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<i>One of the most important skills
doctors learn</i>

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<i>is how to keep their emotions in check.</i>

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<i>We call this skill "doctor face."</i>

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So, during your son's surgery,
we found a tumor.

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I'm so sorry.

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<i>I wouldn't say the newbies
were nailing it yet.</i>

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<i>It's about being professional.</i>

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<i>My doctor face had gotten
better and better over the years.</i>

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You've got something on your face, Asher.

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Looks like it's Amara.

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<i>Nothing could rattle me.</i>

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I'm not invited to the barbecue?
But it's our tradition.

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J.D., we did it for 16 years.
That's hardly a tradition.

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Oh, really?
Then why did we record this last year?

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<i>♪ We're writing a prescription
For our barbecue tradition ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm already wishing
For next year's edition ♪</i>

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Harmony.

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<i>♪ Of our barbecue tradition ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Tradition ♪</i>

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Okay, fine. Carla wants to do it
with Elliot and Wes this year.

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You get it, buddy.

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Then you go to her, and you fight for me.

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I'm not strong enough, J.D.
She's going through menopause.

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She's having mood swings,
night sweats, day sweats.

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She's always wearing sweats.
I'm starting to avoid her.

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Hey, have you seen Turk?

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Yeah, he's right...

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I haven't seen him.

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Whoa. You just materialized.
You're like Merlin.

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I've gotten good.

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I see you. I ain't mad at the back either.

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Okay. Okay.

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We're super excited
about the barbecue.

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Wes is bringing something
called a "Pilot's Booty."

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It's first-class warmed nuts
mixed with coach pretzels.

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Or you could just bring ice?

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We'll figure out something else to bring.
Save your "Pilot's Booty" for me.

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Okay, good night.

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Oh!

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Another hot flash?

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Just shut up and fan me.

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<i>I guess Carla wanted
to hide her menopause,</i>

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<i>but it wasn't going to be easy.</i>

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Doctor faces, everyone, doctor faces.

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<i>♪ I can't do this all on my own ♪</i>

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<i>♪ No, I know I'm no Superman ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm no Superman ♪</i>

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{\an8}I've been thinking, we should spend
more time together, you know?

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{\an8}Really water the garden of our friendship.

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{\an8}You're not coming to the barbecue, J.D.

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{\an8}Oh, is that happening?

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{\an8}Our long-standing tradition
of smoking meat

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{\an8}and making memories that last a lifetime?

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{\an8}I wasn't even thinking about it.

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{\an8}Seriously, it's not about that.
I just... I miss you.

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{\an8}Don't be sweet with me right now.
I can't handle it.

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{\an8}- Okay, it's all good. Okay.
-  Don't touch me.

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{\an8}Mr. Butler, I'm Dr. Dorian...

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{\an8}I'm sorry, is that ranch dressing?

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{\an8}I brought my own from home.
I'm kind of a ranch snob.

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{\an8}Mr. Butler, if you don't make
some serious lifestyle changes,

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{\an8}you're gonna suffer through
bypass surgery for no reason.

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{\an8}But I am making lifestyle changes.
I take vitamins every day.

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{\an8}I walk every day.

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{\an8}I'm down to a jug a week.
I'm putting in the work.

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{\an8}Listen, I know
making lifestyle changes is hard,

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{\an8}but we're going to take this
one step at a time.

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{\an8}-  <i>Something just as important...</i>
- We can start with your beverages...

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{\an8}<i>...as doctor face is nurse voice.
And Carla was the best.</i>

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{\an8}Guys, we did everything we could.
This was a high-risk case.

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{\an8}Yeah, but that doesn't make
telling the family any easier.

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{\an8}And yet, you are so good at it.

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{\an8}Actually, Dashana, you're gonna be the one

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{\an8}to tell the Garcia family
that he passed away.

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Oh, come on, man.
Now, you know I'm not good at this.

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Hey, other people's feelings
just bring up a lotta...

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You know?

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- Feelings?
- Yes!

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Look, I'm not a crier, okay?

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- I'm not even a hugger.
- Oh.

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Even in high school basketball,
my coach told me to, "Bring it in."

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Never did.

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Well, you're just like me.

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Hey! Come on, twin.

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No. No, it was a bad thing.
I needed to work on it and so do you.

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Look, that family is hurting.

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You need to step up and be there for them...

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because that's the job.

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<i>Even some of the old pros
could struggle with doctor face.</i>

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I am Mariah Carey.

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Don't look at me!

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<i>But Elliot had other things
on her mind.</i>

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Carla,
Wes just texted the funniest thing.

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<i>It was not funny.</i>

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All right, yeah, I get it.
"Cockpit" means two things.

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Classic, right?

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Wait, do you not like him?

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I mean, I don't really know him yet,
but I'm sure he's perfectly fine.

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<i>Elliot's relationship
wasn't the only one under scrutiny.</i>

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I really do need some gauze. Sorry.

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Bye.

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Okay. Anytime you have a hot flash,

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ice cream in the morgue is our new go-to.

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I'm just glad you're finally
talking about "the change."

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Call it that one more time, you're gonna
find yourself in one of those drawers.

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I'm not Teen Wolf.

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<i>Carla as Teen Wolf?</i>

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<i>Don't get distracted. She needs you.</i>

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Hey, tell me. What's been going on?

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Ugh!

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It's been so hard, J.D.

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I'm anxious, I'm moody, I can't sleep.
I'm finding hair in the strangest places.

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I'll bet you are.

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- Hey!
- Sorry!

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You know what really sucks?

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I'm doing everything that I used to
at home and at work.

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- I always feel like I'm coming up short.
- Mm-hmm.

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I hate aging.

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Well, if it makes you feel any better,

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the only thing longer
than my father's earlobes...

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were his testicles.

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So I've got that coming for me.

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You know, that does make me feel better.

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Please don't make me do this.

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I wanna cut stuff,
but not talk to families.

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I'll just be a butcher.

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Dashana, I'm gonna give you some advice

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that's gotten me
through some really hard times.

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"The only way to grow
is to face challenges

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that seem beyond your strength."

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That's on the poster behind me, isn't it?

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It is. Put your doctor face on
and get in there.

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Um...

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Mrs. Garcia. I am so sorry.

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We did everything we could.
Your husband didn't make it.

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It's just so hard.

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He worked all the time.

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- He was such a good dad.
- Oh...

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It feels like you guys could just...
hug each other now?

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No. No, no, no.
You guys are in great hands.

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Take all the time you need.

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Mmm.

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<i>For some reason,
Amara really reminded me of myself.</i>

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- Give me a hug.
- Uh-uh.

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Let me guess,
you've been kissing Asher again.

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It's the craziest thing I've ever done.

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And now that I've got a taste
of this crazy-girl lifestyle, I want more.

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I wanna try sushi, pole dancing.
I wanna flash a trucker. And--

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Okay, look. I love this for you,
but you still live with your aunt,

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so you might wanna stay off the pole.

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Maybe try going out with us
on a Saturday night

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instead of making pasta and watching
<i>The Great British Bake Off</i> with her.

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You're right.
We're going out on Saturday night.

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- <i>♪ We're going out on Saturday night ♪
-</i> Oh, my God.

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- <i>♪ We're going out on Saturday night ♪</i>
- Ay!

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<i>♪ We're going out on Saturday night ♪</i>

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So...

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Shades inside, huh? Cool.

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Looks like we're gonna get you started
on IV antibiotics for your cellulitis.

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What you are going to get started on
is this list.

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And this dressing room is unacceptable.

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Baby, you was falling asleep again.

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Again? What does that mean, "again"?
You're always saying again.

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Nah, nah, I just be talking sometimes.

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I have an energy-boost smoothie

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for the hardest-working woman
in the hospital.

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I call it "the mangopause."

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- That's funny.
- Yeah. So funny.

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I gotta get some more napkins
for my armpits.

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Okay.

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Would you like to borrow
some of my thunder

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since I stole all of yours?

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J.D., I'ma tell you something right now.

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You sound like that guy who went
to go live with the grizzly bears.

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At first he was like,
"I'm the grizzly man. They love me."

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And then one day, they tore his ass up.

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Don't hate me
just because I understand women.

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You know, I should really teach a course
for less enlightened guys like you.

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I could call it, "Hey, man, pause."

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- Turk.
- Hey.

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You can still eat sweet barbecue sauce
with your diabetes, right?

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Yeah, I mean, I got my 'pod.

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I can dose insulin from my phone
for any meal I want.

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- Then we have some big news.
- Okay.

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Wes is flying a pair of lungs
to save a smoker in Kansas City--

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And then I'm stopping at a smoker
in Kansas City to pick you up...

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the best brisket in the country.

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Wow, that's-- that's really nice.
Wow. Thank you, Wes.

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It's okay, Turk.

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You can be happy even though
I'm not invited to the barbecue.

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Kansas City brisket, here we come!
Let's go!

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<i>I'm gonna put a hex on his belly.
Where is my witchcraft workbook?</i>

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So, Turk seemed excited.

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Most meat makes Turk excited.

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Three of our daughters are because
they kept bringing back the McRib.

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Carla, do you like Wes or not?

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Honestly, I thought your first fling
would be a lot more exciting.

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He flies a plane. In the sky.

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Yeah. You'd think
that'd be more interesting. Hmm.

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I have something to show you
behind this curtain.

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So when I told my dad about us,
he said that when you really like someone,

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you should do something for them
every day to let them know.

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His name is Asher Bear.

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You told your dad about us?

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- Mm-hmm.
- It's been less than a week.

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We haven't even made out
in real clothes yet.

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Well, that's long enough for me
to know how I feel about you.

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Yeah, yeah.

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Yet when I visualized this moment,

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there was more kissing
and less backing away.

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That sounds...

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Yeah, yeah.

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When you open your locker,
there may be an eruption of flowers.

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Please disregard.

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Dashana, I'm gonna be honest with you.
You failed the Garcia family big time.

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But good news, you get to retake the test.

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Okay, retake the test?
Mrs. Garcia knows he's dead.

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I made that very clear.

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Remember when the Garcia family was saying

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- how he was always away working?
- Yeah.

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Yeah, what he was working on
was hiding his second family.

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Ooh, second family.

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This is my favorite kind
of hospital gossip,

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second only to when the baby
come out the wrong color.

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Mmm!

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Oh, God, I cannot believe this.

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Me neither. Mr. Garcia was not cute.

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Fresh flowers, fruit bowl, Perrier.
Who does she think she is?

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Mariah Carey. She was very clear.

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She suffers from psychosis, Blake.
You got to treat the whole patient.

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Even if that means
supporting some of her delusions.

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What... How am I supposed to do that?

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Look, Blake, you're the best intern
in this place.

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You'll figure it out.

235
00:11:03,079 --> 00:11:05,581
Wow, the best? Really?

236
00:11:05,582 --> 00:11:09,668
Ha! See how good that made you feel?
Support the delusion.

237
00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:12,754
Being kind is
part of being the best, Blake.

238
00:11:15,758 --> 00:11:17,468
How come I only have two patients?

239
00:11:18,011 --> 00:11:20,721
Oh! Child, Dr. Dorian asked us
to cut your workload

240
00:11:20,722 --> 00:11:22,681
- into what you can handle.
-  We got you, baby.

241
00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:25,058
The way you carried us
when we first came on,

242
00:11:25,059 --> 00:11:27,561
- we're gonna carry you now.
- Mmm. Hallelujah.

243
00:11:34,611 --> 00:11:36,153
Observe, Turk, what's possible

244
00:11:36,154 --> 00:11:39,865
if you stop running from Carla's needs
and start anticipating them.

245
00:11:39,866 --> 00:11:41,367
- Mmm.
- Hey.

246
00:11:42,327 --> 00:11:44,077
- How dare you?
- What now?

247
00:11:44,078 --> 00:11:46,163
"Carla can't handle
being a nurse anymore"?

248
00:11:46,164 --> 00:11:48,457
"Carla's a failure at everything"?

249
00:11:48,458 --> 00:11:50,375
Yeah, man. How dare you!

250
00:11:50,376 --> 00:11:52,336
Carla, I was just trying to help.
You're overreacting.

251
00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:53,963
It's probably just the hormones.

252
00:11:55,506 --> 00:11:56,757
Just the hormones?

253
00:11:56,758 --> 00:11:58,801
Run!

254
00:12:02,680 --> 00:12:03,972
Okay, I'm sor-- Wait--

255
00:12:03,973 --> 00:12:06,975
You better give me back my patients,
'cause I was here on your first day,

256
00:12:06,976 --> 00:12:09,479
and I can sure as hell
make this your last.

257
00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:15,318
<i>Merlin.</i>

258
00:12:16,027 --> 00:12:17,986
Tore your ass up.

259
00:12:25,620 --> 00:12:27,455
<i>I know just how to fix this.</i>

260
00:12:28,498 --> 00:12:31,917
Carla, I'm really sorry. I'll give you
all your patients back. I didn't mean to--

261
00:12:35,463 --> 00:12:39,968
<i>Oh, no. She's Dominican mad.
I wonder what</i> "testiculos" <i>means.</i>

262
00:12:40,593 --> 00:12:43,512
Okay, Manny, how are we...
Oh, dude, come on!

263
00:12:43,513 --> 00:12:45,598
You gotta be kidding me.
We talked about this.

264
00:12:46,224 --> 00:12:49,768
Sorry. Every time I eat it,
I'm sitting at my grandma's table.

265
00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,604
She used to
put it on everything.

266
00:12:52,272 --> 00:12:55,524
It's part of my life,
and I can't let go of it.

267
00:12:55,525 --> 00:12:59,528
<i>If only Carla wasn't mad at me
and could use her nurse voice.</i>

268
00:12:59,529 --> 00:13:01,029
<i>Maybe I could give it a shot.</i>

269
00:13:01,030 --> 00:13:04,701
You know, Manny,
I get the connection to grandmas.

270
00:13:05,952 --> 00:13:11,623
I remember having <i>pollo</i> and plantains
with my <i>abuela</i> and her <i>testiculos</i>.

271
00:13:11,624 --> 00:13:12,917
<i>Nope, that felt wrong.</i>

272
00:13:13,459 --> 00:13:14,711
I'll be back.

273
00:13:21,843 --> 00:13:24,219
I need to say this fast
because I'm nervous.

274
00:13:24,220 --> 00:13:28,140
I'm having so much fun with you,
but I don't think we're on the same page.

275
00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:29,808
I mean, you know,
I haven't done a lot as an adult.

276
00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,143
I haven't even tried sushi,

277
00:13:31,144 --> 00:13:32,894
and you've probably had sushi
with a bunch of people.

278
00:13:32,895 --> 00:13:35,480
While I have had a lot of "sushi,"

279
00:13:35,481 --> 00:13:38,650
it was meaningful sushi
with just a few people.

280
00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:40,736
Asher, I'm talking about actual sushi.

281
00:13:40,737 --> 00:13:44,906
I mean, there's a lot of things
I haven't done. I just wanna keep it cazh.

282
00:13:44,907 --> 00:13:46,742
I'm glad you said it first.

283
00:13:46,743 --> 00:13:49,369
Yeah, let's keep this fun
and meaningless and empty.

284
00:13:49,370 --> 00:13:52,706
Totally. Well, except a little fun.
I'll see you later, then?

285
00:13:52,707 --> 00:13:55,375
Yeah, or maybe you won't. I don't care.

286
00:13:55,376 --> 00:13:57,128
I'm so glad we talked.

287
00:14:02,008 --> 00:14:03,800
Look, I know it's hard to say goodbye...

288
00:14:08,598 --> 00:14:09,599
Goodbye.

289
00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:17,940
You know what? Go ahead, be mad.
I don't care anymore.

290
00:14:20,068 --> 00:14:24,155
I am not good at that.
And I never will be.

291
00:14:25,364 --> 00:14:28,700
You know what I am good at? Surgery.
And that is my job.

292
00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:30,368
It's not crying. It's not hugs.

293
00:14:30,369 --> 00:14:31,703
Why are you grinning?

294
00:14:31,704 --> 00:14:35,792
Because when I hear you talk,
all I hear is stupid 25-year-old me.

295
00:14:36,542 --> 00:14:38,418
All you're missing is the tracksuit
and the gold chains.

296
00:14:38,419 --> 00:14:39,879
Yeah, I got 'em both.

297
00:14:40,421 --> 00:14:42,006
Dashana, this is part of the job.

298
00:14:43,132 --> 00:14:44,341
Come on, if you can't do this here,

299
00:14:44,342 --> 00:14:46,510
how are you expecting to do this
for the people in your life?

300
00:14:46,511 --> 00:14:48,804
Well, I don't have
emotionally needy people in my life.

301
00:14:50,056 --> 00:14:51,099
Who put this here?

302
00:14:52,016 --> 00:14:54,268
Why is everybody against me?

303
00:14:57,355 --> 00:14:58,564
You will, young Turk.

304
00:14:59,690 --> 00:15:00,775
You will.

305
00:15:01,984 --> 00:15:02,985
Baby!

306
00:15:09,075 --> 00:15:10,075
How's it going?

307
00:15:10,076 --> 00:15:11,452
Your wife is dead.

308
00:15:12,245 --> 00:15:15,664
Some aging, incompetent bitch
has taken her place.

309
00:15:15,665 --> 00:15:17,959
Don't you talk about my wife that way.

310
00:15:19,794 --> 00:15:21,379
- It's true.
- Mm-mmm.

311
00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:26,050
You know, this job was always hard.

312
00:15:27,260 --> 00:15:29,011
But it was always fun.

313
00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:31,389
Now...

314
00:15:33,182 --> 00:15:36,185
it's just hard. I can't keep up.

315
00:15:37,019 --> 00:15:38,146
Finally.

316
00:15:39,730 --> 00:15:42,399
- Interesting choice of last words.
- I should finish.

317
00:15:42,400 --> 00:15:46,279
You've always been smarter than me,
stronger than me.

318
00:15:47,446 --> 00:15:52,160
When I was that cocky-ass intern,
you always had my back.

319
00:15:52,743 --> 00:15:55,663
Now for the first time,
you actually need me.

320
00:15:56,497 --> 00:15:58,249
And I get to be there for you.

321
00:15:59,083 --> 00:16:00,334
I love you.

322
00:16:00,918 --> 00:16:02,170
I know.

323
00:16:04,338 --> 00:16:05,839
Okay, get off me. I'm hot.

324
00:16:05,840 --> 00:16:08,425
You guys will always have each other,
and I'm super happy,

325
00:16:08,426 --> 00:16:10,260
but I just want to remind you
that I might die alone.

326
00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:11,803
You're not coming to the barbecue, J.D.

327
00:16:11,804 --> 00:16:13,013
Damn it!

328
00:16:13,014 --> 00:16:16,349
All right. I hope this is all
up to your standards.

329
00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:19,269
It's much better. Now it looks nice
for when my family comes to see me.

330
00:16:19,270 --> 00:16:22,148
- Great.
- I hope they come.

331
00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:28,236
I haven't seen my family in... so long.

332
00:16:28,237 --> 00:16:31,741
<i>And there it was,
the slippery slope of kindness.</i>

333
00:16:32,491 --> 00:16:33,951
I hope they come too.

334
00:16:34,911 --> 00:16:36,411
Maybe if I put on a concert.

335
00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:39,081
But I'd obviously need backup dancers.

336
00:16:39,582 --> 00:16:43,002
Of course.
I'll see what I can do, Ms. Carey.

337
00:16:44,170 --> 00:16:47,215
Hey, Manny, Nurse Espinosa
has something she needs to tell you.

338
00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:49,674
Oh, no, please. Hey, not my ranch.

339
00:16:49,675 --> 00:16:53,220
Manny, your body can't handle the things
it used to when it was younger.

340
00:16:53,221 --> 00:16:54,387
You have to let go.

341
00:16:54,388 --> 00:16:57,265
You might suffer
some ranch-withdrawal syndrome...

342
00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:58,351
I don't think that's a thing.

343
00:16:59,185 --> 00:17:01,103
...but the people who love you
will help you through.

344
00:17:03,105 --> 00:17:04,106
Okay.

345
00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:11,821
Come here. Come here. Oh, come here.

346
00:17:11,822 --> 00:17:14,659
It's okay. You take this big jug of ranch,

347
00:17:15,618 --> 00:17:18,746
and you use it at the barbecue
that I'm not invited to.

348
00:17:20,331 --> 00:17:21,748
- Elliot...
- Mm-hmm?

349
00:17:21,749 --> 00:17:24,167
I hope you're not mad at me
because of Wes.

350
00:17:24,168 --> 00:17:25,627
I've just been so moody.

351
00:17:25,628 --> 00:17:28,838
You know, the funny thing is that I kept
waiting to spiral, but then I didn't.

352
00:17:28,839 --> 00:17:32,802
And then I spiraled about not spiraling,
but then I realized I just don't care.

353
00:17:33,511 --> 00:17:34,928
Maybe that's the good part
about getting older.

354
00:17:34,929 --> 00:17:37,681
I do not give two fricks
about what anyone thinks.

355
00:17:37,682 --> 00:17:40,058
So you can say whatever you want
about Wes.

356
00:17:40,059 --> 00:17:41,935
Thank God.

357
00:17:41,936 --> 00:17:44,062
'Cause he is a little dull and not funny.

358
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:47,232
I think he looks like the man
in the yellow hat from <i>Curious George</i>.

359
00:17:50,069 --> 00:17:51,821
Have you ever thought about
hormone therapy?

360
00:17:56,951 --> 00:17:58,994
Oh, sorry. Oh, you're alone.

361
00:17:58,995 --> 00:18:01,121
Sorry, I thought you'd be
making out with your girlfriend.

362
00:18:01,122 --> 00:18:02,872
Uh, she's not my girlfriend.

363
00:18:02,873 --> 00:18:05,083
She wants to keep things "cazh."

364
00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:07,127
Why do you Americans
abbreviate everything?

365
00:18:07,128 --> 00:18:10,590
IDK, but I'm guessing
that's not what you want?

366
00:18:11,716 --> 00:18:13,884
No, but I understand how she feels.

367
00:18:15,386 --> 00:18:18,973
When I was 16, my dad got sick,
so I moved over here to care for him.

368
00:18:20,057 --> 00:18:22,100
I know what it's like
to miss out on being young

369
00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:24,394
or experiencing life
because of someone else.

370
00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:27,106
I'm so sorry. I didn't know that happened.

371
00:18:29,984 --> 00:18:32,903
<i>Doctor face
at the obvious sexual tension.</i>

372
00:18:34,780 --> 00:18:36,991
And now he thinks we're banging. Great.

373
00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:44,873
<i>The most important part
of doctor face is knowing when to drop it,</i>

374
00:18:44,874 --> 00:18:47,417
<i>like when you finally understand
that your attending</i>

375
00:18:47,418 --> 00:18:49,544
<i>was just trying to teach you
a little compassion.</i>

376
00:18:49,545 --> 00:18:53,298
<i>♪ Oh, oh, you've got the best of my love ♪</i>

377
00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:56,843
And I want to skydive,
and I want to dance on a table and...

378
00:18:56,844 --> 00:18:59,095
<i>Or when you realize
it's okay to open up</i>

379
00:18:59,096 --> 00:19:00,722
<i>to someone who's a little more needy.</i>

380
00:19:00,723 --> 00:19:02,932
And I wanna go to the movies
and buy overpriced concessions

381
00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:05,644
instead of sneaking in
my aunt's giant bag of pistachios.

382
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:08,229
All right.
Uh, crazy thing to put on your list.

383
00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:10,482
What about, um, moving out of your aunt's?

384
00:19:10,483 --> 00:19:11,775
Yes! And moving in with you.

385
00:19:11,776 --> 00:19:13,194
Ooh, Amara...

386
00:19:14,111 --> 00:19:15,112
Wait.

387
00:19:15,946 --> 00:19:17,447
Wait, yeah, why the hell not?

388
00:19:17,448 --> 00:19:19,866
- Wait, seriously?
- Yeah.

389
00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:21,493
<i>Whether it's a new friendship</i>

390
00:19:21,494 --> 00:19:24,913
<i>or an old one,
we get by by leaning on each other.</i>

391
00:19:24,914 --> 00:19:26,624
You can cut my patient load.

392
00:19:28,876 --> 00:19:29,877
It was just...

393
00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:34,048
really hard for me to admit
that Bambi knew best.

394
00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:36,634
I get it.

395
00:19:37,259 --> 00:19:39,053
You know why I didn't invite you
to the barbecue?

396
00:19:40,096 --> 00:19:42,972
Turk said it's because last time
I ate too much of the collard greens.

397
00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:48,145
I can see through your doctor face.
I've always been able to. You're scared.

398
00:19:49,146 --> 00:19:53,150
Like that first week when I named you
Bambi and placed all your IVs for you.

399
00:19:54,527 --> 00:19:55,986
You're afraid of moving on,

400
00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:58,613
but if I keep coddling you

401
00:19:58,614 --> 00:20:02,076
and inviting you
to all the comfy, familiar barbecues,

402
00:20:02,868 --> 00:20:05,246
you're never gonna find the life
that's waiting for you.

403
00:20:07,331 --> 00:20:09,916
And by life that's waiting for you,
I mean an accomplished woman

404
00:20:09,917 --> 00:20:11,876
that I can actually
have a conversation with, okay?

405
00:20:11,877 --> 00:20:15,673
<i>I'll always be Bambi
and Carla would always take care of me.</i>

406
00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:18,049
- First day, Bambi.
- Yeah.

407
00:20:18,050 --> 00:20:19,301
Carla will take care of you.

408
00:20:20,761 --> 00:20:22,012
<i>Some things change.</i>

409
00:20:23,097 --> 00:20:24,265
<i>Some things don't.</i>

410
00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:39,404
And why is this limited-edition figurine
in your stomach?

411
00:20:39,405 --> 00:20:42,657
{\an8}Because mint condition Astro Boy
is worth $15,000,

412
00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:45,869
{\an8}and I was not about to pay 6%
to Japanese customs.

413
00:20:45,870 --> 00:20:47,455
{\an8}So I swallowed that lil bitch.

414
00:20:49,248 --> 00:20:51,541
{\an8}Give the team a moment to discuss.

415
00:20:51,542 --> 00:20:52,793
{\an8}<i>Doctor face exit.</i>

416
00:20:56,589 --> 00:20:58,214
{\an8}That guy's like a walking Happy Meal.

417
00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:02,510
{\an8}That is not gonna be in mint condition
once Astro Boy blasts his way to freedom.

418
00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:05,473
{\an8} <i>Doctor face check-in.</i>

419
00:21:07,433 --> 00:21:08,893
{\an8}- Let's do this.
- Mmm.

420
00:21:11,896 --> 00:21:14,440
{\an8}Me and my crack team are going in.

421
00:21:15,274 --> 00:21:16,400
{\an8}Spread 'em.

