1 00:00:30,155 --> 00:00:32,240 The female and the male are unwell. 2 00:00:32,741 --> 00:00:33,992 The male fed me once. 3 00:00:35,910 --> 00:00:37,454 I hope he feeds me again. 4 00:00:37,537 --> 00:00:39,998 The female scared my uncle at her home. 5 00:00:40,081 --> 00:00:42,625 Scared? Did he release poo-poo? 6 00:00:42,709 --> 00:00:45,211 Yes, he released. She pointed a weapon at him. 7 00:00:45,295 --> 00:00:47,297 Can this act of war be verified? 8 00:00:47,380 --> 00:00:49,174 I will cry out for testimony. 9 00:01:01,519 --> 00:01:03,271 It is confirmed. 10 00:01:04,105 --> 00:01:05,398 I am upset. 11 00:01:25,502 --> 00:01:26,336 Fuck. 12 00:01:51,611 --> 00:01:53,113 Stay right where you are. 13 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:54,030 Amy. 14 00:01:54,114 --> 00:01:55,740 Put the gun down. 15 00:01:55,824 --> 00:01:57,117 Don't move. 16 00:01:57,742 --> 00:01:59,494 I'm calling the police. 17 00:02:04,290 --> 00:02:06,084 What the fuck? Get away from me! 18 00:02:09,838 --> 00:02:11,089 Danny! 19 00:02:25,603 --> 00:02:26,563 Shit. 20 00:02:27,814 --> 00:02:29,190 Danny! 21 00:03:21,451 --> 00:03:22,911 Shit. 22 00:03:28,917 --> 00:03:31,836 Fuck. Why'd you make me do that?! 23 00:03:46,184 --> 00:03:47,644 Help! 24 00:04:06,454 --> 00:04:07,997 Help! 25 00:04:12,627 --> 00:04:13,544 Shit. 26 00:04:33,064 --> 00:04:34,065 Fuck. 27 00:04:53,001 --> 00:04:53,960 Fuck. 28 00:04:54,711 --> 00:04:55,753 Ow. 29 00:05:14,897 --> 00:05:15,982 Shit. 30 00:05:53,019 --> 00:05:54,228 Goddamn it. 31 00:05:57,607 --> 00:05:58,566 Water. 32 00:06:07,950 --> 00:06:09,911 Oh, someone's here. Thank God. 33 00:06:09,994 --> 00:06:10,953 Hello? 34 00:06:15,124 --> 00:06:17,085 Ugh! Danny! 35 00:06:17,168 --> 00:06:19,087 Oh, fuck you! 36 00:06:19,170 --> 00:06:20,254 Leave me alone! 37 00:06:20,338 --> 00:06:22,131 You leave me alone! 38 00:06:22,215 --> 00:06:24,342 You ruined my life! 39 00:06:24,425 --> 00:06:27,470 I ruined your life? What? 40 00:06:27,553 --> 00:06:31,265 I may never see June again, you psycho! 41 00:06:32,100 --> 00:06:35,144 My brother is dead because of you! 42 00:06:35,812 --> 00:06:36,646 What? 43 00:06:38,815 --> 00:06:39,649 Ow. 44 00:06:42,527 --> 00:06:43,569 Paul's dead? 45 00:06:44,779 --> 00:06:46,280 I don't know. I think so. 46 00:06:46,364 --> 00:06:47,281 Fuck! 47 00:06:47,365 --> 00:06:48,699 Danny, what happened? 48 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:50,451 The cops shot him. 49 00:06:51,577 --> 00:06:54,288 He tried to climb over the wall and they fucking shot him. 50 00:06:54,372 --> 00:06:56,624 Well, did you see him get into an ambulance? 51 00:06:56,707 --> 00:06:59,794 -How many times did he get shot? -I don't know, okay? 52 00:07:00,670 --> 00:07:01,879 I couldn't see. 53 00:07:01,963 --> 00:07:03,506 Well, then you don't know. 54 00:07:03,589 --> 00:07:05,967 Like, maybe he got away. 55 00:07:06,050 --> 00:07:07,802 I mean, that could happen, right? 56 00:07:07,885 --> 00:07:09,428 I don't know. I'm lost. 57 00:07:09,512 --> 00:07:11,556 I just gotta see if he's okay. 58 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:15,226 All right? I just-- Do you know how to get back? 59 00:07:15,893 --> 00:07:20,356 Look, I hurt my ankle when you shoved me down the fucking hill, 60 00:07:21,107 --> 00:07:25,069 so just help me get out of here and I'll show you where the road is. 61 00:07:25,153 --> 00:07:26,529 I won't call the cops. 62 00:07:28,281 --> 00:07:29,365 Where's your gun? 63 00:07:30,283 --> 00:07:31,909 I don't know. I lost it. 64 00:07:33,119 --> 00:07:34,745 How do I know you're not hiding it? 65 00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:37,165 Huh? Because you're a pathological liar. 66 00:07:37,248 --> 00:07:40,751 Because I would be shooting you with it, you moron. 67 00:07:43,045 --> 00:07:44,839 Hey! Hey, come back here. 68 00:07:44,922 --> 00:07:46,674 No. Use nice words! 69 00:07:46,757 --> 00:07:48,468 You called me a liar. 70 00:07:48,551 --> 00:07:52,096 I am not helping you unless you use nice words! 71 00:07:52,805 --> 00:07:54,765 All right, all right, all right. 72 00:07:56,809 --> 00:07:59,353 There's a hospital by the highway exit. 73 00:07:59,437 --> 00:08:01,147 I bet they took him there. 74 00:08:01,230 --> 00:08:03,858 Look, you don't get to talk about Paul. 75 00:08:03,941 --> 00:08:06,486 -All right? -I was just trying to help. 76 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:10,531 If I'm gonna carry you, you don't get to talk, period. 77 00:08:11,282 --> 00:08:12,408 Whatever. 78 00:08:19,332 --> 00:08:21,584 God, there is no service anywhere. 79 00:08:22,376 --> 00:08:24,212 What am I going to do? 80 00:08:24,295 --> 00:08:28,132 -If he thinks he can just take her away-- -Can you please shut the fuck up? 81 00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:30,259 Okay? You sure we're going the right way? 82 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:33,471 Yes, I know where I'm going. Head towards those trees. 83 00:08:33,554 --> 00:08:37,099 -Which trees? They're all trees. -The ones I'm pointing to, dumbass. 84 00:08:37,183 --> 00:08:38,351 Oh, my God. 85 00:08:44,440 --> 00:08:47,401 -It feels like we're going in circles. -Well, we're not, okay? 86 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:48,486 Okay. 87 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:52,365 Do you have anything to eat? 88 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:55,284 Yeah. Hold on. 89 00:08:59,288 --> 00:09:00,289 Oh. 90 00:09:01,332 --> 00:09:03,000 -Oh, thanks. -Yeah. 91 00:09:03,084 --> 00:09:04,126 -Thanks-- -Here you go. 92 00:09:05,086 --> 00:09:08,381 -You are such a dick. -Mm. That is so good. 93 00:09:08,464 --> 00:09:10,383 Ow! Why'd you do that? 94 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:13,386 -You started it. -God. 95 00:09:24,438 --> 00:09:25,606 What are you doing? 96 00:09:26,148 --> 00:09:27,441 Stop. Stop. Stop. 97 00:09:37,285 --> 00:09:39,120 Your brother taught me that move. 98 00:09:39,203 --> 00:09:40,037 Fuck you. 99 00:09:40,121 --> 00:09:43,332 Next time someone honks at you, maybe let it go. 100 00:09:43,416 --> 00:09:45,418 Maybe next time, think twice before you honk. 101 00:09:45,501 --> 00:09:47,712 -How about that? -Why are you angry all the time? 102 00:09:47,795 --> 00:09:50,590 -I could ask you the same thing. -Whatever. 103 00:09:51,215 --> 00:09:52,133 We need water. 104 00:09:52,216 --> 00:09:55,219 Humans can go days without water, so relax. 105 00:09:55,303 --> 00:09:57,263 That is 100 percent not true. 106 00:09:57,346 --> 00:09:58,598 Oh, yeah? How long then? 107 00:09:58,681 --> 00:10:00,850 I don't know-- Nineteen hours? 108 00:10:00,933 --> 00:10:04,103 Nineteen? I've slept nineteen hours without water, you idiot. 109 00:10:04,186 --> 00:10:06,272 Who sleeps that long? 110 00:10:06,355 --> 00:10:07,815 I had a bad day! 111 00:10:07,898 --> 00:10:09,775 -You're a child. -You're a baby. 112 00:10:10,318 --> 00:10:11,694 You can't even walk. 113 00:10:11,777 --> 00:10:14,989 And you fucked yourself, by the way. I can't even carry you now. 114 00:10:15,072 --> 00:10:16,282 It doesn't matter. 115 00:10:16,365 --> 00:10:18,784 I just need to last through the night. 116 00:10:18,868 --> 00:10:21,245 -Someone's gonna find me in the morning. -Right. 117 00:10:21,329 --> 00:10:23,706 You think someone's looking for you? 118 00:10:23,789 --> 00:10:25,833 I bet George doesn't even know you're missing. 119 00:10:25,916 --> 00:10:28,919 He's not gonna check on you, after all you put him through. 120 00:10:32,298 --> 00:10:34,050 Please, you're not gonna shoot me. 121 00:10:35,301 --> 00:10:37,928 Relax! Jesus! My God. 122 00:10:38,012 --> 00:10:41,057 You are fucking proof that Western therapy does not work on Eastern minds. 123 00:10:41,140 --> 00:10:42,808 Yeah, no shit. 124 00:10:42,892 --> 00:10:45,561 Now go find some aloe vera and agave. 125 00:10:45,645 --> 00:10:47,355 Elderberries too. 126 00:10:47,438 --> 00:10:48,356 Come on. 127 00:10:49,523 --> 00:10:50,483 Fine. 128 00:10:51,067 --> 00:10:53,736 And stay where I can see you because I will shoot. 129 00:10:53,819 --> 00:10:55,655 I have nothing left to lose. 130 00:10:57,865 --> 00:10:59,367 What the fuck is an elderberry? 131 00:11:03,996 --> 00:11:05,498 Can I eat this? 132 00:11:05,581 --> 00:11:07,416 No, those are flowers. 133 00:11:08,209 --> 00:11:11,337 Go towards the rock. Juicy shit thrives in the shade. 134 00:11:13,547 --> 00:11:14,840 Can I eat this? 135 00:11:14,924 --> 00:11:18,260 God, just listen to me and look for what I said. 136 00:11:24,392 --> 00:11:26,769 Can I get you anything else? 137 00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:28,854 Tea? Dessert? 138 00:11:29,939 --> 00:11:32,066 Keep sassing and you won't get any. 139 00:11:33,651 --> 00:11:35,528 Oh, wow, okay. 140 00:11:39,198 --> 00:11:40,574 You know what your problem is? 141 00:11:41,575 --> 00:11:43,494 You only think about yourself. 142 00:11:45,413 --> 00:11:47,998 Your problem is you only bitch about everybody else. 143 00:11:50,918 --> 00:11:53,129 Let's just stop talking, okay? 144 00:11:56,298 --> 00:11:58,509 Here, have some elderberries. 145 00:11:59,260 --> 00:12:00,094 Come on. 146 00:12:03,472 --> 00:12:04,515 Whatever. 147 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:07,184 What a fucking mess. 148 00:12:07,726 --> 00:12:10,187 You know, you're born, 149 00:12:11,063 --> 00:12:12,398 you make choices, 150 00:12:13,899 --> 00:12:15,151 then suddenly... 151 00:12:16,318 --> 00:12:17,319 you're here. 152 00:12:18,988 --> 00:12:20,030 Great summary. 153 00:12:22,867 --> 00:12:24,743 Hey, are you sure these are elderberry? 154 00:12:28,706 --> 00:12:29,915 Oh, my God. 155 00:12:31,417 --> 00:12:33,169 What the fuck did we eat? 156 00:12:34,795 --> 00:12:36,046 Something poisonous. 157 00:12:37,423 --> 00:12:39,175 I thought you were a plant expert? 158 00:12:39,258 --> 00:12:41,469 I just Google shit and pretend I am. 159 00:12:41,552 --> 00:12:44,597 Oh, my God, I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. 160 00:12:55,357 --> 00:12:57,276 I think we're in trouble. This-- 161 00:12:57,985 --> 00:12:59,403 This is not normal. 162 00:13:01,989 --> 00:13:03,324 I'll go find help. 163 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:06,368 No, you won't be able to make it back. 164 00:13:06,452 --> 00:13:08,120 I just want to try. 165 00:13:08,204 --> 00:13:09,205 Hey! 166 00:13:09,872 --> 00:13:11,499 Don't leave me here. 167 00:13:24,178 --> 00:13:25,387 I can't move. 168 00:13:27,139 --> 00:13:28,432 What's happening? 169 00:13:28,516 --> 00:13:30,184 -What? -What? 170 00:13:31,227 --> 00:13:33,103 What even is poison? 171 00:13:33,187 --> 00:13:34,939 I think they're just chemicals. 172 00:13:35,022 --> 00:13:36,941 What are chemicals? 173 00:13:37,024 --> 00:13:38,526 I don't know, Danny. 174 00:13:40,027 --> 00:13:42,613 How come Asians are all lactose intolerant? 175 00:13:42,696 --> 00:13:43,614 Um... 176 00:13:44,365 --> 00:13:45,407 Maybe because, uh... 177 00:13:47,660 --> 00:13:50,246 milk wasn't part of our ancestors' diet. 178 00:13:50,329 --> 00:13:53,165 No, that doesn't make sense, 179 00:13:53,249 --> 00:13:55,751 because all Korean dishes have beef. 180 00:13:55,834 --> 00:13:58,337 So if we have the cows, why wouldn't we drink the milk? 181 00:13:58,420 --> 00:13:59,672 -Hey... -You know? 182 00:13:59,755 --> 00:14:02,299 ...you gotta stop asking me questions, okay? 183 00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:05,928 -You sound like June. -Mommy, why do you work so much? 184 00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:09,598 -Okay. You all right? 185 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:11,767 Time is not making sense right now. 186 00:14:11,850 --> 00:14:14,520 George told me how time is like-- 187 00:14:15,312 --> 00:14:18,983 Like, when you're a kid, it's all... small. 188 00:14:20,067 --> 00:14:22,152 There's like a percentage-- 189 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:23,988 Fuck. I'm messing it up. 190 00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:27,074 Um, there's-- Fuck! 191 00:14:27,157 --> 00:14:28,868 Fuck, I mess everything up. 192 00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:31,370 I have to go home. 193 00:14:31,453 --> 00:14:33,038 The day you honked at me, 194 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:34,999 I was trying to return these hibachi grills 195 00:14:35,082 --> 00:14:37,042 that I bought to kill myself. 196 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:39,753 Oh. 197 00:14:40,337 --> 00:14:42,006 They wouldn't let me return them. 198 00:14:43,841 --> 00:14:46,010 It's like the world wanted me gone. 199 00:14:48,178 --> 00:14:49,972 Maybe that's why we're sick-- 200 00:14:58,606 --> 00:15:00,065 God, I fucked it all up, 201 00:15:00,149 --> 00:15:02,568 they never even got my college applications. 202 00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:04,236 Help Paul out. 203 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:06,405 You're the older brother after all. 204 00:15:09,992 --> 00:15:11,619 You hear those voices? 205 00:15:12,411 --> 00:15:14,496 No, I don't hear anything. 206 00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:15,998 That's nice. 207 00:15:17,082 --> 00:15:19,168 Danny, you really need to throw up. 208 00:15:19,251 --> 00:15:20,753 It helped me feel better. 209 00:15:20,836 --> 00:15:24,006 One time I peed all over someone's bathroom. 210 00:15:24,089 --> 00:15:26,091 Yeah, that was me. 211 00:15:26,175 --> 00:15:27,843 Oh, yeah, right. 212 00:15:28,385 --> 00:15:30,846 No, I was thinking when I was a kid. 213 00:15:31,847 --> 00:15:34,642 It was an accident, but my dad smacked the shit out of me. 214 00:15:34,725 --> 00:15:36,977 Now you have to pass that trauma down 215 00:15:37,061 --> 00:15:40,689 to an innocent driver of a white SUV. 216 00:15:44,026 --> 00:15:46,403 You know our body absorbs nutrients, 217 00:15:47,071 --> 00:15:49,865 and then pisses and shits out all the bad stuff? 218 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:51,659 Yeah, Danny, I do know about that. 219 00:15:51,742 --> 00:15:54,161 What if we're doing that to babies? 220 00:15:54,703 --> 00:15:56,789 But, you know, like parents, 221 00:15:56,872 --> 00:15:59,875 like they just, like, piss their trauma down. 222 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:02,795 I wonder who took the first piss. You know? 223 00:16:02,878 --> 00:16:05,881 -What were we before monkeys? -Sponge. 224 00:16:06,382 --> 00:16:08,968 We weren't sponge before monkey. 225 00:16:09,551 --> 00:16:11,220 We used to have tails. 226 00:16:11,303 --> 00:16:13,931 Sometimes I can still feel where my tail used to be-- 227 00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:19,395 Oh, my God, someone's coming. 228 00:16:21,522 --> 00:16:22,773 Thank you. 229 00:16:24,441 --> 00:16:25,859 Thank you so much. 230 00:16:27,695 --> 00:16:28,570 For what? 231 00:16:31,407 --> 00:16:32,574 What? 232 00:16:35,536 --> 00:16:36,704 Oh. 233 00:16:36,787 --> 00:16:37,997 I think that helped. 234 00:16:39,206 --> 00:16:42,084 Oh, look, it's pretty like Skittles. 235 00:16:42,835 --> 00:16:44,962 I could go for some Burger King right now. 236 00:16:45,713 --> 00:16:49,550 You know, everyone born in the '80s got fucking screwed, 237 00:16:49,633 --> 00:16:53,512 like, fast food, candy, fucking secondhand smoke. 238 00:16:56,056 --> 00:16:57,599 Look, just think about it. 239 00:16:58,350 --> 00:17:01,729 We hit puberty right when they invented the Internet. 240 00:17:02,354 --> 00:17:05,232 And then when we left home, that's when ethernet became a thing. 241 00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:06,900 Right. 242 00:17:07,609 --> 00:17:09,695 All that porn. Uncharted territory. 243 00:17:09,778 --> 00:17:11,739 Yeah, it was like Wild, Wild West shit. 244 00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:14,783 I didn't even have to search. I grabbed whatever was available. 245 00:17:14,867 --> 00:17:18,245 You know what, we were the guinea pigs, right? 246 00:17:18,328 --> 00:17:19,413 We got used. 247 00:17:20,456 --> 00:17:21,373 It's fucked up. 248 00:17:21,457 --> 00:17:23,417 I guess I can agree with that. 249 00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:25,502 Yo, what if-- 250 00:17:27,588 --> 00:17:33,427 What if our generation started copying the porn 251 00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:35,429 that they saw in real life? 252 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:38,390 And then real life became the porn. 253 00:17:38,474 --> 00:17:41,685 Like digital-- Like a digital-analog bridge. 254 00:17:42,352 --> 00:17:43,353 Oh, whoa. 255 00:17:45,314 --> 00:17:46,356 Right, like... 256 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:50,611 we're the reason choking is mainstream now. 257 00:17:51,236 --> 00:17:52,154 It is? 258 00:17:52,821 --> 00:17:56,492 Yeah, all the kids are doing it. 259 00:17:58,118 --> 00:18:00,454 They don't even know that it used to be less common. 260 00:18:00,537 --> 00:18:01,371 What? 261 00:18:04,291 --> 00:18:06,126 Is that what my brother was like? 262 00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:08,962 Yeah, very rough but like in the best way possible. 263 00:18:09,046 --> 00:18:11,632 Okay, actually never-- Stop. Stop, stop, stop. Okay? 264 00:18:11,715 --> 00:18:14,551 I'm sorry I asked. I don't want to know details. 265 00:18:15,969 --> 00:18:16,929 Sorry. 266 00:18:21,975 --> 00:18:24,228 I don't even know if Paul had a real girlfriend. 267 00:18:27,606 --> 00:18:29,149 I should have talked to him more. 268 00:18:30,859 --> 00:18:32,111 About some real shit. 269 00:18:33,278 --> 00:18:35,072 He would have liked that. 270 00:18:37,866 --> 00:18:40,035 I think he just wanted to feel seen. 271 00:18:40,869 --> 00:18:44,081 I mean, we all do, right? 272 00:18:46,834 --> 00:18:49,378 I don't want anyone to see who I really am. 273 00:18:55,008 --> 00:18:57,970 You know, one time I was so sick of George's vases, 274 00:18:58,929 --> 00:19:02,432 I broke one on purpose and I blamed it on June. 275 00:19:02,516 --> 00:19:05,352 -You don't like George's vases? -No, I hate them. 276 00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:11,066 I just-- I couldn't tell him. 277 00:19:11,150 --> 00:19:13,569 I couldn't tell him a lot of things. 278 00:19:13,652 --> 00:19:14,862 Why not? 279 00:19:14,945 --> 00:19:18,949 I think when nowhere feels like home, you just retreat into yourself. 280 00:19:24,663 --> 00:19:26,957 But George and June feel like home, right? 281 00:19:31,044 --> 00:19:32,045 I don't know. 282 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:37,759 I used to think June was the answer. 283 00:19:37,843 --> 00:19:40,846 When she was a baby, I'd look at her and I just felt like, 284 00:19:41,471 --> 00:19:44,016 no matter what I did or didn't do that day, 285 00:19:44,641 --> 00:19:46,435 her love would never waver. 286 00:19:47,269 --> 00:19:49,897 And I've been chasing that feeling with her ever since. 287 00:19:52,357 --> 00:19:53,775 But she's getting older. 288 00:19:55,402 --> 00:19:58,280 And her love gets very conditional. 289 00:19:58,363 --> 00:20:02,451 Right, like if you give me that cookie, then I'll give you the hug. 290 00:20:03,952 --> 00:20:05,287 Paul is like that. 291 00:20:05,787 --> 00:20:06,705 Still is. 292 00:20:06,788 --> 00:20:07,956 Exactly. 293 00:20:08,790 --> 00:20:11,293 I realized, you know, when she was a baby, 294 00:20:12,211 --> 00:20:14,588 she never had unconditional love for me. 295 00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:19,843 People think babies are so innocent and cute but they're not. 296 00:20:19,927 --> 00:20:21,595 No, they're all screaming and crying 297 00:20:21,678 --> 00:20:23,889 because they don't got what they want right away. 298 00:20:24,723 --> 00:20:27,809 -Ugh. -They're the most ruthless of us all. 299 00:20:27,893 --> 00:20:30,520 They just lack the words or power to do anything about it. 300 00:20:31,188 --> 00:20:34,983 A baby with mobility and strength is just a serial killer. 301 00:20:38,028 --> 00:20:39,446 And yet, to think... 302 00:20:40,739 --> 00:20:43,825 I expected this little child to make me whole. 303 00:20:45,827 --> 00:20:49,539 When George couldn't and work couldn't. 304 00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:53,961 Hmm. 305 00:20:56,588 --> 00:20:58,799 Why is it so hard for us to be happy? 306 00:21:05,555 --> 00:21:07,516 Oh, shit, you okay? 307 00:21:08,141 --> 00:21:09,351 Did I eat Skittles? 308 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:16,066 Oh, something's not right. It's coming back on strong. 309 00:21:16,149 --> 00:21:18,277 I feel like you're inside my head. 310 00:21:19,027 --> 00:21:20,737 Are you talking or me? 311 00:21:20,821 --> 00:21:22,072 I'm not sure. 312 00:21:23,031 --> 00:21:24,950 I think I was talking about this one night, 313 00:21:25,534 --> 00:21:27,202 I was up real late at night 314 00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:30,414 and my mom got me real good with that Kmart maemae. 315 00:21:31,248 --> 00:21:33,792 I think I was like 12 or 13 at the time. 316 00:21:33,875 --> 00:21:36,712 I got out of bed and walked over to my brother's. 317 00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:39,631 God, he must have been having a good-ass dream 318 00:21:39,715 --> 00:21:41,550 because he was all smiling and shit. 319 00:21:42,884 --> 00:21:45,137 Made me so fucking mad. 320 00:21:46,388 --> 00:21:49,641 I grabbed a mechanical pencil and I was about to stab Paul in the eye. 321 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:55,188 And the only reason I didn't was because when I looked up 322 00:21:56,231 --> 00:21:59,484 there was a motel guest staring right back at me outside the window. 323 00:22:00,027 --> 00:22:01,445 I thought I did that. 324 00:22:02,946 --> 00:22:03,780 Wait. 325 00:22:05,657 --> 00:22:06,950 Who am I? 326 00:22:07,034 --> 00:22:09,786 Yo, you're Amy. 327 00:22:09,870 --> 00:22:11,330 I'm Danny. Come on. 328 00:22:11,413 --> 00:22:13,623 Oh, right, I'm Amy. 329 00:22:15,459 --> 00:22:19,588 Wait, did you jerk off to my butt photo? 330 00:22:20,756 --> 00:22:21,757 I'm sorry. 331 00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:23,884 It's okay, Danny. 332 00:22:27,929 --> 00:22:30,265 I've done some shameful things too. 333 00:22:31,183 --> 00:22:33,560 Yo, by the way, what's up with your tattoo? 334 00:22:33,643 --> 00:22:35,145 It's the number 22. 335 00:22:35,729 --> 00:22:37,397 Right, but why 22? 336 00:22:37,939 --> 00:22:41,193 Did you know Joseph Heller titled his book Catch-18 337 00:22:41,276 --> 00:22:45,572 but his editor arbitrarily changed it to Catch-22? 338 00:22:47,532 --> 00:22:48,909 Ow, ow, ow. 339 00:22:49,618 --> 00:22:50,660 No. 340 00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:55,832 Well, for as long as I can remember, that's what being alive has felt like. 341 00:22:56,875 --> 00:22:59,002 Can't have form without space. 342 00:23:00,629 --> 00:23:02,798 Can't experience light without dark. 343 00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:04,800 We're stuck. 344 00:23:05,634 --> 00:23:09,763 Yeah, and any time you try to hold on to one thing... 345 00:23:13,558 --> 00:23:15,060 it slips away. 346 00:23:18,021 --> 00:23:21,441 I've never been able to describe this feeling inside of me, 347 00:23:23,151 --> 00:23:24,528 but I think that's it. 348 00:23:26,571 --> 00:23:27,948 Catch-22. 349 00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:31,660 Right? It's like a void. 350 00:23:32,452 --> 00:23:38,291 But not. It's like empty but solid. 351 00:23:38,375 --> 00:23:41,336 Yes, that's right, Daniel. 352 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:43,463 Empty but solid. 353 00:23:45,298 --> 00:23:47,050 Right under the surface. 354 00:23:49,052 --> 00:23:51,138 You think other people feel this way? 355 00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:55,642 I know George doesn't. 356 00:23:57,602 --> 00:23:59,271 I hope June never does. 357 00:24:00,981 --> 00:24:01,898 I don't know. 358 00:24:03,024 --> 00:24:04,484 Maybe we're not normal. 359 00:24:05,777 --> 00:24:07,362 Maybe we're too fucked up. 360 00:24:08,864 --> 00:24:14,452 Or maybe normal people are just delusional fucked up people. 361 00:24:17,289 --> 00:24:22,085 Either way, that's why I don't believe in God. 362 00:24:23,295 --> 00:24:24,421 What do you mean? 363 00:24:26,798 --> 00:24:29,009 Why would a God make it like this? 364 00:24:32,429 --> 00:24:35,974 Well, if God is everything, 365 00:24:37,559 --> 00:24:38,560 then we're God. 366 00:24:39,686 --> 00:24:41,688 That means God is just like us. 367 00:24:42,731 --> 00:24:45,650 Maybe that's why everything is the way it is. 368 00:24:45,734 --> 00:24:48,904 God's just trying not to feel alone in nothingness. 369 00:24:51,239 --> 00:24:54,159 I've never talked to anybody like this before. 370 00:24:55,118 --> 00:24:56,244 Me neither. 371 00:25:00,749 --> 00:25:02,500 I think we're dying. 372 00:25:04,544 --> 00:25:05,921 I think so too. 373 00:25:12,802 --> 00:25:14,054 I see your life. 374 00:25:17,224 --> 00:25:18,391 You poor thing. 375 00:25:22,854 --> 00:25:25,398 All you wanted was to not be alone. 376 00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:28,318 You don't have to be ashamed. 377 00:25:29,736 --> 00:25:30,820 It's okay. 378 00:25:33,949 --> 00:25:35,116 I see it all. 379 00:25:35,200 --> 00:25:37,244 You don't have to hide. It's okay. 380 00:25:42,624 --> 00:25:43,583 Wow. 381 00:25:47,087 --> 00:25:49,130 There's really nothing after this. 382 00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:53,802 We should have done this more often. 383 00:25:56,638 --> 00:25:57,889 What a waste. 384 00:26:01,351 --> 00:26:02,978 At least we did it once. 385 00:26:05,563 --> 00:26:06,564 Yeah. 386 00:26:08,149 --> 00:26:09,359 This is nice. 387 00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:49,774 Oh, my God. 388 00:26:50,775 --> 00:26:52,193 Danny, wake up. 389 00:26:54,529 --> 00:26:55,363 Huh? 390 00:27:02,871 --> 00:27:03,997 We're still here? 391 00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:04,956 Yeah. 392 00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:20,430 Hey, I hear cars. 393 00:27:21,139 --> 00:27:22,599 Oh, we gotta be getting close. 394 00:27:23,767 --> 00:27:25,685 It's kind of funny that we're rushing back 395 00:27:25,769 --> 00:27:28,063 to the absolute shit show that's waiting for us. 396 00:27:28,730 --> 00:27:30,565 Yeah, well... 397 00:27:30,648 --> 00:27:32,567 we gotta face it, right? Fuck. 398 00:27:32,650 --> 00:27:35,070 Yeah, but we could slow down, right? 399 00:27:36,863 --> 00:27:39,574 Yeah. All right, yeah. 400 00:27:42,410 --> 00:27:43,453 You know what? 401 00:27:43,536 --> 00:27:46,331 You forget, but LA's pretty beautiful. 402 00:27:46,414 --> 00:27:47,332 Oh, yeah. 403 00:27:47,415 --> 00:27:49,793 You get so used to it, it's easy to take for granted. 404 00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:51,628 Oh, shit. 405 00:27:51,711 --> 00:27:53,546 There's some houses over there. 406 00:27:53,630 --> 00:27:54,714 Oh, wow. 407 00:27:54,798 --> 00:27:56,216 Look. There they are. 408 00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:57,675 It's so peaceful from up here. 409 00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:03,723 I got reception. 410 00:28:10,063 --> 00:28:12,107 Oh. Thank you, God. 411 00:28:13,358 --> 00:28:14,442 Paul's alive. 412 00:28:14,526 --> 00:28:16,861 Oh, my God, that's amazing. 413 00:28:17,779 --> 00:28:19,781 Shit, I lost reception. 414 00:28:19,864 --> 00:28:21,658 Fuck. Me too. 415 00:28:27,705 --> 00:28:30,333 Those houses looked a lot closer from up there. 416 00:28:30,417 --> 00:28:31,251 Oh, shit. 417 00:28:31,334 --> 00:28:32,544 I think we're close. 418 00:28:32,627 --> 00:28:33,837 Oh, thank God. 419 00:28:36,589 --> 00:28:38,675 I'm sure we can explain everything. 420 00:28:38,758 --> 00:28:41,010 A good lawyer should keep you out of jail. 421 00:28:41,094 --> 00:28:43,138 Look, Danny, if you need help with anything, 422 00:28:43,221 --> 00:28:45,682 -like financially or like-- -No, no, no. I'll be fine. 423 00:28:46,266 --> 00:28:48,309 Everything's gonna work out as it should. 424 00:28:48,393 --> 00:28:49,477 Are you sure? 425 00:28:49,936 --> 00:28:52,313 I mean, I'm not, but... 426 00:28:53,898 --> 00:28:56,192 -We need a break. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. 427 00:28:56,276 --> 00:28:57,152 Okay. 428 00:28:57,986 --> 00:28:59,529 -All right, you good? -Yep. 429 00:28:59,612 --> 00:29:01,364 Careful, careful. Okay? 430 00:29:01,448 --> 00:29:02,824 -Yeah. -Hey! 431 00:29:03,616 --> 00:29:06,536 -Amy! Are you okay? -George? 432 00:29:07,662 --> 00:29:09,247 Get your hands off her! 433 00:29:47,827 --> 00:29:49,454 What? What? 434 00:30:07,096 --> 00:30:09,349 I just wanna know if I gotta get to where you are. 435 00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:12,185 Everything fades. 436 00:30:13,937 --> 00:30:15,271 Nothing lasts.