 ♪ Da da-da da-da ♪ 1055 00:58:36,054 --> 00:58:37,972 ♪ Children will want them ♪ 1056 00:58:38,598 --> 00:58:41,142 ♪ Mothers supply them ♪ 1057 00:58:41,226 --> 00:58:45,313 ♪ As long as your killers are heroes ♪ 1058 00:58:46,397 --> 00:58:48,816 ♪ And all the media ♪ 1059 00:58:48,900 --> 00:58:51,653 ♪ Will fiddle while Rome burns ♪ 1060 00:58:51,736 --> 00:58:55,823 ♪ Acting like modern-time Neros ♪ 1061 00:58:57,492 --> 00:58:59,744 ♪ Prevention is better than cure ♪ 1062 00:59:00,119 --> 00:59:02,163 ♪ Bad apples affecting the pure ♪ 1063 00:59:02,247 --> 00:59:04,832 ♪ You'll gather your senses, I'm sure ♪ 1064 00:59:04,916 --> 00:59:07,460 ♪ And agree to ♪ 1065 00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:10,088 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns ♪ 1066 00:59:10,171 --> 00:59:12,757 ♪ Melt the guns And never more to fire them ♪ 1067 00:59:12,840 --> 00:59:15,426 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns ♪ 1068 00:59:15,510 --> 00:59:18,012 ♪ Melt the guns And never more desire them ♪ 1069 00:59:18,096 --> 00:59:20,682 ♪ Melt the guns You want to melt the guns ♪ 1070 00:59:20,765 --> 00:59:23,518 ♪ Melt the guns And never more to fire them ♪ 1071 00:59:23,601 --> 00:59:25,937 ♪ Melt the guns Melt the guns... ♪ 1072 00:59:29,440 --> 00:59:31,442 [man] Well done, Ed. Well done.